It was warm inside the tent, and judging by the brightness, I had been sleeping all morning. It had been an exhausting night full of deep and meaningful talk, so I wasn't surprised that we had slept in. Or at least, I slept in. There was no sign of Cindy. Normally I wouldn't worry so much, but being in the middle of the forest, she could've gotten lost. I crawled out of my sleeping bag, and realised that I was stark naked. I was definitely sure I had my clothes on last night. The packs weren't in the tent. Cindy must've moved them. I sighed.
"Cindy!" I yelled out. "Are you out there?"
There was no response, but I heard a faint giggle. She never got very far when pulling off these pranks. I opened the tent and poked my head outside. Cindy was sitting on a log with the packs by her feet, chewing on a granola bar.
"Morning Emma!" she replied cheerfully. "Or afternoon? It's hard to tell. It's so lovely out here. You should join me!"
"Very funny, Cindy," I replied unenthusiastically. "Do you mind giving me my clothes back?"
"Come out here and get them."
I didn't entertain her with a response. I glared at her. It took about a minute this time before she gave in. Her eyes dropped to the ground. "Sorry." She handed the bags to me and I retreated back into the tent to get dressed.
It's hard to be angry at Cindy. It wasn't because we were best friends. I often get frustrated at her childish pranks too. But I was the only one who knew about her condition. I was close to her family. At least, her mother trusted me with everything. She had run away from Cindy's father, who was an abusive man. The story becomes fairly typical - Cindy's mother worked two jobs to make ends meet and to pay for Cindy's education, leaving Cindy to grow up mostly by herself. She was a hard worker, kept her head in the books as much as she could to do her mother proud. Cindy had the bookworm look - neat shoulder-length hair; liked to wear sweaters and had thick-rimmed glasses that made her look cute, though not "sexy" enough to draw the wrong kind of attention.
That...was kind of the problem. After her abuse at the hands of her father, Cindy developed serious mental health issues. I had suspected something wasn't quite right for a long time based on Cindy's erratic behaviour patterns, and when her mother told me that Cindy had been identified as having borderline personality disorder, I felt the weight as much as she did. Her mother felt guilty over Cindy's upbringing and asked me, as a personal favour, to look after Cindy and do what she couldn't do as a mother.
It was rough at first for everyone. Cindy was naturally a quiet, gentle girl who just wanted to finish school and go to college. However, she became more wildly emotional as she went through her school years, which had serious repercussions on her results. At first I assumed that these outbursts were due to her BPD, but after several counselling sessions, it was clear that after years of neglect and loneliness, combined with her unstable mental health, she had developed hypersexuality. It was an on-and-off thing. Most of the time she was plain normal Cindy, but every now and then she would become obsessed with sex. She dressed provocatively, flirted with guys and girls, and become fixated on anything that turned her on.
My role changed once I learned of this. Rather than just being her best friend, I was also her guardian. I kept her out of trouble - the fact that she never had a sexual relationship in school was a testament to my hard work at keeping her focused on her studies. I also made an effort to hide her hypersexuality from her mother. Cindy's behaviour wasn't her fault, but I knew that her mother would think she was a slut, and for Cindy's sake I kept it quiet. Through counselling and therapy sessions, Cindy and I worked out a plan to manage her symptoms. I became her confidante, allowing her to talk through her obsessions and fantasies. When we went to college, we shared a house together, where I could keep an eye on her and made sure she was taking her medication. As much as I'm loathe to admit this, at times I became her "fuck buddy". I'm not a lesbian, and I'm not sexually attracted to my best friend, but there were times when her hypersexuality was so intense that she needed relief. It felt strange at first, but I wanted to do the best for Cindy rather than have her regret doing something with a stranger. It was fun too - uniquely, Cindy was the perfect person to experiment with sexual fantasies, and we played it off as a fun, best-friend gag than a sexual relationship, and we both understood that there were no strings attached. I knew Cindy appreciated everything deep down.
One thing we did every year that helped her condition was to go camping. Her symptoms - and her hypersexuality - flared up when she became stressed, which was a common occurrence when we were juggling college and work. In summer we'd drive to a remote national park and spend a few days away from everything. I enjoyed de-stressing as much as Cindy did, and Cindy was able to let loose without anyone judging her. Cindy stripping me in my sleep and stealing my clothes was actually an improvement over previous years. Last year she flashed every truck for a mile, and masturbated in the car while talking about lesbian fantasies with her teachers. It was a positive sign that she had made it this far, and we were convinced that she was on the way to recovery.
After lunch, we decided to go for a hike. One of the trails led to the park's centrepiece, Lake Climax. We packed some water and snacks into our packs and trekked off. It was the perfect day for a walk in the woods. The temperature was comfortable, the wind was cool, and we had plenty of alone-time to talk about the things on our minds. Given Cindy's condition, it didn't take long for the conversation to become tainted with sex.
"Wouldn't it be fun if we did the whole hike topless?"
I groaned. I bet that once we reached the lake, she would have an urge to go skinny dipping. Not that she needed to take much off. All she had on were her shoes, a short skirt and a sleeveless top tied below her breasts. She was in her "sexy" persona when she packed and didn't really think about the consequences. Granted, I was also sans underwear - I had been so stressed with planning the trip and making sure Cindy was okay that I had just plain forgotten.
Honestly though, this time it didn't feel so bad. I had been so occupied with work, and having broken up with my boyfriend months ago, I was feeling more than a little tense. Being able to go commando with Cindy was actually quite liberating for me, and while I wasn't going to admit it to Cindy, it was a bit of a turn-on. What if something happened to us? If I sprained my ankle, I bet Cindy wouldn't hesitate to rip her shirt into bandages, or start taking advantage of me. I shivered at the thought. It was a guilty pleasure, and I was surprised that it even crossed my mind.
I snapped out my daydream. Something felt strange. I couldn't see Cindy anywhere. I wasn't even sure where I was. It was like I had been on autopilot and walked in straight line. It appeared that I had been attempting to cross a dry streambed and stepped into a wet patch. I had crossed more than halfway and was close to the far bank when my feet became stuck in this yellowish, sandy mud. And "stuck" wasn't an overstatement. I was up to my knees and there was an unnatural suction around my calves. A few experimental tugs caused the sand to ooze around my legs. I noticed the sand moved gently, as if it was pulsing. Cracks began to appear in the surface, which was starting to turn into a wet-cement consistency. Then, without warning, I no longer felt anything solid under my feet. I plunged down to my thighs. The sand absorbed my sudden drop, rebounding and sending ripple across the formerly dry creek bed. It was only now that I realised that it wasn't as dry as it looked, and several small puddles were forming.
I didn't have time to dwell on that. With the sand liquefying beneath me, I was continuing to sink. I shifted my weight onto my left side to work my right leg out, but that only made my left leg sink deeper. I shifted to the right, which also sank my leg deeper. I repeated this several times. I'm not sure why. It felt natural to struggle, as if moving back and forward would stop me from sinking, like it was climbing onto something that felt slightly more solid. All I was doing was loosening up the sand further and making the trap that much more inescapable. I slurped hungrily as it crept up my thighs. The sensation sent a shiver through my body. It was cool and inviting, and didn't feel all that bad. Playful, even. It gave way whenever I wanted it to stay still, and it resisted when I thought I would plunge down. I felt trapped and helpless, watching the sand swallow me, its victim.