Jani sat on the plane with music playing in his ears, but even this could not help him to relax. Below him white clouds formed a carpet hiding the world from his view. Yet all he could see when he closed his eyes were the emerald green eyes and long red hair of the woman he had left behind in London. The further away they flew the more out of sorts he felt. London had been brilliant, the concert a sell out and the fans amazing. But it was the week that had followed that would be forever in his memory. A week of sex and new experiences for Lucy and he had been a part of it but now he had left her behind. Never had he wanted to complicate his life with a relationship, that was his choice, but she had made him question that choice.
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Her bag was packed and her taxi booked all she had to do was turn in her key. Looking around the room all she saw were the faces of the men who had shared it with her. One week that was the deal. One week to fulfil a fantasy, her fantasy. Yet it had become something more. Now she was left with an empty room and a suitcase of new clothes.
Captain contemplated the week that had past. The way he had lost control whenever Lucy was with him. The animalistic sex that was so different from his normal encounters. How he had fucked her with Jaska and Jani watching. Just thinking about it made him want it all over again. No female had got under his skin the way she had and he didn't know if he liked that loss of control. But he did know he wanted more of Lucy.
Closing the door behind her and wheeling her suitcase into the lift and down to reception Lucy handed in her key. Outside the weather was cold and dreary and it suited how she felt. She had gone into this with her eyes wide open yet here she stood knowing that they had taken a small part of her home with them. Euston station was as packed as when she had arrived. People scurried around her doing whatever it was they were doing but even with all the hustle and bustle Lucy had never felt so alone.
Olli sat in silence with his eyes closed. In his head he saw Lucy's face when they had left her at the hotel. She had looked so small standing there that his heart broke for her. They had all known it was just one week in a lifetime of memories but he still felt like something was missing from his life now. How could one person in such a short time mean so much to him? it felt wrong to leave her behind in London.
"I need her." He whispered to himself.
"Pardon." Marko said next to him.
"Nothing, just thinking aloud." He replied.
Crammed into the train with her bag on her lap and suitcase in the overhead shelf Lucy watched London slip away. Her life was at home not here, not with them, yet she knew that what she wanted wasn't the life she was going back to it was the week she had left behind and one that she could never ever have. Her fantasy had been fulfilled over and over again and now reality once again beckoned.
Jaska tapped his fingers in time to the beat he had playing through his headphones. In his head a delicious tiny redhead was on all fours waiting for him, begging him to take her and his cock twitched at the thought. Sex was just that, sex. All the women he had slept with knew it was never serious but now, now it was different, now he wanted more. He wasn't sure what more was, but he wanted it.
"Hey girl how was your week in London?"
Lucy stepped off the train and into the arms of her best friend Emily.
"It was really good. The concert was amazing and the group were as fit as..." she blushed as she spoke. "I was a tourist and saw all the sights and drank loads of very expensive coffee and ate even more expensive cakes, what more can I say." They was plenty more she could say but it was still too soon and she didn't trust herself to talk about it."
"Cool, so it's back to the grindstone now. The boss wants you in tomorrow at nine."
Lucy groaned she hated Saturday shifts and had hoped not to be in. Hitching her bag higher onto her shoulder she grabbed her suitcase and headed out to Emily's car.
Marko waited for the others to leave the plane before getting up. The crisp clear winter air was in contrast to the rain in London and he never failed to welcome it. Snow had fallen since they had left and the blanket of white made him feel instantly calm. Tonight would be spent in the city but tomorrow he would retreat to the cabin by the lake. Small and basic by many peoples standards it was where they all went when they needed time to recharge their batteries after a busy tour. Only forty eight hours later they would be back in the studio working on new material. London had been more than he had expected and he wasn't sure how to deal with how he felt.
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It had been three months since the end of the tour and back to normality. Lucy lay snuggled in bed listening to her flat mate pottering about in the kitchen. The smell of bacon wafted into her bedroom and Lucy heard her stomach growl. With the clatter of plates she knew it was time to get up. Reluctantly she pushed back the covers and shivered in the cool air. With slippers and robe on she went to see what was on the menu for breakfast. Emily was plating up bacon and eggs with toast and tea as she walked in and plonking herself on the chair Lucy curled up waiting for it.
"Come on lazy bones, I'm not your slave you know."
"Do I have to move?"
"Yes you do, now get a wriggle on and fetch your food. I swear since that concert you've had a face on you like a smacked arse. Anyone would think you hadn't enjoyed it."
"I enjoyed it too much." Lucy whispered into her mug of tea.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
Grabbing both plates Emily sat on the sofa handing one to Lucy.
"Nothing."
"Don't you dare lie to me, ever since you got back you've moped around the flat like a love sick puppy. I know you like those guys but this is stupid."
Lucy went quiet remembering everything that had happened and finally realising that she didn't just like the guys she was in love with them. Her lust for them was more than lust now. That one week had changed everything. She had got to know them more than she had longed for. Her lust filled dreams had turned into a week of sex and debauchery. She had fucked them all one at a time and even two at a time. She had spent time with them, got to know them and now here she was knowing that it would never happen again. Sad she stared into her drink and the tears began to flow.
"Hey Hun, what's wrong?"
"Something happened in London." Lucy said between sobs.
"You weren't attacked were you, you should have told me we could have gone to the police." Emily said getting up and hugging her friend concern written all over her face.
"No I wasn't attacked."
"What's wrong then? Tell me Hun you're worrying me now."
"After the concert I went back to the hotel and met up with some guys."
"Oh my god you're pregnant. When's it due?"
"I'm not pregnant I used protection and I'm on the pill. I'm not stupid enough to forget that. But I am stupid enough to fall in love." She hiccupped finally calming down to talk properly. Tears still trickled down her cheeks.
"With who? Those guys from the hotel you had sex with. Oh my god now many did you have sex with?" her friend said stunned. She knew Lucy didn't sleep around so she knew the guys had been very lucky.
"They weren't just any guys, it was the band I went to see and there was five of them. And it wasn't just once it was for the whole week I was there."
"No!"
"Yes and now I think I love them."
"Lucy you can't love them, it was just sex. They used you, oh my god I can't believe that. The dirty bastards."
