I made it through the month, ... barely. I have no idea how anyone can handle a lifetime of celibacy. One month and I was jittery, couldn't sleep well, and my balls literally ached all the time. Yes, all of the time, as in every minute of every day.
I must have taken over fifty cold showers, which are absolutely miserable, and very limited in effectiveness. Oh sure after I was cold enough the wood softened, but the balls still ached and an hour later when my teeth stopped chattering it resurrected with a vengeance. It probably didn't help that I was inhaling her scent like an addict getting a fix. My opinion of my willpower took a hard hit this last month.
I had no idea when, or even if, she was going to show up. I was up at five am for my favorite, another cold shower. I had selected my outfit the second day of the ordeal and was dressed and checking myself in the mirror for the tenth time by seven am. Then I paced looking out the windows at the empty driveway. Back and forth, back and forth; worse than any kid waiting on Santa.
What if she didn't come? I'd find her. I pulled out my phone and started researching detectives. That took about twenty minutes and then I paced again. I had to get out of the house, but I couldn't leave either. I stepped onto the front porch and began pacing its length.
At long last I heard a car in my drive and the nose of a red and white mini cooper rounded the corner. I very nearly broke out in dance and rushed down to open her door.
A lovely black leather shoe with multiple buckles lead the way. Very sheer black hose under black dress slacks. I realized I was staring at her leg and quickly looked up as she finished exiting the car.
"Hello slave", she said sounding calm and collected.
I swallowed and replied "Hello mistress".
"How did it go?" she asked leading the way to the front door. I rushed to catch up.
"It was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life." I said.
"Tell me about it. " she said. "How did you cope?"
"Yes mistress. The first few days I spent with a near perpetual hard on. By the third day that becomes quite unpleasant. Twice I had to go outside and pee in the woods because I couldn't calm down enough to use the toilet. By day three I started taking a lot of cold showers, which are awful." I may have shivered a little as I opened the door for her, admiring her ass as she walked in. I'd never seen slacks cup an ass that well before and yanked back my hand as I realized I was about to touch it without permission. I was beginning to come apart at the seams.
I stepped inside closing the door and continued. "You only required one a day, but even with the misery of the cold shower I couldn't resist and usually it was a half dozen times a day followed by a cold shower where I swore I wouldn't smell again until the next day. I couldn't concentrate on anything, all I did was work out and think about you. The ordeal made basic training seem like a day at the beach. I nearly failed several times. Everytime I waivered I remembered I couldn't see you again if I failed" I paused looking into her eyes "So I didn't fail."
"Awww." she said with this adorable little smile "I am very glad you made it through and you are now forgiven. The past is wiped clean."
That was unexpected. I couldn't believe it, but that probably meant a better day for me and I really needed a better day for me and was overcome with emotions as I replied "Thank you mistress."
"First order of business" she said "I would like a full tour of the house, followed by a foot rub."
"Yes mistress" Oh yes! I couldn't wait to get my hands on those lovely feet. I showed her around the house a little hastily and finished the tour in the sun room. I had a feeling it would be her favorite room in the house and had completely redecorated with her in mind.
I watched as she wandered around the room running her hand across the back of the tall couch.
"Did you rearrange this room for me?" she asked without stopping.
"Yes Mistress" I replied.
After a moment longer of checking things out I heard her say in a low voice "Nicely done".
She sat on the couch saying "Okay...come around here, take off everything below the waist and stand in front of me."
I moved as quickly as I could with my body trembling slightly. I am certain I had never before been this excited. I folded my clothes neatly and placed them under the couch, straightening back up to look at her. My shirt cascaded around my hips but was stuck on top of my erection, the ache in my balls redoubled.
She separated her feet slightly pointing between them and said "Stand right here"
I moved in close very aware of my penis right at eye level. I swallowed nervously and waited.
She lifted her hand showing me a lovely dark dark red manicure by wiggling her fingers then shaped her hand into a claw with this devious little smile and reached between my legs. I felt her slide the nails around my balls then she closed her hand firmly on them. I could tell it wasn't that much pressure, but I was so sensitive it hurt. I loved it, but it hurt. I know that makes no sense, but it was true. I loved it and it hurt.
"Hands clasped behind your back" she said. I quickly obliged standing at parade rest allowing her to do as she wished with me. She was rubbing up and down my shaft without releasing the testicles. I felt light headed.
"Look at me", she said.
I looked down replying "Yes mistress" I didn't just desire her, I needed her more than I needed air. I wanted to rip off her clothes and fuck her over and over the rest of the night. I heard myself whimper as she slowly gave little kisses up my hard shaft then teasingly bit the tip while giving my balls a squeeze that almost dropped me to my knees.
The squeeze was quick and she released me saying "Kneel, And no more speaking until I give you permission."
I almost responded but caught myself giving a little nod. She handed me a cushion and I placed it on the floor kneeling obediently in front of her.
"Did I say to release your hands from behind your back?" she demanded, sounding stern.
Oops! I was really not at the top of my game I thought as I quickly complied.
I felt her trap my erection between her silky calves and resisted the urge to hump her legs like a dog. It may not sound like much, but I was proud I could accomplish it.