A Good Christian Woman Ch 07

------JESSICA------

I walked to the Kappa Phi house, deeply confused. All sorts of different emotions warred inside of me. Why on Earth was James watching that video when I came in? Why does he want MORE videos and pictures? I simply couldn't wrap my mind around willingly watching the person you love getting fucked, let alone pleasuring yourself to it.

I was guilty that I had let the moment overcome me, and alllllmost had sex with James despite what I had said. How weak has my will gotten recently? Thank God he came before I could get him in. We almost made a pretty big mistake.

But, on the other side of things. It felt really good to get things off my chest. James knew what I had done, and while he was hurt, he didn't really push back on me continuing things with Kappa Phi. I was worried about that. If he had demanded I stop, I imagine I would have. But I was just starting to really enjoy having sex. Travis had shown me so many new things that I LOVED. And as much as I love James, he would never do some of those things.

I haven't taken James in my mouth of course, but just looking at it I could tell that I could take it no problem at all. So there wouldn't be any face-fucking. I HIGHLY doubt that James would be rough with me at all, something I was learning to love. So, a dark and twisted part of me wanted to soak up all that I could before James and I got married.

I loved how he sucked my nipple, and I did feel so deeply connected to him at that moment, in a way even my time with Travis didn't feel. But Travis had an exceptional cock and he knew how to use it. So it's kind of a wash... maybe.

I walked into the Kappa Phi house to see Sarah and a few other girls already there. Sarah popped up and ran over to me when she saw me.

"Is it true? Are you going to be Kim's protege?" She asked, excitedly.

"Yep!" I replied, "Her fiance gave me his approval last night."

"Oh my gosh! Awesome! Emily is taking me as protege, looks like you and I are going to be the stars of our group!" Sarah said excitedly hopping up and down.

Emily was another of the senior girls, Kim definitely led things, but Emily was kind of a right-hand woman.

"That's great! Good for you Sarah. Kim said something about competitions though, so I think we might have to be opponents at some point." I said, kind of sad. Sarah was my only real friend in Kappa Phi, besides Kim, I hoped the competitions wouldn't come between us.

"Oh that's fine, I'm sure we'll both have fun! How's things been going for you? Everything still cool with James?" She asked and I felt my stomach do a flip. Should I tell people he knows?

"Oh, uh, yeah, all good. It's complicated, but all good." I replied, "How about you and Anthony?"

"Oh God, ew, I left him. After the party I just wanted to keep fucking so we hung out but he just wasn't ENOUGH you know? I want the man I serve to be dominant and strong, and have a good... you know." Sarah replied, and I was shocked. She seemed so in love with Anthony just days ago? To leave your boyfriend that you love simply to get good dick. I didn't want to even think about it.

"Oh wow, I'm uh... sorry to hear that." I said, not sure what I was supposed to say.

"Oh it's not a big deal, honestly. I've actually been talking to a boy I met at the party, he probably visited you too. His name's Phil, he's tall, skinny, big dick" She said looking at me for recognition, but there were too many men that night to remember.

"Anyway, we fucked again basically all day yesterday. I've been on a 48 hour dick binge." She laughed.

This was so unlike the Sarah I knew. Who only agreed to Kappa Phi to serve her man more effectively. Was I at risk of acting like this? I pushed the thought from my mind.

Kim and Emily came walking out of the kitchen while we continued chatting. Kim stood at the front of the room and began the meeting.

"Okayyyyy girls! So, first things first, you're ALL doing so well. Kelly and Nicole, we'll try to give you some more opportunities to get more stars since you two trailed behind. But we wanted to take a moment to congratulate Sarah and Jessica for doing so well!" Kim said, and began excitedly clapping her hands and the rest of us followed suit.

"Emily and I were so impressed with you two that we've decided to take you as protege's this year. Her and I have different methods and views on the Kappa Phi ethos and I think we've paired up with you two perfectly! I'm excited to get things going this year, so we've decided to start call-week early." She said before looking to Emily, "Em, do you wanna explain call-week to the girls?"

"Absolutely!" Emily said, "Okay, so you know how like if you're hungry but don't want to leave the house you can call ubereats or doordash or something like that?"

Everyone nodded and looked around at each other.

"Perfect! Well that's you this week. We got a copy of your schedules, so we know who's available when. We have a private group that we give out the link to every year where we'll post each of your photos and names along with your availabilities. You're the food, and your payment is dick." Emily said with a smirk on her face.

