A Young Couples Journey Pt 10

*

"What now?" Josh asked that evening, as the three of us gathered around the dinner table. We weren't sure what to say, really.

Just like when Josh had slept with Amanda, he now had the decency to look guilty when he told of his weekend with Linda, while when I cheated I felt... almost liberated. The guilt was creeping up on me, sure, but I felt like it would only hurt Josh to tell what had happened while he was with Linda. And as much as I wanted to tell Josh about Alex, I couldn't find the strength to. I guess I was afraid of the repercussions.

While it had happened, while Alex had been fucking me, it felt amazing. It had been so much fun. Now, with some perspective, it felt weirdly... empty. I mean, Alex wasn't the greatest lay, and probably not truly more equipped than Josh, but it felt so forbidden, so that was what I chased, but the fact that he was so lackluster made it feel like I cheated for nothing. For that, I felt bad, as I had put my marriage in jeopardy, and not even gotten anything out of it. But it was a thrill that I kept chasing, despite knowing better.

Josh, for the first time in a long time, looked genuinely happy and content. Relaxed. He smiled and laughed as he talked about his weekend with Linda, and how great of a time they had had. It was hard not to feel a little jealous. Especially since I had been out potentially ruining my own life.

But as I watched Josh, I couldn't help but feel happy for him. He deserved this, and I had to admit that Linda was a good match for him. She was funny and smart, and she really cared for Josh. She loved Josh, and I could tell that Josh was very smitten by her. Though, I was married to him, and while I liked the danger of letting him get closer to Linda, and potentially the shameful act of her ramming her fat cock into his ass until he came uncontrollably, I didn't want to lose him. I just didn't want to tell him about Alex.

Linda seemed to be a bit nervous around me, which was understandable. She had spent the weekend with Josh, and she had confessed her feelings for him. Feelings most of us had already suspected, but it was still a big step for her to confess her love to Josh.

"So how was it?" I asked, instead of answering Josh just yet. "I mean, having your first boyfriend?" I'm not sure if I meant it as a jab, but I could hear my own venom in it. Linda didn't seem to react to it though.

"It was beyond anything I'd imagine," Linda muttered, stealing a glance over at Josh. She looked as if she was falling in love all over again.

"Yeah, it was nice," Josh said, looking up at me. "What do you think?"

"Well, I'm happy you had fun," I said, smiling at them both. "Genuinely. You both deserve it. And I guess we should all have some more fun together soon enough."

Linda blushed and Josh smiled. I was feeling better about all this already, and the thought of watching Linda fuck my husband was already making my panties moist. I again hoped to one day see her pin my husband down and fuck the shit out of him. I didn't know if I wanted him to consent or not.

"I wouldn't mind that," Linda said, grinning.

"And how about you?" Josh asked me, looking at me with curious eyes. "Erh, I mean, is everything fine?"

"Just splendid," I smiled back. If anything, more than okay. I was getting my extra-marital fun, and also the potential prospect of my husband getting railed by a horny girl with a big cock. And I hadn't even lost my marriage. Yet. But wasn't everything splendid? Josh was smiling, idly chatting with Linda just before my eyes. She seemed happy. Everything seemed good, and the weekend had been a success.

Josh gave me a warm smile. "Great. So... no hard feelings?"

"Not at all," I said, leaning over and kissing him. He seemed to relax as we kissed. "You look so much more relaxed now, Josh. And I'm glad you're happy with her."

"It's like she's changed me," he said. "I don't know. I guess you can say she's made me a new man."

I looked over at Linda who was blushing.

"A good one, too," I said, kissing him again. "But I won't hog all the kisses," I added with a giggle.

I guess you'd call the following night a taste of my own medicine. When Josh and I went to bed that Sunday, Josh seemed to have a hard time going to sleep. He kept tossing and turning, but not really in an excessive way. I thought back to when I had discovered the thrills and excitement of playing with Toby, how that had led to me tossing and turning, and how that led to Josh letting me go down to... tuck Toby in. I thought back to those times and felt myself grow aroused at the memory. The way Toby, as sick as he was, or due to it, would look at me while I jerked and eventually sucked his thick cock.

