Hey All. Let me start by saying I don't own Buffy, Spike, etc. etc. etc... FOX does! Also, while I like to write, this is my first Erotic tale, so I'm sure it sucks! Heck, I don't have that much real life sexual experience either! So bear with me, please. And Please please please let me know what you think! You can e-mail me at the address in my profile. Thank you all, and enjoy part 1 of "Unexpected"
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It wasn't that she
wanted
to be with Spike. She hated Spike! She had not somehow forgotten what type of man he was. Or even that he wasn't a man at all! Every time she looked at him she remembered the killer that he was. That he is. And he wasn't just any killer either. He killed Slayers. He'd almost killed Buffy herself. No, Buffy had not forgotten that Spike was a walking, talking, non-breathing monster.
So why was she going to be with him now? Worse, why had she gone to be with him over and over again even before this evening? She had responsibilities: Demons to kill, bills to pay, and of course Dawn (In order of easiest to hardest for Buffy to deal with). Perhaps Riley had been right. Buffy needed to be with someone like Spike, like Angel. Riley had been the perfect boyfriend, but maybe she needed more.
Buffy shook the thought from her head. No, Spike wasn't like Angel, not like Angel at all. Angel was quite, sweet, tender… he was more than 200 years old and as shy as Willow in high school. And while he had been a monster, she had never blamed him for that. It wasn't really his fault; it was like mind control. He'd proven that time and again after he had gotten his soul back. Both times! Spike didn't have a soul, in all the ways that mattered he was still the same man that had killed 2 slayers and countless others. Buffy loved Angel, but she was quite sure she didn't love Spike.
However, hadn't Spike proven that he had changed? He was a hero during the entire Glory affair. She couldn't think of a better word to describe his actions. If not for Spike Glory would have won, Dawn would have died, and Sunnydale and everyone she loved would have been destroyed. Glory tortured Spike, but he never backed down. Sure the chip in his head had "neutered" him, but the way he protected Dawn was down out of love, out of love for Buffy. Wasn't that like having a soul?
Even as Buffy tried to rationalize her relationship with Spike in the back of her mind she knew the truth. Hell, Spike had known it too. Being with Spike made her feel alive. Since she had returned nothing could take away the sense that she had just lost heaven. Maybe literally. She'd put on a "happy face," but Spike had seen through that. Guess you have to talk to someone else that's died and come back for them to see where you're coming from. Kind of a select few that fit that criterion! And even fewer with a body like Spike's….
Ahhhhhhhh! The closer she got the more she'd start to think about… well, you know. What does the guy admit, some kind of Vampire pheromones or something? Whatever it is when he touched her skin felt like it was on fire. It was like a cheesy romance novel the affect he had on her. Perhaps it was because she was vulnerable, or perhaps when you feel nothing for such a long time, every sensation is magnified… like a starving man eating a cracker. Only Spike himself was more like Prime Rib.
For Spike's part he hadn't been shy about his desire of the Slayer. He'd pursued her unabashedly since before she'd died saving Dawn. The fact that Buffy had finally submitted to him, in body if not in mind, hadn't reduced his efforts to sleep with her. Proving the undead man was not very far removed from his living counterpart, Spike was ready, willing and able at the drop of a hat, or Buffy's pants as it were.
Not this time. She'd tell him this time that whatever it was that they had shared in the past, be it lust or love or something else, it was over now. She could not keep sleeping with a man that made her feel dirty the next day. Nor was it fair to him to keep leading him on, when he obviously loved her and she could never return that affection back to him. No, for both their sakes, this had to end.
Buffy entered Spike's home with a renewed determination. Like usual, it was dark and gloomy, a perfect match to its owner Buffy thought. Apparently it was also empty of the man she'd come to speak to. Buffy was about to turn and walk away when an arm grabbed her from behind. Her instincts as a slayer, honed to near perfection after over 5 long years of combat, were about to kick in when Spike's voice quieted her fears.
"Relax pet, I'm not going to bite," Spike said in a whimsical voice. His left arm was wrapped firmly around her stomach just below her breasts. His body was pressed firmly against hers and there was no mistaking his nakedness, or his excitement.
"Gee Spike, hadn't heard a vampire say that joke in almost 10 minutes." His positioning behind her didn't amuse Buffy, and her harsh tone betrayed exactly that. She leaned forward to discourage his further advances. "We have to talk. I don't think this is…aaahh…"
Buffy's sentence was cut off by Spike's right hand that had stealthily found its way up Buffy's skirt and pressed firmly upwards on her core through her sheer panties.
"I'm sorry, you were saying?" Buffy's only response was short gasps for breath in tune to the circular motions his hand was now making, with sharp intakes of air each time his hand neared the top of its path, just below her clit. "You like to talk big, all you slayers do. But the truth is you're here for one reason only. Why else would you have walked through my door with an odor of sex about you that I could smell from a mile away?"
"Not true… I can't…. ugh… we can't keep… oooh God… please stop." Buffy's plea went unanswered, as it was too weak to even warrant a response, little lone strong enough to halt the actions of a very determined vampire. She knew what he said was the truth. Long before his hand had found her pussy she was dripping wet, though she hadn't even realized it until he had made contract.
For her part Buffy had let her legs drift apart and was supported only by Spike's arm and her own arm which was now draped around his neck.