"And stars!" Kim chirped in.

"Yes, and stars. If you're randomly chosen you get 2 stars, if you're explicitly requested, you get 5 stars. We keep track of who orders though, so each person only has 10 stars a week to give out. Basically the boys can roll the dice and get 5 random girls, or specifically request 2. Or one girl 2 times. You'll need to take a picture when you're done to send to me or Kim to verify that you've completed the visit." Emily finished, "Understand?"

We all nodded our heads. These games and rules were getting complicated and out of control. The party was enough of an icebreaker though. A week ago if you told me I'd be forced to go to random men's houses to fuck them I would be terrified. Now, it seemed kind of exciting.

"Alrighty! We posted everything online about 10 minutes ago, and call-week has officially begun!" Kim said, "So we'll text you when you have an order come through with their address and name and all that, just remember to text us when you fin-"

Kim was cut off by a loud chiming sound.

"Ooo! That's our first order!" Kim opened her phone and scrolled for a moment before jumping excitedly

"Jessica! You're first up! I'm sending you the text now." She said, and I felt all the girls heads turn to me.

The text came through on my phone and I opened it.

No, that can't be right.

That's James' dorm. Did he know about this already? He knows I can't have sex with him, even if he does it through Kappa Phi right? I kept reading.

Oh. Oh gosh. I get it.

I hopped off the chair I was sitting on and gathered my things.

"Remember to send a picture Jess! Good luck!" Kim said as I made my way to the exit.

------JAMES------

After Jess left, I masturbated a few times. At first, just imagining her standing in front of me, naked, or sucking on her tits like I had. But it wasn't enough. I had a sickness, and the only cure was watching her get brutally fucked. I hated that I couldn't purge these thoughts, but nothing got me more turned on.

I loaded up the videos I took of her at Kims house and started stroking. I came twice within an hour or so. I didn't have classes today, so I figured I'd probably spend the whole day jerking off to these videos.

I headed out to the kitchen to make some food and grab a drink to fuel what I assumed might be an all day jerk-a-thon when I heard a knock on the door. I walked to the door and opened it while the microwave ran.

Jessica stood in front of me. Looking down at her feet.

"Oh. Uh, hey babe. Is the meeting already over? I thought it would take longer than that." I said, confused.

"Yeah it's over. Um, babe this is gonna be hard to say but..." She started before I heard a voice behind me.

"Yo!" I turned around to see Dean exiting his room and walking up behind me, "Didn't know you were in Kappa Phi Jess! This is DEFINITELY worth 5 stars."

I snapped my head back to Jessica, "Stars? What's going on babe?"

"It's call week bud!" Dean said, clapping me on the shoulder, "You might wanna wear some headphones"

Dean pushed me aside and reached into the hallway, grabbing Jessica's hand and she took a step inside of the dorm, dutifully following him.

I stood stunned, confused, and as Jessica passed me she softly said, "I'm sorry."

In a flash, Jessica and Dean entered his bedroom and closed the door.

The microwave beeped behind me, forgotten. My feet felt like they were stuck to the ground. What the fuck is call week? What the fuck is going on?

THUMP

A loud sound from Deans room jerked me from my frozen state and I walked to the door.

"Goddamn Jess I wanted to fuck you since he first brought you over." I could hear Dean say behind the door, "Take that shit off."

"Yes, Sir" Jess replied, painfully obscured behind the door.

A few moments of silence later followed by soft slurping sounds.

"Oh shit, damn you're good with your mouth. This what you and him do when you come over? Didn't think he had it in him." Dean moaned.

"No, Sir." She replied, Jess! What are you doing!?

"No? You don't suck him?" Dean said and a slew of louder slurping sounds followed.

"He's saving himself, Sir." She said.

"HOLY SHIT, for real!? Get up here." Dean commanded and I could hear a few more slurping sounds before some shuffling.

I dropped my pants and started jerking immediately. What HAPPENED at that meeting? She went from fucking Travis, to jerking me off, to fucking my roommate in just a few hours. What was up with all of these stars anyway? I needed a better explanation.

More than that, I needed a better view.

"Oh my GOOOOOOD" I heard Jessica yell from the other side of the door. How deeply I wished she'd say that because of me, but hearing her say it regardless was so exceptionally hot.

