Chapter 1
Relax
"I'll never go away."
"You'll never get away," he said darkly.
His threat made me catch my breath.
Was that true? Would I truly never get away? Would I really be stuck here forever?
He pulled me against his body roughly, holding me tight.
His lips and nose ran the length of my neck. When he reach my ear, he bit it lightly.
But I didn't pull away as I had in the past. That'd show that I was lying when I promised I'd never leave. On top of that, what if he was right? If I never really was going to get away, why not stop fighting?
His hands slid down my back and wrapped around my butt as he kissed his way across my face and to my lips.
I didn't kiss him back, though. My lips stayed frozen in place.
What did it matter anyway? He was just testing me. Making sure what I'd said was true. That I wouldn't pull away and try to leave. He was biding his time. Waiting to see my resistance level before getting at what he really wanted.
When he found my lips unresponsive, he moved slowly back to my ear.
"What's with the resistance?" he asked.
"I'm not resisting," I insisted. "I just don't know what you want of me."
"Participation," he whispered.
"I don't know how," I whimpered.
"You're nineteen. Are you seriously saying you've never been with a man, Adara?"
"I've never even kissed a man," I muttered. "I don't know what to do."
I opened my eyes to the darkness, seeing his eyes staring back at me, almost disbelieving.
He took my lips with his once again and I closed my eyes, wishing I could stop this but not having any way around it other than to prove myself a liar.
I attempted to move my lips with his, but it wasn't exactly right.
He moved his hands up slightly and clasped the edge of my shirt in his fingers before pulling my shirt roughly over my head. His lips left mine as my shirt passed over my head, but they connected once again with mine the second my shirt was out of the way.
His hands slid down to my thighs just below my butt and he lifted me, forcing my legs around his waist.
Then we were moving. But only for a minute. After just a second, we stopped and he threw me onto the bed.
He was only gone for a second. He was soon on me and I instinctively wrapped my legs once more around his waist. I felt him smile at that.
He pressed his hand against my right breast.
I was becoming more accustomed to kissing as things progressed and, when he put his hand to my breast, I felt my whole body tingle. I began kissing him with more passion.
His other hand slid behind my back and, after a second, he unclasped my bra. Using both hands, he slid it down my arms and then tossed it across the room.
He pressed his hands against my now bare breasts.
My hands seemed to move as if of their own volition as they made their way from his shoulders to his waist just above my legs.
I adjusted slightly and, with that small movement, he pressed closer to me and I felt his hard penis.
I grabbed the edge of his shirt and attempted to work it up over his head.
He pulled one hand from my breast to help me and placed it back as soon as I had gotten his shirt to the floor beside the bed. At least, I think it was the floor. It was too dark to see how far the bed extended.
His hands slid off my breasts and over the bit of fat at my stomach. They reached the top of my jeans and undid the button before unzipping the zipper.
He slid his hands down my thighs and to my knees.
"Relax your legs," he whispered, pulling away from me slightly.
I did as he instructed, letting my legs fall from his body, my bare feet bouncing slightly as they hit the mattress.
He pulled my jeans down, the slight touch of his hand on my bare thighs sending a shock through me.
I was breathing hard as my jeans left my body and I heard the sound of them being thrown across the room.
I pressed my thighs together slightly, feeling the dampness of my panties as I did.
His hands grasped the top of my panties and yanked them off.
I started getting a twisty feeling in my stomach as I lay naked in front of this man that I could only see a bit in the dark. I pressed my thighs tighter together.