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When Kristen sent the teasing text that she was gonna have Mark over I had already cum once. As soon as she left my house that day I ran to start to jerk off to fantasies of my girlfriend and Mark doing things together. Trying to recapture the adrenaline rush of last night when she spent some time in my living room letting Mark feel her breasts.
I pictured what might have happened if she let him take it further. I appreciated that she was faithful enough to stick explicitly to what we agreed would happen, but part of me really wished it went further. Maybe it was better for this fantasy to live in my brain and in the roleplays Kristen and I would enact. But part of me yearned for a deeper rush.
For the moment, her text message provided that rush. She said Mark was coming over to her place.
I replied, "Oh shit baby. Tell me how it goes! Maybe send a pic if you get a chance" with a winky face. I loved how willing she was to lean in to this fantasy with me, pretending her and Mark were together to get me turned on. Part of me thought she might enjoy it more than me. Little did I know at the time, that was exactly the case.
I stroked myself as I laid in bed thinking about Mark going over to Kristen's place. Maybe she just gets home and gets a knock on the door. She goes to it and opens it. Mark says, 'Let's finish what we started' and grips her tits over her clothes. She struggles for a moment before giving in.
My mind flashed to him on her bed, his - apparently - very large cock standing between his legs, spit all over her breasts while she bounced them up and down on his cock. He explodes, covering her face and tits with his cum.
I realize I'm about to cum and remove my hand from my cock. I look at it, red and pulsing as I try not to cum yet. I wanted to get a picture from Kristen first.
It had only been about 15 minutes since her first text but she should definitely be home by now. Can't hurt to text again.
"Hope everything goes well with Mark and you two are well-behaved" I texted, including the like sweaty-hot-with-tongue-out emoji. Nothing. I waited a minute or so before returning to my fantasies and my cock. I stroked, thinking of him blasting cum on her face and tits, and erupted myself soon after.
I cleaned up and took a walk around the apartment. After I came the balance between arousal and shame/jealousy always leaned more heavily in the negative direction. I got a drink of water and brought it back to my bedroom. Before I even reached the door I was getting hard thinking of them fucking again.
It was really a parasite. A worm that had buried itself in my brain, forcing me to think about the woman I love more than anything in the world cheating on me with another man. I hated it, I loved it, at least she provided me a safe space to talk about this with her. Another woman might have taken off immediately when I mentioned it. Another woman might have just fucked Mark right after I mentioned it. But Kristen was something else. She handled the situation with a level of understanding I really appreciated. My only worry was how this might affect things long term.
I took my cock back out and started stroking. I was fucking addicted.
I checked my phone. Still nothing? Was this part of the game?
I texted again, beginning to feel kind of worried and angsty, in the horny and good way.
"How's the 'talk' going?" I texted. God I was feeling kind of needy. Texting back to back without a response like that. But if it was a game she was playing maybe that would show her that I realllllyyyy wanted something for my mind to play with.
As I continued stroking myself, I started actually getting worried. What if she got into an accident or something? And I'm sitting here texting trying to get her to engage with a fantasy with me while she's bleeding on the side of the road. That thought took me out of my fantasy. I waited a bit before sending another text.
"Babe? You okay?"
Another minute passed as I sat in my bed while my cock slowly went soft. More worried for my girlfriend than concerned with what she was up to or what fantasies I could concoct. This time, she responded.
"Hey babe! Yeah I'm great! Mark was just showing me a few things, lemme send you a pic!" My heart jerked in my chest, both happy that she was safe and excited to be drawn immediately back into the fantasy.
A few minutes passed, while I gently stroked myself in anticipation before the picture came through. I opened it, reading the text that accompanied it first.
"He's in the living room, should I go out there like this?"
Kristen was in her bathroom completely naked. She took a picture kind of at a downward angle that showed her heavy breasts and a beaming smile, with one finger on her lips in a "tee-hee" kind of way. One thing I noticed was the large red handprint on her breast. My cock was immediately rock solid.
I didn't think I saw that when we fooled around this morning. She said Mark was aggressive though, it must have taken some time to show up. God how fucking hot it was to have a physical representation of how rough Mark was with her. I text back immediately.
"I think he would like that! Send me a pic of you after you show him, and lemme know how it goes!"
I opened the picture and threw my phone down and jerked off to it. Imagining how he must have been touching her to elicit those marks. I jerked for another twenty minutes or so before I blew another load. I was fucking spent. I laid in bed, exhausted, and completely drained, catching my breath from the marathon masturbation session I had engaged in. In no time, My drained and satisfied brain fell asleep.
I woke up about 2 hours later to a buzz coming from my phone. My mind crawled from sleep and latched on to what those texts could be. Like a kid on Christmas morning, I opened my presents.
2 files, 1 audio, 1 picture.
I looked at them in order, the audio file first, it was short but I still jerk off to this file to this day.
I hit play and could immediately hear the wet mouth sounds. Squelches and gurgles, sounding like she was sucking a cock.
"Hey babe, hope you're doing well. -slurp- -glurg- I'm SO glad you're okay with all this, Mark's cock is so fucking big and feels great in my mouth, ooo-" Her sentence was cut off after she gave a little surprised ooo.
The sounds that followed I can only describe as brutal. Deep guttural glurgs, gags, fast splashing sounds of her spit being forcefully moved around in her mouth and throat, after about 10 seconds of this she took a loud gasp
"Fuck baby he's so fucking rough with me and I love it. I hope you're having fun jerking off! I love you!"
The audio stopped. God, how did she make it sound so realistic. I know she has dildos but to fuck your face with it like that? Absolutely incredible. I skipped down to the picture and opened it full screen.