The first chapter of this story is in the "NonConsent/Reluctance" section of Literotica.
"Kiss me first," he said."I want some romance before you blow me."
I sat there lost and alone; unable to move. What he wanted from me was repugnant; unthinkable. It was totally against my upbringing and beliefs.
My logical mind said I had to do it though—I had no other choice. If I refused, he would ruin my life; I was frozen in place—too terrified to move.
The front seat of the car was illuminated only by the light coming from his phone. Suddenly his large hand gripped my throat and squeezed—he cut off my airway; I began to choke and gasp for oxygen.
He leaned over and simply said: "Tic-tic-tic...."
My eyes darted to the clock on his phone—it was 2:33am—in 27 minutes Percy the Twink would be pounding on my parent's front door telling them vicious lies about he and I being lovers. I couldn't let that happen.
I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. He pulled my head close and kissed me full on the lips. His breath stank and when his slimy tongue invaded my mouth I had no choice but to press my tongue against his. It was awful.
When he pulled away I took a deep breath and reached over to open his slacks. He slapped my hands away.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
Now I was REALLY confused. "I—but—I was going to---OH CHRIST—WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?" I cried with exasperation.
"I want you to talk dirty to me," he replied then leaned over and whispered in my ear.
From that moment on, he expected me to say out loud whatever he whispered in my ear.
"Keon, er—I mean 'Darling'—please let me open your pants and take out your cock—I want to feel your cock so bad...."
"I know you do, sweetie—go ahead—open my pants and take out my cock," he said.
I struggled with his belt and zipper; he finally helped me and pushed his slacks and underwear to his knees. He took my hand and placed it on his cock. It was semi-erect; I caressed the soft flesh.
He whispered in my ear then I said: "P-Please let me lick it, darling—please let me get your cock hard for my mouth."
As I lowered my head I inhaled a strong odor. It wasn't sickening; it was actually an aroma I'd smelled before from my own crotch.
I hesitated long enough for him to say "Tic-tic-tic..."
I pressed my tongue to his cock and began licking. I was surprised how soft and smooth it felt against my lips and tongue. He responded almost immediately; his cock swiftly became fully erect.
He pulled my head up and whispered in my ear then I said: "Please, darling—please let me suck your cock—I need to taste your cum—please let me suck your cock!"
He held me by my hair and whispered again; I groaned then loudly said: "PLEASE LET ME SUCK YOUR COCK, DARLING—PLEASE LET ME SUCK IT!!!"
He yanked my head downward until his cock was pressing against my closed mouth. I took a deep breath, wet my lips then slid them over his mushroom-shaped cockhead.
"OH JOHNNY THAT FEELS WONDERFUL—USE YOUR TONGUE SWEETIE—SUCK ME OFF, JOHNNY—YES—THAT'S IT--SUCK MY COCK, JOHNNY."
Then in a whisper he said, "Twenty-one minutes, fagboy...."
This was when I finally accepted my fate—if I didn't make him cum in twenty-one minutes my life would be irrevocably changed forever. If I didn't suck his cock my parent's would believe his lies and shut me out of their lives. I couldn't let that happen.
I began thinking about the many blowjobs I'd received in my life. What the girls did that felt good to me, and the things they did I didn't like.
I steadied myself, and with a firm resolve, I closed my eyes and began bobbing my head up-and-down on his cock using all the skill I could muster with my lips and tongue.
I held the shaft of his seven-inch prick in one hand, squeezing and stroking it. My other hand cupped his scrotum and my fingers gently rolled and massaged his balls.
My tongue explored his silky smoothness trying to find his most sensitive areas. When I felt his hips involuntarily jerk, and I heard him moan, I knew where to concentrate my efforts.
"OH GOD, JOHNNY—YOU ARE A WONDERFUL COCKSUCKER!!"
I licked and tongued and sucked his cock a long time. From time-to-time I looked up at the clock...I had 16 minutes to go...12 minutes...8 minutes....
I couldn't believe his staying power. I would have shot my load several minutes ago.
"OH YES—SUCK IT, JOHNNY—SUCK MY BIG COCK!!"
His hips finally began thrusting upward forcing more of his hardness into my mouth. I knew he was getting close so I frantically worked my hands and mouth to get him off—to get him to shoot his cum in my mouth.
That was another matter—swallowing his cum. As abhorrent and disgusting the thought of it was to me, I knew there was no other option.
My head and hands worked his cock faster. A loud, steady moan escaped from his throat.
Suddenly, I felt his balls contract in my hand then his cock expand in my mouth. I pressed my tongue to his cockslit in time to lap-up the first stream of cum erupting from his cock.
"OH GOD JOHNNY---I'M CUMMING---SWALLOW IT ALL, BABY—SWALLOW MY CUM, JOHNNY—OOOHHH GODDD—I'M CUMMING—I'M CUMMMMMIIIINNNGGGGGGGGG...."
