I hadn't seen or spoken to anyone from school for several years after leaving high school. I was never popular at school, and had only a small group of friends that weren't very close. So when school finished we didn't keep in touch.
On a whim, I signed up to one of those school friend reunion sites that have become so popular. I browsed through the people who attended the 2 schools I went to, and came across several people I found myself wondering about. What were they doing now? Where were they? It was no coincidence that they were all girls. Girls I had had a crush on no less. I sent a few messages out but only received one reply. It was from Belinda, one of my more serious crushes. Back at school we were not-so-close friends, and she never showed any signs of wanting more so I didn't pursue my feelings.
We began emailing back and forth, filling each other in on what we'd been doing since we left school. She had moved out of the state, about 4 hours from where I was living. As we got reacquainted, I learned that we had more in common than I ever realised before. We were both into musical theatre, me being a musician, and her being a singer/actor. We were both heavily involved in community groups. More and more little things popped up every now and then that had me marvelling at our similarities.
I'd had rather few relationships in the years since school, and even fewer long term ones, my longest being 2 years. Mostly their failures were due to not having the same interests. Now, finding Belinda had the same interests and community values as I had, I began to redevelop some of the feelings I'd had back at school.
Despite our rekindled friendship and newfound common interests, our emails became less frequent over time, and eventually stopped. I guess our busy lives just got in the way.
Several years later I received an email out of the blue from Belinda giving details of our class' 10 year reunion. As I mentioned earlier, I wasn't very popular at school, and I now had little interest in catching up with anyone. Except Belinda. The fact alone that she would be returning for the reunion ensured I would be there too. And that it was at a bar close to my home made the decision even easier.
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The reunion wasn't a formal affair, it was more just a get-together over drinks. So I just dressed in Jeans and a T-shirt. Casual, but not sloppy.
I turned up by myself (something I normally hate doing), and bought a beer before looking around. Apparently the function room upstairs had been booked but it wasn't large enough to accommodate everyone expected, so I saw a few familiar faces hanging around the bar downstairs. I nodded hello to them as I passed, really only looking for one particular familiar face. Not seeing her downstairs, I headed for the stairs up to the function room. Just as I was about to start climbing, she appeared at the top, chatting happily with another girl whose face I remembered, but whose name I couldn't.
I was amazed at how little she'd changed. She looked just as I remembered. She was medium height, perhaps even bordering on short, and her smile was spread wide across her face as she came down the stairs towards me with that bounce in her step that I had always found enticing. Her light, summery dress flapped around her knees as she laughed at something the other girl was saying.
It wasn't until she was halfway down the stairs that she noticed me staring up at her. I saw recognition in her eyes, but it took a few seconds to fully sink in who she was looking at.
"Mike!" she practically squealed as she almost jumped the last few stairs and threw her arms around me. I hugged her back and gave her a quick peck on the cheek as we parted. I held her at arms distance and looked at her, drinking in all the details. The only thing different about her was that her hair had matured along with her age. In school it was always short and spiky, and a different colour ever other week. Now it fell long and perfectly straight, resting in front of her shoulders. I was happy to see it was uncoloured too, her natural light brown shining and framing her cleavage (which wasn't a lot). As my eyes were drawn there by her hair I noticed the air-conditioning in the bar was obviously a little too cold. Obviously unrestricted by a bra, the floral pattern of her dress made it less obvious than it would've been otherwise, but through the thin material, I noticed. I felt those feelings rising in me yet again as I looked at her, so beautiful, and so happy to see me.
"Wow," I said, "You look..." I was almost at a loss for words. "Amazing! You don't look a day older than the last time I saw you 10 years ago."
"You too," she lied. I was nothing like I used to be. I now wore glasses, and my hairline had started receding, leaving a rather large forehead behind.
It may have been a lie, but I drank it up anyway. "Thanks! Can I get you a drink?"
"Sure," she replied. "I was just on my way down for one."
I ordered her a Vodka and Orange at her request and grabbed another beer for myself. Belinda stood alone, waiting for me to come back with the drinks.
"So, how have you been?" I asked, handing her drink to her.
"Oh, great! I'm working in advertising now, and I just love it. All my colleagues are wonderful and the pay is good, I'm just having a blast!"
I don't know why, but I had the feeling this wasn't entirely true. Something subtly changed in her manner when she said it. But I couldn't pretend to be an expert in her mannerisms, I hadn't seen her for 10 years. I brushed it off.
"Great!" I replied, "And how's your family?"
The conversation flowed comfortably thick and fast, occasionally interrupted by someone coming to say hi and briefly catch up with one or both of us before moving on. More and more I had the feeling that all was not well, despite Belinda telling me she was so happy. As the night went by we got a little frustrated with everyone interrupting us so we found a small booth hidden away from most of the action.
We chatted away for almost another hour before there was a lull in the conversation. I took the opportunity to find out what was going on.
"So," I said, "Now that we're alone and we've had a few drinks, why don't you tell me how you really are."