When I met Jason I had been paralyzed for three years and didn't think guys were really interested anymore.
Why would they be? I told myself.
Before my injury my body had been in terrific shape, toned and taught, trim waist, athletic thighs.
It had been difficult to watch my muscle tone dissipate, my limbs grow atrophied. How soft and vulnerable my body looked now, like a rag doll.
And of course I couldn't move that limp body at all. I couldn't bounce on a dick or back my ass up. I couldn't tweak my hips or clench my pussy. My hands couldn't even grip a cock!
Then there was the incontinence. I wore diapers and had embarrassing accidents. I also had to use a catheter. I would be mortified if men knew all that.
I'd been devastated to realize I wouldn't feel a dick inside me again.
One of my male caregivers at the nursing home had helped me figure it out.
He had been asking me how much I could feel and I'd explained that I had some nerve sensation on my clit when he cleaned me, but I didn't know about inside. He offered to help me check, forcing my stiff legs open. He put some lube on a gloved finger, opened my pussy, and inserted it.
I blinked, feeling nothing. He assured me it was fine and suggested adding another finger. I nodded. I was getting turned on even though I couldn't feel anything. He could tell.
"You're getting wet," he reported, moving his arm faster. I couldn't feel his fingers plunging in and out but I could hear it.
"I got four in you now, can you feel anything?"
Tears stung my eyes. "No."
He had withdrew his fingers and took off his gloves, apologizing.
"I think you came though," he said awkwardly.
During rehab I learned to drive a power chair. Alec, my ex, came over several times a week to help with stuff around the house, encourage me to get up and help me practice my chair.
Alec is amazing. We broke up because he cheated, but now he really seemed here for me again. I wanted Alec back, and convinced him to let me suck his dick.
Alec had used the recline feature on my wheelchair to tilt me back. He unzipped his jeans and pulled his dick out. I'd never seen it soft. I realized he was used to me on my knees, seductively running a manicured fingertip up and down his length before withdrawing him slowly.
Now my arms sat stubbornly on my arm rests and I had to pick him up limp between my lips. He'd tried to help, jerking off with one hand and sliding the other under my shirt, groping my paralyzed tit. I watched his fingers tug at my nipple until it was bright pink and rock hard, and even though I felt nothing, he grew in my mouth and I had a job to do.
Alec had always liked blow jobs and this one was no exception.
"Oh yeah baby, that's good with no hands." He thrust deeper and faster, filling my throat. I was helpless under him as he gagged me, the back of my head banging the head rest.
Now, I never let Alec cum in my mouth, always pulling him out when I felt him about to bust. This time there was nowhere to go and it shot down my throat as he groaned and let loose. There was nowhere to spit but on myself so I'd had to swallow.