Thank God for Alex in that regard, keeping me fed on that extra-marital fun that I seemed to crave. I hadn't told Josh. He wouldn't be angry. He'd forgive me. Sure, disappointed maybe, but he'd still love me. The way he loved me even when I slept with Toby.

Perhaps it was time to repay the favor. But how so? Would I ask Josh to go down to Linda? Should I pretend to go to sleep and then sneak downstairs? Visions of Linda gripping Josh's hair while she flexed her sexy ass and pistoned herself into my husband, stealing him from me for the night, flitted across my mind.

My heart was racing at the idea, and I turned over to look at Josh. He was laying on his back, eyes closed and breathing steadily, but he didn't seem asleep. I couldn't just let him lay there, so I had to do something. And I wanted to give him some pleasure, even if it would be from someone else.

It was just so sexy, thinking of that. Thinking of Linda making Josh her bitch.

Now I was tossing and turning. I felt aroused, needy. Ever since I'd discovered the thrills of being a slut, I couldn't stop myself. I needed it. I craved it.

I tried to suppress my urges and go to sleep, or at least pretend to. I knew Josh would go down 'just to check on her' and hoped that would lead to something. Josh had said Linda and he had shared a bed, but nothing had happened but oral. As if there needed to be a 'but' there, as that was major in itself. I knew he was pretty submissive sexually, even if he didn't fully realize it himself, but still, him going down on her was a pretty huge step.

And Linda had confessed her love to him. That she wanted to be with him.

I felt a tinge of jealousy at that thought. Not because I thought they'd run off together, or that she'd be able to steal him away from me. I was pretty confident in our relationship, but that dangerous sensation that it might happen made the whole thing so much more exciting. But, it also felt good seeing them together. Josh had seemed so happy, and he had been glowing after their weekend together.

After what felt like hours, I heard Josh finally get up from the bed, and I tried to keep my breathing steady as he slipped out of bedroom, trying to not make too much noise. I tried to hear what was happening, but I couldn't make out anything but some shuffling downstairs. I assumed he was heading down to Linda's room.

I felt giddy with excitement. My heart was hammering in my chest, and butterflies were swarming in my stomach. It wasn't long before I got up from bed and headed over to the door.

I peered down the stairwell, hearing Josh talk to Linda through a slight gap in her door. Then I heard the door shut. Fuck. How would I be able to see now? I hurried down the stairs, trying to be as quiet as I could. I stopped outside the door, leaning my ear against it to try to hear what was happening inside. But I didn't really hear anything. Some shuffling of fabrics, probably a duvet, but nothing untoward.

I thought back to when Josh had shared a bed with Linda before, before the prior weekend that is. Both times they had kept it PG. My ears perched up a bit. A different sound emerged. It sounded like the soft sounds of a kiss. They were making out. The sound of kissing grew more intense, and I could hear them murmuring to each other.

I tried to listen to what they were saying, but they were too muffled. Then I decided to risk it and put a hand on the door handle, ready to turn it to open it up just a bit. If I couldn't see, perhaps I could hear. But I wanted to see it so badly. To see my husband sharing a moment of intimacy with another woman. And not just any woman, but someone who wanted him. Who loved him.

Just as I was about to push the handle down, I hesitated. What am I doing? Was I really about to spy on my husband and his lover? Shouldn't I barge in and put a stop to this? Shouldn't I be mad? Or jealous? But instead, I felt turned on. I wanted to see my husband getting ripped open by his lover's cock. I wanted to see her taking him and owning him. Modest, kind, successful Josh getting broken down by a woman with a fat cock.

I pushed the door handle down, trying to be as quiet as I could. The door swung open slightly, and I tried to peek through the small crack, but all I saw was darkness. For a few moments, my eyes had to adjust, but soon I could make out their silhouettes in the dark room, and the sound of their lips smacking against one another. I pushed the door open ever so slightly more, and then I froze.

I guess I had arrived just at the end, as I saw Josh swing his feet out of the bed, ready to get up. He sent Linda a smile which she returned, then he stood up.

"Good night, Josh," she said with utter affection. I knew I had never been able to project so much warmth into my voice.

Josh gave her a shy smile. "Good night."

I bolted down the hall and up the stairs before Josh discovered me. As I had just slipped back into bed, I could hear Josh close the door to our bedroom and move towards the bed. I feigned sleep until I felt Josh climb back into bed and pull the covers over himself.

