I miss her terribly. I have dreams of her so vivid I wake up with an erection of steel and the taste of her feet on my lips. It is awful, devastating, I have been cast out, let go...banished. I no longer am able to have an audience with my goddess Mina. I think about her night and day and because of a drunken email tirade I no longer have the relationship that meant the most to me. I am lost without her but know that in my heart it is because of me and only me. I have lost the most important relationship I have ever known. I am rudderless and lost. I have reached out and apologized but I have insulted my goddess and there is no coming back. I dream about her quite frequently. I will share a recent episode. I woke up so hard I thought it would rip out of my skin. I love her and miss her and I am going through a withdrawal that is utterly profound. I am heartsick.
Let me set the picture. I am in her lair, my forehead lying against the instep of her bare feet. It is a nice day and there is classical music on the speakers and the sun is pouring in through the windows. My goddess is dressed in a beautiful outfit a sexy blouse and short skirt. I can feel my breath getting ragged and short because I will soon be in the place that is my favorite in this universe under her wonderful and meaty soles. My goddess stands and walks around me. She uses her strong and muscular legs to position me on to my back. She has yet to say a word. I am breathless and anxious it's only a matter of moments and I will be in nirvana, my home...under her feet her glorious feet.
My goddess steps over me as I lay on my back she sits and takes a deep breath. I see her toes come into my vision and they are spread for an attack. All at once the light in the room is blocked out. Her feet take their natural place over my lips and eyes. I sigh deeply and have never known this satisfaction ever in my life. I am satisfied and at home my goddess begins to slide her feet around my face with expert precision. She is a true master and I am putty under her. She dances around my face as I breathe in short breaths. I am so excited I feel my cock about to burst through my pants. My goddess gets my nose to run long the underside of her toes and she tells me to sniff. I breathe in her odor and I am pushed to the brink. I can feel my cock drooling uncontrollably and I fear I may not be able to contain myself. She has me sniff the underside of both feet and captures my nose between her big toe and second toe. I have never wanted time to stand still before; I was praying it would now. I wanted to spend eternity right there. My goddess rubbed her feet on my face in a circular motion and did so with some force. She didn't care if it hurt me or if I liked it. It made her feel good. That is why I was there.