I have been searching for years, literally years to find someone like her. I traveled all over the country as a younger man and have met hundreds of woman. She is solely unique in every single way. I have had a foot fetish my entire life. As a matter of fact I cannot remember a time when I did not. I have spent my entire adult life looking for a woman to help me understand this affliction. I have been unsuccessful in spectacular fashion.
I saw her profile on a Fetish/DS meeting site. Her photo stopped me cold. She was exquisite, absolutely beautiful. What really struck me about her profile was that she demanded that if someone was to contact her that they use sentences and proper English. She was intelligent and beautiful and her body could be the motive for crime. As I looked at her profile I was praying that she posted pictures of her feet. I had to know if they were as beautiful as she was. I was not disappointed. As a matter of fact I was rewarded with profoundly beautiful feet. They were pale, perfect in size and without a blemish. Her toes were short and descended in size just the way I liked them. Her toenails were colored a dark red and I could not take my eyes off of them. I was transfixed as I looked at them. Time stopped and I knew right then and there I had to meet her. I had to have them
As my luck would have it she accepted my request to connect. I was elated to know I had made muster and that my English and intellect were satisfactory to her. I was proud of it. I was on a business trip in the Southern part of our country and I looked at her photos many times. I hesitated to reach out to her. I thought she was perfect and from what I could gather from her writings and posts that she knew exactly what I needed. But would she be that perfect? Could she be the one I have been looking for all these years? It was impossible; there was no way that I had found the woman I have been searching for.
I sent a quick hello message and requested to possibly meet for a session. What I received in return made my heart sing. She was engaging ,whip smart and lovely in every way. She was playful but firm and challenged me immediately. I was taken with her, there was no denying it. I was hooked....I had to meet her. Goddess Mina and I corresponded quite a bit while I was on my assignment and she helped me get through the minutia of the days by giving me something to look forward to. I returned home to my life a few weeks later and was now in the same city with my Goddess. We continued to write back and forth it was terrific to have this woman honor me with her words. I wanted her so badly. My schedule is hectic at best with kids, family and work that I barley have a minuet to myself. We tried to come up with a day but it looked like it would be a few weeks till I would see her. The anticipation was torturous. I was sure to get another assignment that would pull me away again. Just as I was about to give up I checked my email in desperation ... I saw the words "it is time to make this happen, come to me" I have never been so happy.
I made arrangements with her to meet the following day. I could barely keep a thought in my head. She was all I could think about. I was gifted her address and instruction on how to prepare for our meeting. I was given implicit instruction to be timely and well groomed. The drive to her lair was quick but I felt like I was driving forever. I was in a fog and numb. I was in fear that I was going to be let down. This woman that I held in such high regard and had made this amazing connection to couldn't possibly be the one I have been craving all these years. I didn't want to burst that bubble. She was perfect and if I go there and she is not, it would have been truly devastating to me. My hopes would have been dashed. I will say that I have been to a few S&M bars in my day. I never approached anyone. I was watching to see if I could find what I was looking for. Each time I left these places I was more horrified that I would never find this person. The Dommes were not attractive and wore "stereotypical" Domme garb. I am not sure that any of these women even understood the psychological part of the art they presumed to know. There was no seduction. There were no power transfers; it was fake people beating the hell out of each other for money. There were a few houses of domination in the city that had good reputations. I had a contact or two that went and were satisfied in the service they received but it wasn't great it wasn't a game changer. It was expensive and it just didn't seem to fit what I wanted. All of this discouraged me to the point that I gave up for years. I just lived my life and put aside this quest. I needed it so desperately but was jaded by what I was seeing. Foot porn is lovely and it helped sometimes, occasionally I would find a pair of feet or a story written by someone like me that made me happy. As with most things in life I knew it would not satisfy me for long.