Hello my beautiful readers!
I just want to say that I've been dying to write this chapter and I LOVE how it turned out but it's crazy long so there might be some editing mistakes because I got super excited to post. So, I hope you'll forgive me and I hope y'all love it too!! Still some more to go!
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Fae's Pov:
I gasped for breath, squinting from the brightness in the room.
"Micheal, go get Jane. Hurry! He's waking up. She should be here for this."
"Yes your majesty," a deep voice replied.
I didn't recognize these voices. They were warped and muffled, as if I were underwater. They didn't sound real. I made to breathe deeper, moaning at the painful ache in my chest and neck when I tried.
"-finally happening?"
I jerked myself back into awareness, realizing I'd begun to fade again.
"Check the pups vitals," we need to make sure the stasis holds when he wakes.
That voice. I recognized it. The lady from the door. She was here... with me? Why??
"It seems to be doing fine for now, brave little thing," a softer voice answered.
"They're both brave," another voice added.
"I know. I'll never forgive myself for sending him away. He shouldn't have had to be that brave," the lady from the door answered sadly.
Beyond curious to know who these people were, I slowly forced one eye to crack open, followed by the other.
"That's it darling, there you go."
A beautiful face slowly filled my vision and, for a moment, I thought I was looking into a mirror. I reached forward, wanting to touch the waves of glorious, white hair when I remembered. I didn't have long hair anymore. I moved my hand to touch the top of my head, just to be certain, and sure enough, I only felt fuzz. I wasn't looking at myself, I finally realized. I jumped back as my heart raced. Why did this woman have my face? I felt my breathing quicken as I panicked.
"Calm down there pup. You're safe," the other woman advised, as a gentle hand brushed against my sweaty forehead.
Alpha. My brain realized a moment later when my body obeyed.
"Don't worry darling. No one here is going to hurt you. No one will ever hurt you again," the woman with my face promised.
"Rogue?" I whispered, terrified that I was about to hear about Cain's death.
"The mutt is alive," my twin murmured. "But you can't see him right now. He's in a coma."
"Pup?" I whispered, feeling weak with worry.
The woman hesitated, "We're working on that," she promised.
The bite on my neck began to burn and then my mind grew loud, filled with Frank's cruel taunts.
I could feel more anxiety begin to settle over me. I didn't have a mate. I didn't have Cain. I didn't have my Master. I might not have my pup and I didn't know who any of these people were. For all intents and purposes, I was alone but also... possibly... free. It was all too much to comprehend. I felt my heart flutter as my breathing spread up, making me dizzy.
"His blood pressure is rising. That's not good for the puppy," an invisible voice warned.
I jerked my head around again, searching for the speaker. This voice I knew. The other omega. I felt a burst of adrenaline beneath my skin and before I knew what was happening, I was sitting up, ready to jump out of bed.
"You!" I hissed angrily. I hated that the first person I truly recognized was the omega that, I felt, tried to steal my mate from me.
"Fae..." the alpha warned, trying to calm me with her scent but I was having none of it.
I heard a scream as I felt cold tingling all over my body. I watched as my flesh slowly transformed, turning my bruised skin into my matted, soiled fur. The shift was slower than usual and I could hear concerned cries as the shift pulled needles from my body, but didn't care. The moment I fully shifted, I sprang from the bed and leapt onto the omega, burying my teeth into his shoulder as I uselessly swatted my paws at his face. I'd forgotten that my claws had been removed and that only made me angrier. I needed to take out the competition! However, before I could do anymore damage, I felt the jab of a needle on my hindquarters and then everything became blurry as my eyes lids drifted closed once more.
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*Two Weeks Later*
Everything is bright, cold and sterile. White walls surround me, covered in charts, warnings and garish art. I can't remember how long I've been here; a few weeks maybe? My memory of how I got here has gone from hazy to nonexistent. One moment, I was watching my alpha get shot and then my Master arrested. The next, I'm here, laying in a hospital bed. I'm told ancient magic saved me but I almost wish it hadn't or, at the very least, it could have left me passed out. I hated being awake.
