Hi guys, this is a short story about my first gay experience, I was 18 when this happened, I'm now 20, he was 40ish.
As a sexually frustrated teenager I was desperate for some action, at this point in time I was a virgin, so hadn't quite explored my sexuality. I was on various swingers sites to try my luck, but couldn't arrange a meeting with anyone, I think most of them thought I was a little too young. Anyway my mind started to wonder, maybe having sex with a guy wouldn't be too bad?
I found myself looking at pictures of guys, reading various things about gay sex. I looked around for a few ways I could meet other guys for sex, I came across a few websites and signed up. When I signed up I had a look around at the guys in my area, but didn't really know how it all worked. After a few hours of being signed up I checked my messages and I had a few messages from a few different guys, I was very nervous about this incase people found out.
When I was going through my messages I came across a guy who caught my eye, he seemed like he was genuine, older (which I was looking for) and he could accommodate. He had already sent me a message, we exchanged a few messages and swapped emails. I questioned my intentions, and questioned if I wanted to actually go through with this. A few days on I received an email from him, asking me if I was ready, I bit the bullet and told him I was, he told me his address and that was that.
I showered myself and made sure I was clean and walked towards his address, I still didn't know what to expect, I hadn't seen any pictures of this guy and had no idea who he was, as I walked to his door I got really nervous and walked away, I sent him an email asking him if he could open the gate so I could let myself in the back (I didn't want to be seen).