That kiss was the highlight of my life to that point. Randy, my sexy blonde best and secret crush had kissed me after I had given him a blow job. My mind was reeling and my heart was beating so hard I thought my chest would explode. I was ready right there and then to give him anything and everything he wanted.
A lifetime of shaming and indoctrination wasn't to be overcome that easily though. He threw himself back on the pull out couch pillows with a huge sigh. He was spending the night at my place, the room was still dark and flickers of light from the nearly forgotten soft core porn on TV bathed the walls in bluish light.
"Why can't you just be a girl!" he demanded in frustration.
"Would you like me better if I was?"
"I don't know," he began, "but I would definitely ask you out."
"I would be a girl for you." I said in all seriousness.
"Ha! That would be some trick!" he said.
"Yeah." I replied, my thoughts turning to the girl clothes I had ferreted away upstairs in my room. My eye was drawn to the stairs and I noticed the soft glow of light from the upstairs hallway. My Mom must have gotten up to use the bathroom or something. I didn't want anything interrupting these moments so I ignored it. The possibility of getting caught like this paled in comparison to the potential agony for me of this intimacy with Randy ending.
Here's the thing, I knew my Mom was fairly liberal regarding sex in general. I knew she was pro-gay rights and all that. I knew she was tolerant to being almost supportive of the fact that I liked to cross dress sometimes, but I didn't know how she would react to finding me fooling around with my best friend.
Randy had pulled his PJ's back up, but mine were still bunched around my ankles and my cock was hard again from what I had just done. We were both shirtless and my belly was covered in slowly drying cum from when Randy had fingered me earlier. I grabbed a towel I had laid out early and wiped my belly clean.
When I was done I looked up and noticed Randy watching me in the darkness with a quizzical expression.
"What?" I finally said as he just kept looking.
"You do look like a girl sometimes," he said hesitantly "I mean I'm really sorry, but sometimes it's hard to tell you're not."
I just looked down and blushed. God! Could this night get any better?
"That doesn't bother you does it," he said almost to himself as he brushed a strand of my long dark hair out of my eyes, "me saying that?
"No" I said softly but with confidence, looking him in the eye.
His hand was still on my cheek and I felt it start to tremble. He closed his eyes and his muscles tightened as he had some private internal struggle.
I reached over and touched his chest. "It's OK." I said softly.