First Year Blues

It was inevitable that they'd walk in on each other occasionally. The first few times it happened they laughed & joked it off. But late in their first semester, away from home for the first time in their lives & with Alexis & Hailey at different schools, with all the parties, with all the girls around, Alistair (Ally) & Tyler were starting to feel incredibly frustrated. They said they'd stay faithful, & they'd fully intended to keep their promise but their first year at college was a minefield of temptation.

Ally had almost slipped up that night after a few beers, a pretty girl with black hair had jerked him off for a while in the stairwell, & had started to pull his dick out to suck it when he'd come to his senses. He didn't want to be THAT guy. He apologised to the girl, zipped himself up - she'd been upset at first, thought she'd done something to turn him off & when he explained he had a committed girlfriend she said she promised not to tell anyone.

He was tempted. His cock was hard, it would have been soooo easy to let her relieve the tension in it, maybe he could've even forgotten what he'd done, or excused it by saying it was a drunken mistake, but he stopped himself. He loved Alexis. Sure, they were just highschool sweethearts but they'd been together for a while. He wanted to try & keep his promise to her, or at least, do the right thing & break things off before he hooked up with other girls.

He gently extracted himself from the situation & went back to his dorm room to nurse his blue balls, & he walked in on Tyler nursing his own. Recently, they'd started to jerk off when the other was still in the room. They hadn't talked about it, it had only happened when they were in their beds, covered up, quiet, & they faced away from each other when they did it. It made it easier to pretend it wasn't happening. It made it easier to pretend to be asleep. But a few nights ago they'd both jerked off at the same time.

Ally hadn't said anything, how could he? But he'd enjoyed it, he'd felt more turned on knowing that his friend was wanking himself in the bed a few feet away from his own. When he heard Tyler cumming, he'd cum too. & now he'd walked in on Tyler sitting on top of his quilt, his pants off, his eyes closed, his cock in a transparent fleshlight/sleeve. The tip was bright pink, it poked out each time he slid the soft rubber down the shaft.

The words 'shit, sorry,' were halfway out of his mouth when he decided 'fuck it'. He softly closed the door. "Hey man," he told Tyler as if it was nothing.

Tyler opened his eyes & looked embarrassed for a moment, Ally could see he was thinking the same thing, should he bother covering up? Maybe if they just acted like it was no big deal? "Hey," he said, his hand paused around his cock. He hit the spacebar on his laptop with his other hand, paused the video he'd been jerking off to, took out his earbuds.

Ally went to his own bed, leaned against the wall & took his own pants off. Maybe it was better like this, if they just pulled off the bandaid so to speak & got over it. They were two young guys, horny & sex-starved, of COURSE they were going to masturbate. It would be better if they could just accept it, & not make it weird. They could imagine it was like if they walked in on the other doing situps or something. No biggie. Like Tyler, he also enjoyed masturbation more with his pants fully off than just unzipped.

Ally pulled out his phone & found his favorite video, Alexis giving him head before letting him shoot all over her tits. He spat in his hand & started to stroke.

On the other bed Tyler started to jerk himself again, this time pulling the sleeve off & slowly, tentatively using his bare hand. Neither looked at each other.

After a while, Tyler asked "Is that Alexis's voice?"

"Yeah," sighed Ally.

"Fuck, really? She made you a video?"

"Yeah man," Ally said, smiling a little. He knew he was lucky.

"Would it be weird if-"

"Nah, man, I'm not forwarding it to ANYONE!" he said, cutting Tyler off mid-sentence.

"Bro," Tyler said, apologetically, "I didn't mean that, I just..." he trailed off.

They both sat there, backs against the wall, stroking themselves. Over the gagging noises from Ally's phone he could hear the wet jerking-off sounds of himself & his roommate. He looked up & found himself staring at Tyler's cock. He'd seen it before, in the showers after games, but never when it was hard.

They were both about the same size, it would be hard to tell without pressing them beside each other or something. Tyler's shaft was the same dark brown as his skin, his pubes were tightly coiled, dark. Against the black skin, the tip of his cock was bright pink & he was circumcised. The head was far more distinctive, far more pronounced than his own.

He compared Tyler's dick with his own; peachy pale skin, a soft white foreskin. His cock had an upward bend in it that Alexis said felt good when they screwed. His pubic hair was slightly lighter, stringier, & plastered to his balls & upper thighs with sweat.

He looked back at Tyler & realised they were both watching each other. They had both looked at each other touching themselves. They made eye-contact. Neither stopped touching himself. They both blushed at the same time. Tyler wet his lips nervously & Ally felt his dick twitch, hard.

Ally was the first to pause, but it was just to restart the video on his phone.

"Want me to put it on repeat for you?"

"Uh, what?" Ally asked, unsure what Tyler meant.