"Goddamn girl, so he never had this pussy?" Dean asked, as I heard the slapping sounds of flesh begin.

"No, Sir, never! Ungghhh fuck!" She replied, always the dutiful and honest girlfriend.

"I knew he was kinda nerdy, I never knew he was a cuck!" Dean shouted.

A cuck? What the hell is a cuck? Jessica apparently shared my confusion.

"A what?" She said between whimpers.

"He likes knowing you're getting real dick right? Shit he's probably listening right now!" Dean laughed, "You out there bro?"

I felt like my fucking heart stopped. How would he know that? Would a 'cuck' really listen to their girl getting fucked, and jerk off to it? Would this actually help explain what's been going on with me? Maybe I wasn't as weird as I thought.

"Yes" I said, loud enough to be heard on the other side.

Loud laughter erupted from the other side of the door.

"Come on in bud, get a front row seat." Dean replied and I hovered my hand on the doorknob, waiting for Jess to say yes or no. Instead she just moaned.

"Oh my gooooddddd Sir yes please just like that holy shit."

I turned the doorknob.

Jess was on top of him while he thrust up into her, bouncing her ass up and down while he sucked on one of her tits. He popped her breast out of his mouth and looked over to me.

"You're fucking missing out bro, this girl is fine as hell. Sit down, and watch."

I did.

-------JESSICA-------

Dean wasn't particularly attractive. At least, I never thought he was. He's a bigger guy, not fat but not necessarily well-built either. From what I understood he played on the school Rugby team, and didn't really talk with James too much.

I definitely noticed him checking me out the first time I visited James, back when we first started school. But at that time I just shook off the feeling and moved on. Now though, I had to give myself to him.

There's something perversely exciting about giving yourself to a man you don't have any particular interest in. Serving a man who doesn't serve you in any way. It feels like the purest form of male-servitude. I'm here because you want me, and you can have me because I'm made to be had.

God, Kappa Phi was really doing a number on me.

I felt bad. Walking past James to enter his roommates room. It had only been about an hour or so after James failed to last long enough to get inside of me. Now his roommate was going to make up for where James had failed. James got me insanely turned on earlier with the handjobs, nipple sucking, and almost-fucking. So I was glad to have someone to blow that steam off with, even if it was within earshot of my boyfriend.

He pushed me against the wall immediately after he had me alone in his room. It wasn't long before his cock, and my tits, were out. I kind of loved how much everyone I met loved my tits. I loved when men sucked on them anyway, so I'm happy they were so attractive to them.

Dean wasn't HUGE or anything downstairs. But after playing with James' cock which barely pokes out of my hand when I'm jerking him, it was nice to have something that I could put both my hands on.

I know this reads like I'm being mean to James, and I really don't want it to. It's just hard not to compare when you go straight from something so... not big. To something more impactful.

I crawled up on Dean's cock while he lay back on his bed, after he requested me to. And, although I was still sore, over the past few days I had gotten so used to having something fill me up that I definitely missed it when it wasn't there.

I didn't know what a 'cuck' was then. I didn't know James was listening, just outside the door. And honestly I didn't really care. Something happened to me when I got lost in the feeling of lust. When a man gets aggressive with me it's like something in my brain switches and I focus all my energy on pleasing them. Everything else leaks out of my mind.

I was too focused on the intense pleasure that Dean was delivering into my body, I didn't notice James open the door and come in, until Dean mentioned it.

"You're fucking missing out bro, This girl is fine as hell. Sit down, and watch." He said. I lifted my head out of Dean's shoulder to see James - cock out - sitting down in a chair by the door.

"Oh my GOOOOODDDD" I screeched. He was WATCHING me? I guess I shouldn't be surprised. He had to get those videos he was jerking off to somehow. But it still blew my mind. Why on Earth would he want to see this? I would have to look up, "cucks" later. Despite how confusing it was, I kind of loved having James watch. It felt like the closest we could get to having sex without actually doing it ourselves. The Thrill of having an audience was pretty intoxicating too, if he was enjoying this for whatever reason, I'd want to put on a show.

I pushed down on Dean's chest and wrested control from him. If James wanted to watch, I wanted to give him something incredible to see. I bounced my ass up and down Dean's length, hard. I felt the ripples travel through my ass like a wave as he filled me up.