The first few days were the worst. I didn't know if my pup was dead or alive and I was surrounded by strangers who wouldn't give me direct answers. Worst of all, the bite Frank left me with had bonded me to him. He could hear my thoughts if I wished and I could hear his, even if I didn't want to. I didn't know where Master was but I could feel him at all times and for most of it, he would whisper horrible things into my thoughts. Things about how Cain would never be able to claim me now, if he even woke up, and that my pup was nothing but a runt and a bastard, deserving of death. It didn't help that I didn't know where Cain was and I didn't know if he was going to live. The only thing I did know was that my pup's only hope is for Cain to wake up and somehow fix what Frank did to me. The thing of it was... would Cain even want me now?
I could still recall the disdain he'd had for the fact that I'd been used. Yes, he'd come back for me but that was before. Now I was worse than used. I was claimed. I would smell like Frank, maybe forever. Would the alpha even want to touch me? I was mentally tied to Frank so I didn't see how Cain's wolf could allow that. My mate's bond was meant to dominate and own me, not the bond of someone else. I could see how Cain might hate me now and I knew I'd deserve it. I was a bad omega, a bad mate.
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Every day the news is the same. Cain still hasn't woken up and I'm not allowed to see him while he's healing. I try to not think about it as I stare at the gaudy art, ignoring everything else around me. It's the only way I've been able to keep my sanity. If I even try to think about my pup's fate or listen to Frank's thoughts, I begin to panic, my wolf wailing with the need to be taken care of, protected. Unfortunately for me, the alpha I need isn't here to soothe me. So, I look at the blinding art and pretend like nothing else exists. Everything else is pretty quiet, except for the footsteps. The healers don't think I notice but I'm always aware of when they come to check on me. However, they never come inside my room and, for that, I'm grateful. It's difficult to be around people and keep my mind together. I do still get visitors though.
At least once a day, a female alpha and omega visit me and they stay for at least two hours at a time. They've told me they're my moms. I was surprised to hear that I had two moms. When I was really little, I remember I used to cry all night about not having one and now I have two. I realize now that I had probably missed them but my brain was too young to tell me who I was missing. They are sort of familiar to me now, especially their scent, but I don't feel close to them. They also touch me a lot and I'm not sure if I like it or not. I always expect more than the gentle hugs and caresses they give me. I expect to hurt but their touch never causes me pain. I'm not sure if I like that or not either. Also, they cry a lot. They tell me how happy they are that I'm alive and it makes me want to scream: 'I'm not happy to be alive. What do I have to live for? My pup could die at any moment and I'm bonded to my abuser, permanently!' but I never said that to them.
For days after I woke up in the hospital, my mind was overtaken with all the memories and nightmares that Frank was having. My minds connection to the beta was strong. So strong, in fact, that he could not be punished for his crimes without it causing pain to me. He was currently locked away, awaiting his trial but nothing could move forward. If Frank was punished or killed it would hurt me because of our bond. Fucking great.
I pressed my fingernails against his bite, trying to scratch it from my skin as I always did. In fact, that was one of the reasons I was still in the hospital. It was dangerous for an omega to try and remove a bond mark themselves, especially by hand. Only an alpha could even think of having a chance at trying and it needed to be an alpha with an indisputably strong claim. I didn't have an alpha like that. Cain had been in a coma for a few weeks and left alone, connected to Frank, was enough to drive away any hope I had of him rescuing me, especially when he'd never wanted to be mated in the first place.
The alpha woman, I mean, my mother, says I have depression and she wants me to talk about it. I never do. I don't really care what I have. Honestly, I'd be happier if everyone would leave me alone completely. If only my head could be empty. Then, maybe, I could manage to fall asleep for forever but... that's not really a choice for now. They tell me I have to live for my pup... but I can't save it on my own and who knows how long their magic will last? Why should I even dare to hope?
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Cain's Pov:
"You know, we really need to stop meeting like this."
I blinked, peaking out through bleary eyes, to find Sophie sitting across from me. I blinked a few more times, attempting to clear my mental cobwebs, along with my blurry vision. I slowly took in my surroundings and realized that I was, once more, in the Lotus Pack hospital.
"What are you even doing here? Don't you have your own pack to bother?" I groaned, surprised she'd snuck into the hospital again after everything that had happened.
"I'm here on official business actually! I've been standing guard during the day time, ever since you got here. I've been waiting for you to wake up. King Maxwell offered the help of anyone Lotus Pack might need, in order to help repay the debt of Frank ruining their son's life."
"What happened to me?" I asked, feeling groggy.