I waited a few moments, and then I heard him snoring softly. I felt so disappointed. He didn't even try to do anything with Linda. He could've at least tried to have some fun with her, but nothing? My thoughts turned to Alex. He would've fucked me stupid in the same situation, but Josh had been content with just some kissing. It seemed so weird, but that was Josh for you.

The next night, as we were heading to bed, I tried to catch any hints from Josh that he might be planning something with Linda, but I couldn't see any signs that he was interested in that sort of thing. Perhaps I should encourage him?

When we were both in bed, I tried to pretend that I was sleeping again. Josh was tossing and turning again, but didn't take as long to head downstairs. I was giddy with excitement again. I waited until I heard him go downstairs, and then I got up.

I tiptoed down the stairs, careful not to make any noise. When I reached the bottom of the stairs, I saw that Linda's door was closed again. I crept toward the door and gently pressed my ear against the door. But there was no sound coming from the room. I put my hand on the handle and slowly turned it. The door creaked slightly, but there was still no sound coming from inside the room. I opened the door just enough to poke my head inside and peek into the room.

Josh was lying on the bed next to Linda. They were talking quietly, and it looked like they were both wearing pajamas. I couldn't see much detail, but it looked like they were just talking. I was disappointed, but that didn't stop me from watching them.

I watched as they talked and laughed quietly. They seemed to be having a good time together. Then Josh moved closer to Linda and kissed her gently on the lips. I felt a rush of arousal as I watched my husband kiss another woman. It was a soft and tender kiss, and I could see Josh was getting more into it as their kiss became more passionate. Then Linda put a hand on Josh's shoulder, pushing him to lay flat on the bed while she ate his lips and groped him. They moaned into each other's mouths as they made out passionately.

Linda's hand roamed over Josh's chest, down across his belly, and then further down to his crotch. She seemed to be massaging his dick through his pajama pants, and he obviously liked it. He began pushing his hips into Linda's hand. He was enjoying himself. His eyes were closed, and his body was completely relaxed.

I slipped my hand inside my own shorts, starting to masturbate.

Then Josh broke their kiss and looked up at Linda. He was panting, and his face was flushed. Linda whispered something to him her hand retreating from his crotch. Josh nodded. Instead of going further, Linda laid down on his chest, kissing his muscles before cuddling herself to him.

Josh reached his arm over to cover her, then they laid there just talking for a while. After some time, they both seemed to be getting sleepy. Their voices started to sound drowsy, and they spoke in slower and slower sentences until they were only murmuring. Why couldn't Josh just do this with me? I mean, if he didn't want Linda to push him to have her cock, then why did he even come down here? What's the point of not going further than making out and snuggling? Was I missing something here?

The third night, I was exhausted. While the others had been at work, I had Alex over, and he was... eager. He wasn't particularly rough, but we were going for a few hours. I still had to tell Josh of course, but the longer I waited the more difficult that would get. It didn't help when Alex kept pestering me about getting him a job at Josh's company, though. It was tempting. I mean, after he made me feel great all morning, perhaps he deserved it, but still...

But yeah, I was tired. I could hear Josh was even more impatient in getting down to Linda's cove. I had to stifle a naughty giggle, as Josh had no idea that right where he was lying, Alex had creampied my ass before smearing my face with his slick cock.

That was a surprise that was better delayed for a little later.

"You alright, babe?" he asked me, as I was turning over in bed.

I sighed. "Just tired. Had a busy day today."

"Anything I can do to help?" Josh offered. I was a bit surprised that he wanted to fool around, as he seemed to prefer doing it with Linda. Not that I didn't mind that, but... well, whatever. I was tired.

I looked at him, seeing the sincere expression on his face. "Well... if you want to go down to Linda," I suggested, seeing his eyes widen, "I'm sure she'd be happy to see you."

Josh blushed at that, but smiled. "You're not mad?"

"Why would I be mad?" I asked, smiling at him. "I don't mind. It's nice to see you so happy, Josh. And I like seeing her happy too. So why not make you both happy?"

Josh nodded. He kissed me softly. "You're amazing, Kim. I feel guilty, but I... can't help it."

"I understand," I said, visions of his face all flustered as Linda took him flashing before my eyes. "I like seeing you like this. It's very cute. Now go down, see if your girlfriend is sleeping, and see if she'll let you... cuddle with her."