"Oh fuckkkkk" I moaned, and looked at James to gauge his reaction.

He sat there, cock in hand and stroking furiously with a glazed look on his face. Even when I had jerked him off earlier he didn't look anything like this. Maybe he really does like this. What would that mean for us? I didn't have time to consider this though, Dean wanted control back.

Dean thrust up, hard, and pushed me to the side. His cock slipped from me and I desperately wanted it back inside of me. Luckily, Dean wanted the same thing. He grabbed me roughly by my hair and dragged me to the side of the bed, doggystyle, and facing James on his chair.

"Let's give the cuck a good view, huh? You like that bud?" He said, directed at James while he gathered my hair up in a ponytail behind me and held it like a leash.

James made no verbal indication that he heard what Dean had said, but his body twitched as he watched me get thrown into my new position. His eyes flicked between my eyes and my tits, back and forth, back and forth. Dean thrust inside of me.

"Oh my FUCKING goddddddddddd, yes holy shit Dean yes." I moaned in one loud fluid burst. I like doggy almost as much as I like a cock in my throat. Dean started slamming into me from behind. He felt so much bigger in this position, I watched James' face contort in a lusty grimace as his roommate slammed me from behind.

"You think he likes it, bitch?" Dean asked, slapping my ass, "Why don't you ask him?"

I obeyed, both because that's what a good woman does, and because I was curious myself.

"Does this please you, Sir? Do you like watching me get fucked?" I asked between whimpers.

James just stared at me, glassy eyed, as he nodded his head.

"Speak up, James!" Dean commanded, "I want you to say you like watching me fuck your girl."

James just kept looking at my swinging tits, and stroking his cock, it's like he was oblivious to Dean. All his attention was on me and my pleasure, it was so fucking hot to be obsessed over like this.

"Tell him James! Tell him you like watching me!" I begged, an orgasm beginning to rise inside of me.

"I..." James began as he stroked himself faster, "Oh fuck, I love it. I love watching you get fucked baby."

He groaned, loudly, and his cock began pumping a dribble of cum into his hand. It was too much for me. The pleasure being delivered to me from behind, the intense attention and obsession that James was providing me with, watching him cum to me getting fucked. An orgasm crashed into me.

"Oh my fucking GOD YES Dean fuck me! Baby watch Dean fuck me I love his fucking cock baby I love it" I slurred, a string of unbidden words slipping from my soul to James' ears.

As my orgasm faded I looked up to James, and noticed he was hard again. Even when I jerked him off, he went soft right after. This was REALLY turning him on. Dean was still slamming me roughly from behind but I could tell he was close. I threw my ass back into him.

James was recovering now, stroking his cum back into his hard cock and staring at my swinging tits. Timidly, he leaned forward, reaching out one hand to my breasts. God yes, please. I wanted James to touch me while I got fucked.

"No!" Dean shouted behind me, "You can touch her when I'm done."

James yanked his hand back like he had touched something hot. I'm still his girlfriend, even if I have another man's cock buried inside of me. I found it strange how willing he was to remove his hand on Dean's command.

Dean groaned loudly behind me and I knew it was coming. I expected him to blow inside of me, but he pulled himself out and moved around to the front of the bed and pulled me to my knees in front of him, and right in front of James.

"Push your tits together. He wants to touch them so bad, he'll have to think of me when he does it." Dean instructed and I followed directions. I'm here to serve him, after all.

I pressed my tits together and squeezed the nipples while Dean stroked himself furiously in front of me. A moment later, he was shooting rope after rope of hot cum onto my tits.

"Awwwwww FUCK, goddamn those tits look great Jessica." Dean said, turning to James "There you go buddy, touch away."

Dean walked to the bathroom, leaving me alone with James. I turned to him.

"Baby you don't have to, I can go ge-" I began before he cut me off by leaning down and giving me a big, passionate, kiss. He fell to the ground next to me as he broke the kiss off.

He rubbed my tits with an aggressive abandon I had never seen from him. Earlier when he touched me it was so sensual and sweet. This was an aggressive NEED to touch them, and it filled my heart with such love and passion to feel his desire for me. He touched me all over and I gave out small moans as he rubbed the slick cum into my tits like a sticky-white lotion.

The surprises weren't over yet though. A small sheen coated the entirety of my breasts as James lathered Dean's cum into my flesh, then he lowered his head to them, and started sucking my nipples.