Do Not Watch (Pt 2)
Mark watched the video over and over, each time finding himself more and more excited by the prospect of man to man sex. Throughout his days, when his mind wasn't focused on work or some task needing done, his mind would slip back to the video. He would imagine seeing a hard cock, throbbing and pulsing, just waiting for his eager lips. His nights would be filled with dreams of hot sex with other men.
Mark spent hours online searching for other similar videos, all of which he'd watch, but he always returned to the first one, "Do Not Watch." Each time, no matter how hard he tried, his hand would slip to his cock and he'd jerk himself off until he filled his hand with hot sticky cum. Each time, he'd clean up his own mess by licking up every drop of his own cum.
As the weeks past, his thoughts started to change, from just watching to actually trying. The thought was scary but exciting. He considered how he would do it. How would he, a man straight his whole life, meet other men for sex? He knew of sex shops in the city and he'd been in some restrooms that had holes in the partition walls. He knew what the holes were for though he'd never had someone slip a cock through one he was in, but fear kept him at bay.
Another week past and he found himself downtown. As he was driving he past a shopping center that had a sex shop in it. On impulse, he pulled in and parked. He sat in his car for several long minutes working up the courage to go inside. As he sat, the images returned to him. The hard cocks he'd seen, the words that flashed across the screen, "You know you this is what you want, " "You need it, " "You want to taste it." Finally his arousal overcame his fear and he stepped out of his car and headed into the store.
He stood at the door hesitating for a moment, then the words, "You want it more than anything," flashed through his mind and he moved further inside. As he looked around, he saw shelves lined with various sex toys, lubes, condoms, and other sex related materials. He was drawn to the toy section, which had every kind of vibrator and dildo you could imagine. The variation in sizes was astounding. He pondered whether to purchase a dildo. It wasn't a real cock but it was shaped like one and it might do for now. As he looked and the numerous shapes, sizes and colors, and before he could decide on which one might be best for him, he saw the door.
There wasn't anything really special about it, just a sign video booths. Before he knew it, he was turning the handle and entering the room beyond. As the door closed behind him, he found himself in a dark hallway lined with doors on either side. Next to each door was a small frame with a video cover mounted depicting people in various acts of sex. He walked down the hall checking each frame and stopped when he came to a door with a frame showing two men. The men were fucking, with one man behind the other. Mark's cock shot to attention.
Again without thinking, he tried the door, found it unlocked, and headed inside. The inside of the booth was even darker than the hallway, but he saw the little red light at the money slot. He fished out a bill and slid it into the slot. The video immediately started up, showing two men talking on a couch. As he watched, they were soon embracing each other and passionately kissing while groping each other's crotches.