Do Not Watch (Pt 2)
Mark watched the video over and over, each time finding himself more and more excited by the prospect of man to man sex. Throughout his days, when his mind wasn't focused on work or some task needing done, his mind would slip back to the video. He would imagine seeing a hard cock, throbbing and pulsing, just waiting for his eager lips. His nights would be filled with dreams of hot sex with other men.
Mark spent hours online searching for other similar videos, all of which he'd watch, but he always returned to the first one, "Do Not Watch." Each time, no matter how hard he tried, his hand would slip to his cock and he'd jerk himself off until he filled his hand with hot sticky cum. Each time, he'd clean up his own mess by licking up every drop of his own cum.
As the weeks past, his thoughts started to change, from just watching to actually trying. The thought was scary but exciting. He considered how he would do it. How would he, a man straight his whole life, meet other men for sex? He knew of sex shops in the city and he'd been in some restrooms that had holes in the partition walls. He knew what the holes were for though he'd never had someone slip a cock through one he was in, but fear kept him at bay.
Another week past and he found himself downtown. As he was driving he past a shopping center that had a sex shop in it. On impulse, he pulled in and parked. He sat in his car for several long minutes working up the courage to go inside. As he sat, the images returned to him. The hard cocks he'd seen, the words that flashed across the screen, "You know you this is what you want, " "You need it, " "You want to taste it." Finally his arousal overcame his fear and he stepped out of his car and headed into the store.