My career as an independent film producer had begun several years ago. Back then during the early 90's I had made commercials for household products. After a few years I was tiring of peddling laundry detergents and body soaps and other junk to maids and other women. I decided to move on and look for a different theme. I also felt that I could find work other than for a giant corporation.
That Monday morning my office phone rang just moments after my colleague and I had arrived.
"Hello," said a woman whose voice was not familiar, " is this Steven Ballo?"
"Speaking," I answered.
"This is Lieutenant Jamison calling from the public relations department of the navy. We would like you to produce a commercial for us."
"I would be happy to," I replied.
"Good. You can get together with our people and work out the details."
I turned to Richard, my director and friend since we began in the business.
"That was the United States navy."
" Where and when do we start?"
"Immediately," I answered.
The burly marine guard looked at my visitor badge identifying me as Gemstone Productions and allowed me enter the Florida base. Building 1401 at Milton, Florida turned out to be a white structure with a pitched roof.
We stopped for a second to get a bering. Off to one side I could see the parked aircraft. Aside from being the media liaison center, this was also the home of the 5th air wing.
My arrangements made, I moved on to locations to begin filming. My first stop would be the Norfolk navy yard. Situated near the mouth of the James River this was the home of the Atlantic Fleet. It was an impressive sight and not different from the way I remembered it as a boy seeing it from a tour ferry. Gray warships rested tied to peer one after along the bank. A forest of electronics masts touched the blue sky.
On a clear warm day we filmed a missile cruiser transiting the Chesapeake headed toward the open sea. In my mind I wrote the script to go with this ship as a background. All that remained was to find a sailor to say the lines. A hunch led me to the JAG office, a red brick building.
The Lieutenant Commander stood six foot four with muscular arms in short sleeve white shirt. I looked straight into his brown eyes, shook his hand with a firm grip and introduced myself saying also that I was here to make a short promotional film for the navy.
"Your public relations department contacted me the other day."
"Welcome aboard," said the tall, handsome sailor, " I'm Lieutenant Commander Harmon Rabb."
He's gorgeous I thought. I'll bet he's got some muscles under that uniform. A muscular male body could drive me mad with desire.
"I want you to read some lines for me."
"I'd be honored." He smiled at me.
A few other officials from the office came by perhaps out of curiosity. One by one Harmon introduced them starting with the young lady in a marine dress uniform.
"This is colonel Sarah MacKenzie."
The brunette girl shook my hand. "It's nice to meet you."
To her left stood a tall, bald, fit looking gentleman. He stepped forward offering his hand.
"I'm admiral A. J. Chegwidden. I run this office."
The admiral's grip was firm.
"What happens in this office?" I looked at Harmon for an answer.
"JAG," he replied, "Judge Advocate General. We're the Navy's legal staff."
The administrative side of the service held no allure for me. I needed just to get a face to put on the camera. Any filming aboard ship should be natural rather than posed.
My mind was already working on how to use the footage as well as the theme of the film. The idea was to have Harmon say his lines against the backdrop of a warship putting to sea in defense of America. I could stress the opportunity to serve the country. I could stress the opportunity to learn a vital skill that one could bring to civilian life.
Harm began to read the lines with the poise of a polished actor. I was impressed immediately.
The shooting finished I approached Commander Rabb. My gaydar was picking up signals from him.
"How long have you been in the navy?"
"I went to the academy after high school. I flew F14s from the Enterprise for five years then I went to law school and I've been a lawyer for five."
I added up 14 years.
"How long do you plan to stay?"
"Twenty, maybe thirty," he replied.
"I was in the army for a while."
My comment was guarded.
"How long is a while?"
"One year," I admitted.
"A short time," he replied.
My time in the army had been cut short by undesirable discharge after being caught with a thirty something year old high school teacher. Darren and I had been seeing one another for some three months since meeting at The Male Box in Clearwater, Fla. I had been on a 48 hour leave just after the end of boot camp and just before Ranger training.
"I enjoyed flying."
Harm's options were open to him. I could see him flying commercial airplanes. I could also visualize him litigating.
"Why did you give it up?"
"I developed a little night vision problem. Vision has to be twenty twenty night and day."
"What happened to you? Why did you leave the army?"
"Let's walk and talk."
"OK," he replied.
That said we went outside JAG headquarters for a walk through the grounds. The signals from my gaydar were coming through stronger. I could see where Harmon's glance went.
"I was caught kissing a man."
After a few seconds he responded. "Colonel MacKenzie and I are friends. We have been for a long time but just friends. I prefer men."
"I figured as much," I said.
" I don't want to throw away my career. Five more years, and a few promotions gets me a nice pension."
"I thought getting tossed would bother me but I got over it." I said.
He grinned ear to ear. I guessed that I had struck a chord.