His cum was bitter and salty. I concentrated hard not to gag as I was forced to taste and swallow mouthful-after-mouthful of his oily sperm and semen.
When his contortions ended, and his prick went limp in my mouth, he whispered to me.
He made me say: "THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SUCK YOUR COCK, DARLING---THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SWALLOW YOUR CUM!!"
I looked at the clock: it was 2:58.
I cried out in desperation: "CALL HIM, KEON—CALL YOUR QUEERBOY AND TELL HIM TO LEAVE MY PARENT'S ALONE!!"
Keon chuckled as he leisurely pressed a button on his phone. Then I heard him say: "You can go home now, Percy...Johnny is a wonderful cocksucker---I knew he would be!"
The drive home was long and miserable. His cum coated my tongue and all I could taste and smell was his foul juices.
My mind was numb. I tried hard to block-out what I'd just done. I turned the volume on the radio up loud and concentrated on the lyrics to every song.
A single teardrop escaped my eye and rolled down my cheek.
The next couple days I kept my mind as busy as I could. When I wasn't working, I scoured the internet and read as many articles and stories I could. When I became bored with that I bought a book I'd been meaning to read.
I was beginning to feel better about myself. I convinced myself it wasn't my fault.
He had lured me to his home and raped me; then he blackmailed me into doing what I did in the car. I was completely blameless in all this, but yet, deep down I felt like I had lost my independence—my identity—my soul.
The longer I didn't hear from Keon, I slowly felt better, but I had a sick feeling that it wasn't over just yet.
I was on pins and needles—any time the phone rang it startled me and I became afraid; at work, whenever someone walked through the door I looked to see who it was. He had effectively shattered my nerves and confidence.
One night after work I told myself I can't go on like this—I had to take back my life. I decided to meet my roommate, Mike for breakfast at the diner.
I didn't see Keon's car when I arrived so I went into the restaurant. Mike was spending most of his time now with his girlfriend so our back-and-forth banter felt good. I even managed to smile.
Then suddenly during the meal Mike said something that made my ears prick up: "Oh, by the way, Keon gave his two-week notice at work...he's moving to Washington D.C.—I guess he got a job at the Egyptian embassy...."
The lights of the restaurant seemed brighter and the food suddenly tasted fantastic. It felt like a hundred-pound weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I didn't say a word—I ate my food in peaceful serenity.
Mike, as usual, was in a hurry to see Margaret. He finished and I told him I'd pick-up the check. When he left I savored the last few bites of my breakfast.
Once outside, I instinctively looked around—HIS car still wasn't there. As I walked briskly to my Chevy, a shadowy figure quickly walked up to me. It scared the hell out of me. It was Percy the Twink—my heart sank faster than a concrete anchor.
He held out a small package and said: "Here, this is from 'your lover'—you better do what he says!"
I took the package and Percy quickly disappeared. My body began to tremble and shake. I drove home lost in a fog of despair. I briefly considered driving into an oncoming car—but thought 'why hurt an innocent person?'
When I got home I opened the package and saw a silver disc with a note.
The note read: "My Sweet Little Fagboy, I have attained employment in Washington D.C. with my country's embassy. I will be leaving here for good in two weeks. You and I are going to have a 'good-bye party' on Thursday night. Be at my home before 6pm, or copies of this disc will be sent to your parents, Mike and several copies to The 500 Club for the amusement of all your friends there. Love Your Tight Pussy and Sweet Mouth, Keon."
My hands shook so badly I had a problem inserting the disc. What I heard made my skin crawl—I wanted to vomit:
"Please, darling—please let me suck your cock—I need to taste your cum—please let me suck your cock!"
"PLEASE LET ME SUCK YOUR COCK, DARLING—PLEASE LET ME SUCK IT!!!"
It was clearly, and unmistakably my voice.
"OH JOHNNY THAT FEELS WONDERFUL—USE YOUR TONGUE SWEETIE—SUCK ME OFF, JOHNNY—YES—THAT'S IT--SUCK MY COCK, JOHNNY."
"OH GOD, JOHNNY—YOU ARE A WONDERFUL COCKSUCKER!!"
"OH YES—SUCK IT, JOHNNY—SUCK MY BIG COCK!!"
I sat slack-jawed with wide eyes listening to my voice. No one---NO ONE---besides me should ever hear this recording, I told myself.
"OH GOD JOHNNY---I'M CUMMING---SWALLOW IT ALL, BABY—SWALLOW MY CUM, JOHNNY—OOOHHH GODDD—I'M CUMMING—I'M CUMMMMMIIIINNNGGGGGGGGG...."
...and then I heard my final humiliation:
"THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SUCK YOUR COCK, DARLING---THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SWALLOW YOUR CUM!!"
I buried my head in my hands and softly cried.
I was off-work Thursday and spent the day in my bed either sleeping or staring mindlessly at the ceiling. At 4 o'clock I went to the kitchen and ate a big salad.