I tend to hyperfixate on things. Relationships, work, cars, and of course all things related to sex. Add on that an addictive personality and you have the recipe for disaster. Except, I have Babygirl and she gets it. And she gets me. So she knows if we try something and like it I'm not going to just want to do it once. Or twice. And I'm going to want to learn how to do it better for both of us. In past relationships this tended to be a problem, especially when it came to sex. I wanted to have sex while preparing to have sex and for the icing on the cake have sex again. To say I am insatiable is quite the understatement when I'm in a Mood as Babygirl calls it. It's not uncommon for me to meet newly discovered shared kinks with a similar level of enthusiasm. Especially activities that promote bonding in our dynamic. This one proved to be no different. Some people might be content with the experience I detailed in the first part of this story and put it away for a future scene.
Not me. I wanted more! The sooner the better.
But, in the real world we can't just lay around all day fulfilling our carnal desires. We have to do normal mundane things like cook, and clean, and shop at Target. And so the next day went, with a few small changes. I was staying more hydrated over the day, trying not to just flood myself as I had the day before. And before I started storing, when I needed to go, Babygirl went with me, starting first by holding me in her soft warm hand while I went, content with just aiming, then playing a little, stopping the flow by keeping me in alternating states of horny-and- just-a-little-too-hard and steady stream. It felt amazing. As the weekend progressed, I had her taking it out on her own while I nuzzled her neck and whispered to her all of the things I was feeling in these moments. And her amazingly perfect hand would alternate betweenness's for a while and squeezing, tugging, and caressing to just directing the stream. Bathroom breaks took longer but I began to wonder how I had ever done this on my own. At one point I mentioned that this would likely become an expected service when she was easily able to provide it though my mind instantly went to less convenient circumstances.
I should stop the fun bits to emphasize that point. Actually that whole snippet of a scene. Affirmations, soft touches, and servitude. You see, our own preconceived notions had led us to believe prior to this journey that activities dealing with such bodily functions had to be treated as degrading. And while that has a time and place even within our dynamic that is not who we are or how we play on a regular basis. Even our own discussions on the subject of watersports have ended in the conclusion that it is all about degradation and yet here we are and this is anything but. In the tiny snippets of time allowed with the other life obligations going on around us I read more personal stories on the subject and I researched the subject more.
And I drank water. Lots of water.
In the early afternoon, after a few delightful bathroom breaks with Babygirl dutifully by my side, I started to ignore my bladder. At first it was easy, but I hadn't accounted for the non-expelled water already circulating in my system. After a few more hours I realized I would not make it until playtime. So again, Babygirl by my side I answered the cry of my bladder, a little steam at a time, her keeping perfect aim, teasing and releasing. She's such a quick learner.
But you see, I'd made a horrible mistake. I'd broken the seal. NEVER BREAK THE SEAL. Anyone who's ever gone out for a night of drinking knows; once you break the seal you'll be going all night. And so it was. Anything I tried To put in brought about an instant protest from my bladder. And as the night went on Neither of us was in the mood or had the energy to explore this more. So honestly it was just as well.
As usual, that night we nursed and then fell asleep in each other's arms. I know it sounds like a fairy tale but it's the one constant for us, pretty much no matter where life takes us in a day, we end it with nursing and in each other's arms.