"Your video, want me to - here," he got off his bed & came over to Ally's, his dick bouncing as he walked. He gently took his phone off him & changed the settings to make the video repeat. Ally could have done that but he didn't say anything. He stayed silent when Tyler sat beside him on his bed & they both jerked off watching Alexis in the video, sucking Ally's cock & nuts.

Again, all Ally could focus on was the quiet sound of the video & the fapping of them both. It felt kinda nice not jerking it alone. His hand shook a little, he felt nervous. It would feel so good to...

"Man, what I wouldn't give to get a good blow-job right now, amiright?" Tyler laughed beside him.

Ally laughed too, "but not from MY girlfriend, right?"

"Nah man, of course from Hailey!"

They laughed a little easier together. Tyler couldn't stop thinking that it would feel so good if he...

"Fuck, I'm so hard-up, dude," Tyler hissed, "I don't know how I'm going to last all year."

Tyler's eyes flicked to Ally's dick. Ally had been watching Tyler, watching his face & mouth, watching him jerking himself off.

"Yeah, man," Ally agreed, trying to look at the video instead of his friend. "I had a girl on her KNEES in the stairwell & I was THIS CLOSE to getting my dick sucked. The struggle is REAL."

"It doesn't mean anything," said Tyler, "it's just... we're horny, you know?"

"Yeah," Ally said, feeling his stomach lurching with nervousness, his hand slowed down a little on himself & he noticed Tyler's did too. "It would just be nice to feel-"

He gasped almost silently as Tyler gently put his hand on his, around his dick. Ally pulled his hand out & let Tyler grasp his shaft. They'd been best friends since they were ten & they'd NEVER done anything like this. He knew Tyler was straight, they both were, but it felt so good to have someone else rubbing him.

They both watched for a while as Tyler jerked him off, after a minute, he spat in his hand & lubricated Ally's cock while he masturbated him, teasing his foreskin, squeezing the shaft. Ally sighed. Tyler's large hand knew exactly what it was doing, because he had the same equipment. It felt so good.

Ally found himself reaching under Tyler's arm to grab his friend's cock too & they sat on the bed, thighs touching as they gave each other hand-jobs. It felt strange at first, they were like brothers. Ally knew he wasn't into guys in general, it just felt really good. Just the physical sensation of having someone else doing the jerking. It was interesting jerking Tyler's cock too, it felt kind of nice, they were helping each other out. He wanted to do a good job, he wanted Tyler to feel as close as he was.

Without thinking too much about it, Ally leaned over & licked Tyler's dick. A long, slow lick like he was tasting an ice cream cone. He'd never given oral sex to a guy before, & he was so, so nervous. For a second he'd worried it would be a step too far & Tyler would be angry, but Tyler just leaned back to give him more room, bunched the bottom of his T-shirt up a bit to expose more skin & make it easier to see what he was doing.

When Ally got to the top of his cock, he kissed it & then started to suck it. Tyler moaned encouragingly & Ally started to suck a bit harder, licking it more to make it wet all over. He found himself actually enjoying the feeling of his friend's glans in particular, so smooth, such a warm, smooth thing in his mouth. Tyler was still reaching under his abs & pulling him at the same time, although the longer the blow-job went on, the sloppier the hand-job got. Ally was pleased he seemed to be doing a good job & it was confirmed when Tyler dropped his dick, tapped him on the shoulder & whispered "Bro, I'm cumming."

Tyler came in his T-shirt, which, when full of ropey, sticky jizz he stripped off. Ally wasn't sure what would happen next but was HOPING Tyler would return the favor. Tyler did, & then some. Ally was amazed at how good it felt, Tyler had a large, strong tongue which he used to his advantage, & when Ally's dick was slippery & wet he sucked him without breath for a long time, playing with his balls, cupping them in his hand & jerking his shaft while he sucked most of the end in & out of his mouth. It was strangely erotic seeing the naked man bending over his dick, sucking it. Ally barely had time to warn his friend before he also orgasmed, into his own T-shirt.

Tyler sucked cock better than Alexis ever could, & Ally suspected the same could be said of him. There was a big difference between getting head from their inexperienced teenage girlfriends, & being sucked by a guy who knew how wet to get it, how hard to suck, where to lick & how to use their hands at the same time. If he didn't look at Tyler too much while he had his mouth around his dick, he could almost pretend it wasn't him but it didn't matter, they were good looking young guys. He liked the muscles in Tyler's lean body. It was stress relief, it was just being really good friends. Nobody ever needed to find out they'd sucked each other off.

Their sleep that night was deep, relaxed. It became a regular thing they did, to help relieve stress, to get to sleep. By unspoken agreement they used the T-shirts they'd been wearing that first night as jizz-rags.

Because they were both straight, because they never talked about it, neither of them considered it cheating. They'd never tell their girlfriends, but that was how they remained faithful for their long distance relationship. For the first year of college the two friends felt closer than ever, closer than their other friends (who they'd also NEVER tell). & even after they moved out of the dorm, whenever they found themselves with some private time together, they'd scratch that itch for each other.