I come home late and exhausted after a long day at work. I have to get some sleep tonight or tomorrow will be a nightmare. The house is cold and dark and it could only mean one thing, she is out with HIM. I try to put it out of my mind, I need sleep, and I can't allow myself to dwell on what my wife is doing. So tired, I undress and crawl into bed without even showering or brushing my teeth.
Yet there it is, that knot in my stomach, gnawing at my insides churning up the bile in my stomach so much I can taste it. My much-needed sleep evades me as my mind keeps spinning around, as my fears grow. What if tonight's the night she doesn't come home, this is has become my biggest concern. Ellen has already told me that if HE asks her to she will leave me for him and the look on her face confirms that she would. What could I do to keep her that I don't do already? I not only earn more than enough money for us so she doesn't need to work, I also do all the cooking cleaning and laundry so she is free to do what she wishes.
I tell myself to grow a pair and just leave, and then we'd see if HE would put up with her. Yet I know I won't, even the little we have left is something I don't wish to lose. Besides, it's all my fault; I'm the one who kept urging her to find a lover. I wanted to be her cuckold and when I first told her of my fantasy, she was repulsed and called me sick. However, slowly she let me introduce it as roll play as we made love and soon she even joined in with some ideas of her own.
The first time we put our fantasy into reality was when an old school buddy came to town and stopped by to visit. I invited him to dinner and we all drank a little too much. We both could tell that he was interested in Ellen, he flirted with her while touching her as he sat close. I thought to myself that it was now or never, so I excused myself to go clean up the kitchen leaving them alone. I took as long as I could to give my friend the opportunity to make a move and then made sure to announce my entrance back into the front room. I could tell something had happened by the looks on their faces and it caused my dick to throb. I asked if anyone would like coffee and then Ellen said she would help. Once in the kitchen she announced that Walt had kissed her after I left the room. She told me it had excited her and she asked me what I thought. As my answer, I put her hand on my erection, causing her to smile. She asked me how far should she allow my friend to go, and I answered as far as she wanted. I quickly devised a plan and put it in play.