Josh blushed. "She's not my... girlfriend."

"Yes, she is," I said. Josh stared at me, but I simply smiled at him. "That's how I see it at least. You're her first boyfriend, right?"

"I guess you're right," Josh agreed reluctantly.

"Nothing wrong in sharing a man like you," I said, emphasizing

'man'

to tease him a bit. "I'm sure plenty of girls would love to, too."

Josh shook his head and let out a weak chuckle. "You're impossible."

I giggled. "And I'm okay with sharing, as you should be well aware of by now, so you have nothing to worry about. Now, go before she falls asleep."

With a blush on his cheeks, Josh stood up. I wasn't sure if I was making the right decision, but I hoped this was the first step toward them hooking up for real.

*

When Kim and Luna came back from California, I could tell something was off between them. Luna was pissed at Kim for something but didn't go into details over what. Something about Kim being distracted. I wasn't sure what that was.

I also had a hard time even looking at her the first day she was back from the trip. I felt such guilt for how I had behaved with Linda. When you're married, you're not supposed to fool around, but both Kim and I had been all over the place the last year. It was honestly a bit confusing, especially as I was starting to realize what I felt for Linda was potentially more than I thought.

And it also felt shitty towards Linda, who had innocently landed herself in the middle of all this. She wasn't deterred though, as she seemed happier than ever. And if I'm honest, whenever I could hang out with her, that was how I felt too. I just loved being around her, and whenever we were together, the world just disappeared.

And yet, it was all so wrong.

My mind was in a jumble, trying to figure out what to do.

It certainly helped that Kim was very understanding. She seemed to enjoy me going down to Linda during the night. The first few nights I went back upstairs, but sometimes I fell asleep there, and when I woke up in the morning, I was still with Linda. We never really did much except for groping each other. I felt like a teenager who had no clue how to proceed, or what was right or wrong.

It was a lot. But I felt like I could do anything with Linda. That she wouldn't judge me for being awkward or shy. She seemed to enjoy herself immensely with just some kisses and snuggles. My insecurities and nervousness faded away. I was just happy to be with her. To see her smile. To see her laugh. To hear her voice. To feel her touch. To feel her lips on mine. It was all so wonderful.

And best of all, I think, was that Kim seemed to be somewhat back to normal after a few days of being home. Luna was quite pissed still, but even her anger subsided, and we could have our daily talks about life.

"Anything planned for your anniversary?" Linda asked, as we sat in the common room of the office and ate lunch.

"We got married in January, but that's mostly a technicality. We celebrated it in the summer," Kim explained. Linda nodded, listening intently.

It was nice just sitting there and listening to them chat. I had been completely lost in thought but was getting back to the surface again. I looked over at Linda and saw that she was staring back at me. She smiled warmly, and my heart skipped a beat. I couldn't help but smile back at her.

I looked over at Kim, and she was smiling as well.

"That makes sense," Linda agreed.

"So when are you two getting married?" Luna asked, joining us, dumping down. Linda smirked, and Kim chuckled. "Josh, we have interviews. One Nathan Bertsch and Mirella something. Though, the latter might be pushed. Also, I have the remnants of the anti-smoking movement from the CDC over, as well as a PR representative from General Motors over next week."

"What? How-- What do they have to do together?" I asked, perplexed.

"You'll just have to join the meeting to find out," Luna said with a knowing smile. "I had a great idea, and then all week I've been trying to get a hold of who to talk to. Now I did, and we're having a meeting next week, like I said, or the week after. And I need you to prepare your pitch about first impressions and intuitive design."

"That is some great work," I said. "You're getting pretty good at this."

"Thanks, bro," Luna said with a smile.

I was pretty much 60% recovered from my ACL tear, so I was back in the thick of things, but as Luna had taken the reigns in my absence, both Entrendy and Calhoun Holdings had been run by us more or less. It spoke to our chemistry, as we seemed to read each other's minds exquisitely. I mean, we were pretty close, even closer than most siblings are.

"How come those meeting are getting postponed?" I asked.

"I have classes. I'm still in college, bro," Luna said. She checked her watch, stood up, rounded me, and started kneading my shoulders. "You're too stressed."