I was nervous waiting for everyone to show up the night of our second DnD session. I had chatted with everyone in the group chat a little bit, and everyone seemed to like me, so that was a positive. But the thought of what Mark and I had done last time, and what Ben WANTED me to do this time, was a lot to balance.
I didn't want Mark to think I was so weak as to just give up myself to him freely, giving in to his little cheating game with no resistance. I know he thought he was god's gift to women, and I hated how quickly I turned from a horny but faithful girlfriend to a drooling, cheating, cumslut in his presence. But I did want to tease him because it turned Ben on.
And then there was how I felt about everything. I LOVED how turned on Ben got during our little roleplay thing earlier. He could have a fetish for talking cucumbers for all I cared, if I could get him in that mind-broken, scrambled, lust-drunk state again I would be the best damn cucumber ventriloquist in the world. Unfortunately, or fortunately depending on your perspective, his fetish wasn't talking cucumbers. It was flirting with the friend whose cock I willingly devoured in secret just a week ago.
But, it would be different this time. I would be flirting with Mark FOR my relationship with Ben. I would be in control. At least that's how my logical brain justified it. Another, primal, part of me saw the reality of the situation. My unwitting boyfriend pushing me into the arms of the man my body was screaming for. Was I in control at all? Did I even want to be? When the moment came to resist, could I?
I made a decision I knew wasn't ideal, but my nerves were running like crazy. I got tipsy again, before anyone even showed up. Ben must have been nervous too, because we were both 3 shots deep before Tom and Jen showed up. I teamed up with Jen and we chatted for a little bit in the kitchen while the boys greeted Caleb and hung out by the table.
"Damn girl you really embracing the sexy bard thing huh?" Jen said, smiling and looking me up and down, "Should have taken you as my Patron, maybe some of that would rub off on me."
"I'd be happy to rub on you" I said, not at all smoothly as I over-exaggeratedly bit my lip.
Jen let out a genuine laugh and used her hand to fan her face, "Oh my, you're going to make me blush"
"Who says Warlocks can't be sexy? I'm sure Tom wouldn't mind seeing you dress up like a sexy demon-succubus." I nudged her with my hip. Jen's a pretty girl, not exactly my type personally. Ever since I realized I liked girls too I've definitely been more into curvy women. Still, Jen was skinny with nice boobs and that girl-next-door type look boys go gaga over.
"Oh I've definitely done that at home" She said, taking a sip of her drink, "Don't take this the wrong way, I know you weren't here for it. It's just... With everything between Caleb and his ex and Mark and how that all went down. I don't want Tom to think I'm like dressing differently for these sessions."
"Does Tom think you're attracted to Mark?" I asked, in a hushed tone as the front door opened and Mark appeared in the doorway.
Both Jen and I's eyes were drawn to him entering, "Hey folks! Seems I'm last to arrive again!" Mark laughed.
Jen gave me a knowing look, like saying, "What do you think" and we both shared a small giggle before moving to take our places at the table.
"Oh!" I said, getting Mark's attention and popping up on my tip toes before dropping down to make my boobs jiggle in my low-cut top, "Before I sit down does anyone want a drink?"
"I'll take another one babe!" Ben said.
"Me too babe!" Mark mimicked through a beaming smile, everyone else gave a little laugh and I tried to play along.
I made two mixed-drinks for the boys, making sure to pour extra heavy before returning to the table.
I sat down, hard, making my boobies jiggle again in an attempt to draw some sort of reaction out of Mark for Ben's amusement but he was looking at his DM materials. Oh well.
Again, I'll skip the non-sexy parts of dungeons and dragons for everyone. As much as I enjoy talking about my Glamour Bard and her very Enthralling Performances I know it's not what you're here for.
I spent most of the night doing my best to try to guide Marks attention to my breasts, surprisingly his eye contact was much better today than last time. No amount of 'accidental' jiggle or trailing of fingers by my cleaveage could pull his eyes down.
At one point there was a guy we were trying to get some information out of, who didn't seem open to talking. This is where I shine!
"Look I know my party looks like a group of ruffians, but pleasseeeee, couldn't you at least tell me? I could make it worth your while" I winked and grabbed the V-cut in my top and pulled it out and in like I was trying to fan some sort of heat eminating from my breasts. In the corner of my eye I saw ben look down into my shirt, but Mark remained stoic.
"Give me a persuasion check" He said, looking me square in the eyes.
What the fuck was his problem? The first time he just needed a little lip bite and a touch on my chest to pass a seduction attempt. I'm going all out tonight and I need to roll?
I rolled my d20. Even with expertise it was a shit roll.
"13" I say, looking back up to him.
Mark shakes his head, "Nice try ma'am but I love my wife. It would take more than a sexual advance from a common harlot to convince me, thank you."
This fucking guy. I got all dressed up slutty, was jiggling my tits around in his face, and even made sure he was liquored up and I couldn't even get ONE hungry look from him? What was his deal? I was GOING to get a reaction out of him. But for the time being, I let it slide.
The rest of the session went on like normal. I kept trying to get his attention without being toooooo obvious to the rest of the group. At one point when no one was looking, he gave me a sly smile, but that was it. This fucker was playing a game with me. By this time I was more than little drunk, and my frustration towards how things were going needed to be released. I look at Ben, who was clearly a little drunk. Hopefully he wouldn't fall asleep on me tonight.
After everything wrapped up Tom, Jen, and Caleb left. I got a pillow and blanket for Mark again and passed Ben in the hallway on my way back to the living room.
"Gotta pee, be right back" He said as he scooted past me.
I heard the bathroom door close as I turned the corner to find a grinning Mark sitting on the edge of the couch, waiting for me.
"Hey cutie. Looking good tonight." He said, without breaking eye contact, "Did you get all dressed up for little old me?"
Immediately my anger and frustration was clouded by arousal. What the fuck was wrong with me. Did I really want this dude's approval so fucking bad? A moment ago I was frustrated and a little angry at him for not showing any reaction to my sexual behaviors. Was I just going to let all that go with a simple teasing compliment?
"Psh! No. I just figured this is how my character would dress." I said walking towards him with the blanket and pillow in my outstretched arms. Somehow this reasoning sounded a lot better when I told Ben than it does now.