I don't know when it all started, my loving to look at men's cocks. It probably started out of curiosity to see if other men's cocks were bigger than mine. I have over seven inches of man-meat swinging between my legs so I am not ashamed of what I have, it was just I liked to see what the other guy was packing.
But just catching glimpses of cocks in restrooms or showers at the gym was not enough. I wanted to see how big they were hard. So I moved my watching to adult theaters. I would set in the balcony so I could look down on the seats below. I was never very interest in the girly movies, I just liked to see the hard cocks when the men below would take them out and jo or let some one suck them off. Man I got to see some beautiful cocks of all sizes, but the only problem was I was so far away; I wanted to see them up close.
That's when I got the bright idea to go to a gay movie theater and watch the action there. Boy did I ever get to see some action. I got 'hit' on a lot by guys wanting to suck my cock but I would just ignore them and go on with my cock watching. Man I really got to see some big cocks up close. I also got to see some very hot cock sucking too. At first this never affected me, but after awhile I got so I did not want to see a cock unless it had a man's lips wrapped around it. Man this got to where it really turned me on. I would rush from the theater and go home and jerk-off just thinking about those cocks getting sucked.
At this one theater there seemed to be a lot more action than at the others. I sort of become a regular there and that was my undoing. All the other regulars got use to seeing me just watching and never letting anyone suck my cock or (perish the thought), me ever sucking any cocks. Also instead of going home to jerk-off, I started using the end stall in the bathroom. I would go into the stall and take my shirt off (so I could pinch my nipples), drop my pants and then jerk my cock as I dreamed about all the cocks I had saw sucked.
Then one day my life got changed forever. I arrived at the theater and took my usual seat almost at the back. The action was good that day, it seemed almost as if the other men were going pout of their way to let me see their cocks and to watch them get sucked. One guy sat right next to me and dropped his pants. Man his cock must have been nine-inches long. He stroked it a few times right in my plain view and then another man pushed in front of me with his hard cock hanging out of his pants. He paused in front of me for a few minutes giving me a close up view of his big cock. It too was about eight or nine-inches long with a bell shaped head that was shinny from leaking pre-cum.
After pausing to give me an eye full, he kneeled in front of the man next to me and started sucking his big cock. Man I could see this guy's cock drooling as he sucked the man's cock next to me. He really knew how to suck cock. He would kiss and lick the shaft and then he would take the cum drooling cock-head into his mouth. I was so close I could see his jaws sink in as he sucked on that big love-pole. Several times he took the whole cock down his throat. Boy what a cock - what a cocksucker!!
All this was too much for me. With my hard cock sticking out of the leg of my shorts I made a beeline for the bathroom. I rushed into the end stall and hardly noticed that the door lock had been removed. I quickly shed my shirt and dropped my shorts. Pinching and pulling on my nipples I went to work on my rock hard cock. I had just made the first few happy strokes when my stall door was pushed open.
Standing there and staring at me was four of the men (including the two that had been next to me) from the seat row where I had been setting. All of the men had their big cocks hanging out. "Look here, Bill," exclaimed one of the men. "Looks like we caught us a real pervert."
"Sure enough, Dave" agreed Bill. "This is the pervert that likes to look at cocks and watch them be sucked. No wonder he don't want his cock sucked - he wants to play with his peter all by him self."
"Yeh," agreed the other two men, pushing into the stall. "What's the matter boy? Don't want your cock sucked? Don't want to suck cock?"
"Look at that!" exclaimed Dave, "This pervert still can't keep his eyes off our cocks..."
He was right. Even though I was scared, as I stood there with my hard cock still in my hand, my eyes were glued to the big cocks around me.
"Let's see what else he likes boys," said Bill stepping a little closer to me as two of the other men moved to each side of me where they quickly grabbed my arms.
"Wh...leave me alone. No...don't...pleaseeee..." I begged as Bill took hold of my cock and for the first time in my life I felt another man's hand besides mine on my cock. Also there were two strange hands pinching and pulling on my nipples.
My body took on a life of its own. My nipples became aroused like they never had from my playing with them. They stuck out farther and were harder than they had ever been. What's more, at the touch of Bill's hand on my cock, it grew harder and started drooling pre-cum like it never had before.
My very insides came alive to erotic sexual feelings I had never felt before...in short I was on fire with sexual delight never before known to me. In just a moments time I had went from thinking about sex to experiencing true sexual exhilaration.