The Paul & Jenny Stories Pt. 17j: The Batting Order Ch. 10
Jenny
Lynda tucked her blouse into the waistband of her jeans and cleared some beads of sweat from her brow with a finger that she wiped on her backside. We smiled at one another, she took a couple of deep breaths and I opened the door.
Paul's mother, Mary, stood on the far side of the bar with her hands on her hips.
"There you are." She stormed. "You were gone so long. What have you been doing?"
"I was just showing her around." I replied indignantly.
"We are getting very busy in the main marquee." Mary went on, ignoring my remark.
"I was just coming back." Lynda said, I could feel her fingers on the back of my thigh.
"Perhaps it would be best if Jenny came back with me for now." Mary said, heading towards the home team dressing room. "Keep watch while I use the loo."
There were some portable toilets in a corner of the field and some public toilets in the playing field next door but most of the women connected to the cricket team used the ones in the home dressing room.
Beyond the playing field was the village primary school. Paul had gone there. I hoped I would teach there one day. I wanted to live in Paul's grandfathers house and teach in that school.
I showed Lynda where everything was and explained the workings of the water heater to her. Being an archaeologist she should be at home with it. The water in the tea urn was bubbling and I explained that was free to the teams and their guests. I showed her the list of bar prices and said I would come back and change the beer barrel for her if she wanted me to. She huffed at that.
"I was working in a pub in Bristol, before." She started.
Before she had been taken to the old barn in the next valley tied up and gang raped. What a fool I was.
The tears welled in her eyes. She'd never cried about that before or about what had happened to her in Egypt. Not in my presence anyway. She was crying now. I held her tight. Ran my fingers through her hair and made soothing noises.
"What's wrong." Mary said from the changing room doorway.
"It was something I said." I blurted out.
I was crying.
"Brought back some memories." I continued.
Mary's face softened and she walked closer.
"I'm sorry." She said.
"It's alright, Mrs Wagstaffe." Lynda lifted her face from my hair. "It's silly of me. Three years ago now."
"It's not silly." Mary said placing her hand on Lynda's shoulder. "I think you were very brave at the time and now. Both of you."
It had been a while back. I had forgotten the pain from Tommy's prick as he had forced it into my anus. Then the humiliation of being made to kneel before them and push the handle of a broom up inside myself while Tommy and his cousin had laughed. Tommy's idea of revenge for our tying him up and forcing one up his ass as punishment for him raping Paul.
What a fortnight that had been. In Northern Ireland whilst on a Girl Guides camping trip I had lost my virginity to Paul. Paul had been raped by Tommy. Carole and Jo had been raped by Small. Then Paul had been mauled by a Black Panther. And to cap it all I had been forced to give blowjobs to the three members of the Rogers family.
They were all dead now. Small, the Rogers family and the panther. But we weren't. We were alive.
"Are you going to be all right?" I asked, holding Lynda at arm length and looking into her eyes.
"Yes." She sniffed. "I will be fine. I'll stay here."
I was doubtful but allowed Mary to take my arm and lead me around the boundary markers to the main marquee. The air was full of the sounds of mobile generators and the laughs and screams of the children as they dragged reluctant parents around the stalls. I noticed Ian's beer glass was empty and picked it up. He was waving to me so I held it up in what I hoped he would take as a guesture that I was going to re-fill it for him. I looked out across the cricket pitch to where Paul was standing.
Something inside me was turning somersaults. Now and again all I had to do was look at him and I fell in love again all over. I wanted him.
I looked at the scoreboard. Ten overs gone and they were sixty-two for one. I couldn't see us winning this game.
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