Palissa held a tray of danni soup, bread, and chol tea. She set the tray on a table just behind the divan where Lylla sat. "Baroness," she said, "I brought you something to eat."
"I'm not hungry."
Palissa looked around the empty grand room. "It's so dark in here. Would you like me to turn on some lights?"
"No."
The girl hesitantly stepped closer to her mistress. She remembered that Lylla's hair hadn't been cut since the night before. It was now far past her hips. "We'll have to cut your hair soon, Baroness, or else it may strangle you in the night."
"Palissa, stop it. Stop trying to take care of me." Lylla didn't sound angry. She sounded devastated.
Palissa bit her lip. Hours earlier, she had found Lylla in the lift outside, crumpled in a heap and savagely crying, unable to get up. She, along with two other servants, helped her to her feet and inside the apartments. That's when Lylla screamed at all the servants to leave the manor. When she had finally stopped sobbing, Palissa helped her out of her interrogation suit, as her mistress was in no state of mind to safely take the deadly suit off herself. She ran her a bath, and dressed her into the midnight-blue velvet and black furred dressing gown the Dark Lord had given her, Lylla's favorite. Then Lylla came out into the grand room, sat on the divan, and looked out the giant viewport at the stars. Silently. Still. For hours. She didn't tell Palissa what was wrong, and Palissa dared not ask. She only found out through the Executor's intranet that Lord Vader had almost destroyed his private level and it was evacuated until further notice and that repairs would commence immediately on the all corridors leading to it.
Lylla bowed her head. "You may braid my hair, Palissa, if you are concerned," she murmured. Palissa came behind Lylla and lifted her hair off her shoulders, gently stroking, separating, and weaving her thick black-streaked scarlet hair into a braid down her back. She smiled when Lylla rested her head back in her hands. "I was very cruel to you, Palissa," Lylla said. "In the beginning. I've never told you how sorry I am for it."
Palissa tilted her head, surprised. The girl pet her hair. "Lylla. You were thrust into a situation you'd never known before. You were alone, you were scared. But you've been nothing but kind to me since. You released me from indenture, you made me your ward. I forgave you a long time ago." She went back to plaiting her hair, working in silence.
"His son is alive," Lylla blurted.
Palissa's hands stopped. "What?" she whispered.
"The boy. In the hologram. Is Darth Vader's son." Lylla's voice finally cracked. "He has a son, strong in the Force. And I can't give him one." She broke down into anguished sobbing, burying her face into her hands.
Palissa came around and dropped to her knees in front of her. "Lylla, oh Lylla, please don't cry."
"When he found out, he...he..." She pressed her hands into her eyes. "I saw his mind, his memories, his entire life. I felt all of him, in my body, in my blood. So much rage, Palissa, so much pain. And the hate... the hate he has...for himself..." She cried even harder. "He never let me see it before, he always shielded it from me." She clutched her chest. "But now...now that I know... he'll get rid of me."
"Lylla, he wouldn't do that-"
"You don't know that!" Lylla snapped. "You didn't see him. He almost killed me today." She saw Palissa recoil. "And why shouldn't he? I'm useless to him now."
"Lylla, stop it."
"What good am I to him? I can't have his children. I'm Force-blind. I'm not a soldier, I'm not an officer. Why should he need me, when he has a Force-strong child to rule at his side now? I have nothing to give him but... my body." She slapped herself in the head. "I'll be nothing but his whore. If I'll even be that. He threatened to send me back into slavery once before, he could again. I'll kill myself before I go back to that!"
"Enough!" Palissa spat out in a rare display of disobedience. Lylla looked up, eyes soaked in tears and wide with disbelief. Palissa tightened her grip on her hand and stood her ground. "Vader loves you, Lylla."
"Don't say that, Palissa," she hissed. Palissa straightened back. Lylla's eyes narrowed into white blades. "I will not believe that until he says it. And he will never say it. NEVER." She looked away. "The Sith indulge in pleasure. The Sith use. The Sith do not love."
Palissa paused before she murmured, "You do."
"I am not Sith."
"Aren't you?" Lylla gaped at her ward. She squeezed her hands tighter. "You are as Sith as he is. It doesn't matter that you can't use the Force. Not to him." Palissa knit her brow, slowly shaking her head. "You really don't see it, do you? He is so proud of you, Lylla. He respects your opinion, he relies on you, you bring a different point of view. He is training you for something more. Something bigger than Grand Inquisitor." She reached up, touched her cheek. "And I see the way he looks at you when you're not looking. Even through his mask, I can see it." She let out a tiny huff of laughter. "I can only hope that someday, someone looks at me that way." She became serious again. "Yes, I believe the Sith can love. In a way no one else but a Sith could understand."
Lylla stared at her, struck by her words. Then she sniffled and wiped her eyes. "What about his son? What do I do about his son?"
Palissa shrugged a little. "Be his mother." She tilted her head. "Isn't that what you've always wanted, Lylla? To be a mother?"
Lylla regarded her ward, raising an eyebrow. That cherubic face disguised a shrewd and complex mind. She grasped Palissa's hand, drew it to her lips and kissed it. "You are wise beyond your years, Palissa. I am grateful for you."
"And I am for you. Vader isn't the only one who loves you, Lylla." Lylla gasped a breath, and fresh tears sprang from her eyes. Palissa wrapped her arms around her, and Lylla cried into her soft honey-colored curls.
*Lylla*
Lylla raised her head when Vader's voice echoed through her body. *Lylla, come to me.* He sounded so exhausted. So broken. She gasped when she heard him say a word he'd never said to her before
*Please*