I hate weddings. Especially the Asian ones - mind-bogglingly large, unnecessarily exuberant, and all the bad blood and family politics that erupt. In my experience, at least, Western weddings were a lot tamer. Formal, yes, but at least families got together to celebrate rather than bring up vendettas. But, I digress. The problem that hit me the most was, given the number of people who attended, I was bound to come across someone I knew. And I did.
It was my ex.
That was a bitter pill to swallow. Lisa and I had been together for five years and were about to get married, until she developed a case of cold feet and ran off - only to hook up with another guy she had just met. The worst bit, outside of the emotional stress, was that in Asian cultures, I was the one who had lost face. I looked bad to her family, being seen as the cause rather than the victim. Five years down the track, this wedding happened. It was a friend who I hadn't seen in a while. A few degrees of separation through the family circles, and it turned out that one of the bridesmaids was Lisa. Which would've been fine - with all the makeup and fancy dresses, I could hardly recognise her, but when she tried to make amends, it snapped something in my mind.
When the storm clouds in my head cleared, I found myself on the beach. I couldn't remember the previous half an hour. I must've been really angry. Maybe I said something. The reception was still going on, somewhere in the distance. I had made my way down the boardwalk and found sanctuary with the rolling waves. The full moon illuminated the beach like a bright street light. I was conscious of how far I had wandered. I left my jacket and found at the party. I felt sick in the stomach and didn't want to go back yet. Not with Lisa there.
"You all right?"
I turned around to see another familiar face. My chest began to cramp, but this time it was a false alarm. It wasn't Lisa. It was her younger sister, Diana. Though five years younger, Diana was the more mature sibling. We were good friends until the breakup, and we lost contact after she moved out of town. There wasn't anything between us as far as sparks go. She saw me as her older brother and I treated her as the sister I didn't have. Lisa's rash decision hurt both of us in that regard, and we drifted apart. Being more level-headed, Diana had more success in holding onto her career aspirations, but with more expected of her, she was under constant scrutiny by her extended family. Her studies, her relationships and her finances were all criticised by someone, somewhere. She had been most flustered with her weight - as usual, the women in the family regarded her as fat. She was the curvy sort, though nothing in the realm of being overweight. Nonetheless, she had slimmed down since last we met.
"I saw your confrontation with Lisa," she said. "I wanted to check that you were okay. It's not your fault."
"Thanks, I appreciate it," I replied. "And yeah, I'm okay. Just needed to clear my head."
"Me too," said Diana. "Couldn't stand the bitchy women back there."
I stifled a laugh. It had been a long time since we had spoken with each other. We stood on the beach, looking out to the sea. I looked over at Diana. I was head taller than her, though her heels made up some of the difference. She was wearing a modest beige evening gown. As was her style, she didn't show too much, partially because of a skin condition that made her arms and back rough and unappealing. It didn't look too bad now, but she must still be conscious of it.