Rand
I felt Hanna shudder against my back, but there was nothing I could do to help her at the moment, and I ground my teeth in frustration. I was slightly chilled, but I was used to being cold and wet, plus my jacket and armored jeans helped shed the rain, while she had no such protection.
We were stopped, waiting on granny to mosey past in her slow ass Lincoln before I could make my left into the Seaview Motel. There were no bikes on the front of the motel, so I hauled ass through the parking lot to check the back. There was a single Harley Softail Deluxe, like the one she pointed out at Momma's Kitchen, but in a different color, parked in front of a room.
"N-N-No-o-o," she said, her voice quivering hard before I even asked the question.
Fuck!
I snarled to myself.
She was right! We should have come in her car!
There was no good place to shelter from the rain closer than the Walmart. I pulled back onto the road and debated going slow, but cold was cold, and the difference between twenty-five and fifty wouldn't make much difference. The important thing was getting her out of the rain as quickly as possible. I hustled us along, blowing every stop sign, and then after I turned onto the 101, weaving through traffic. I almost sighed with relief when the big blue sign appeared ahead. With a quick check over my shoulder, I squirted around a car, darted back into the left lane, and rolled on the throttle to open a little space before braking hard and banking into the giant parking lot. Another quick dash down the line of parked cars, and I banged to a hard stop by the entrance.
"Go inside. I'll be there in a sec." I watched as she dismounted and hurried through the doors, and though it had been only five minutes or so since it started raining, she was hunched and visibly shaking.
I roared away and quickly found a parking place. I didn't bother taking the time to back the bike in. I needed to get her dried off and warmed up as soon as possible. I hurried down the line of cars for the door, removing my helmet as I did.
She was standing just inside the door with her helmet on, still shaking and nearly blue with cold, when I entered. I squeegeed the water from my hair and then took her hand. "Come on, let's get you dried off before you freeze to death." I led her directly to the women's section and parked her in front of a shelving unit of jeans. "Pick out what you need," I said as I tipped her head up and removed her helmet.
"I-I-I c-c-can't" she stammered.
"Why?" I asked as I plonked her helmet on the folding table in front of the dressing rooms beside mine.
"Be-Because I don't have the m-m-money."
"Don't worry about that. Just pick out some clothes. I'm going to go get a towel and I'll be right back."
"Rand, I c-can't letβ"
"Would you rather freeze?"
"I-I'll b-b-be okay."
"Bullshit. Just pick out some clothes," I ordered before walking away without a backwards glance to stop her arguing. Three minutes later I was back with two white towels. "You going to wear wet underwear?" She grimaced and added a package of underwear and socks to the pile in her hands. "Wait here."
I stomped to the front of the store, pissed off with myself for putting her though this for no reason. When I was next in line, it was all I could do not to tell the woman in front of me pawing through her purse that I'd pay for her damned groceries if she'd just hurry the fuck up.
Why the fuck does Walmart bother installing twenty-five registers if they only ever use three?
The woman finally finished fumbling with the credit card machine and moved out of the way. "How are you sir?"
"Fine," I said, my tone making it clear I was in no mood for chit-cat.
I had my credit card in the slot, and the moment the total flashed on the screen I pushed it in. By the time the cashier handed me the receipt I had my two bags in my hands.
"I just bought these," I said as I approached the clerk manning the changing rooms, holding out the receipt to her. "She's going to put them on and wear them out."
"Thank goodness," the clerk said unlocking a room for her. "I was freezing just looking at her."
"I'll p-pay you back," she whispered as she took the clothes.
"We'll worry about that later. Go change."
I waited, my annoyance slowly fading with the ruffle of the sacks and the sounds of Hanna struggling out of her wet clothes. The moment she stepped out, her wet clothes and the towels in the bag, I draped my jacket around her shoulders and then took the bag. They jacket swallowed her, but she pulled it around her as another shudder passed through her.
"Come on, let's get some hot food into you," I said, holding our helmets in one hand and taking her still cold hand with the other to leading her to the front of the store. As we approached the exit, I could see it was still raining, so I angled her toward the McDonalds. "What do you say to a delicious gourmet cheeseburger for lunch at one of the nation's largest hamburger chains?"
"Anything is fine."
She sounded down, but at least she wasn't shivering, and her teeth weren't chattering anymore. "I'm sorry. You were right. We should have come in your car."
"You didn't know it was going to rain."
"No, but it rains a lot here, so..."
She shrugged. "I'm better now."
"Maybe, but I thought your teeth were going to rattle out of your head there for a while."
She smiled, but it was slightly sad. "It's okay."
We stopped in front of the counter. "What do you want?" I asked as I scanned the menu. I hadn't eaten in a McDonalds in years.
"Quarter Pounder with cheese," she said without hesitation.
"Make it two, as a meal."
"What do you want to drink?" she asked as she picked up the cups.
"Coke is fine."
She was sitting down at a table as I picked up our tray of burgers and fries.
As we ate, she slowly brightened. "I don't know how you stand it," she said as she swallowed the last of her burger. She pulled my jacket from around her shoulders and returned it to me. "I was so cold my fingers wouldn't work, and I almost couldn't get my shirt off. I'm okay now, but if you weren't freezing your ass off, you're a lot tougher than I am."
"I was a little chilled," I admitted.
"A little chilled?" she asked, her surprise clear in her voice.
I hitched a shoulder. "A little, but I had on a jacket to help keep me dry. You, on the other hand, were freezing. I could feel you shaking." As I watched, her eyes filled with tears. "You okay?"
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
"What?"
"Why are you being so nice to me? Buying me dry clothes, paying for my meals?"
"I don't understand. Why wouldn't I? I was afraid you were going to die of hypothermia."
"That's what I mean! Why do you care?" she asked, her voice harsh.
I didn't understand what she was driving at. Had Carl been that uncaring? "Because, Hanna, I didn't like watching you shiver, especially not when I'm the one who screwed up and caused it to happen."
She stared at me a moment. "I have to go to the restroom," she said suddenly before quickly rising.
I watched as she hurried away, and I didn't miss the fact she wiped at her eyes as she entered the bathroom. I stared down the short hall, wondering what I'd said that upset her so much. I felt bad that she'd gotten so cold and wet, but I hadn't intended for it to happen. I waited for her to come back, but after she'd been in there far too long, I rose and walked to the women's restroom. Nobody had gone in or come out, other than Hanna, in a long time, so I assumed it was safe to open the door.
I pushed the door open but didn't enter. "Hanna? You okay?"
"Go away!" she snapped, her voice soggy.
I pushed the door fully opened and entered. She was leaning on the sink counter staring at the mirror, her eyes red and puffy. She'd obviously been crying.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing! Everything! I don't know!"
I didn't know what to do, so I took her into my arms and held her. "I'm sorry I pushed so hard. I thought we could check another place or two before it started raining."
"It's not that," she whispered as her arms surrounded me.
I smiled to myself, relieved I wasn't the cause of her distress. "I noticed before I came back here it had almost stopped raining. Another ten, maybe fifteen minutes, and we can start looking again. Don't give up. We'll get Garrett back."
Her arms tightened around me. "It's not that either. Well it is, but it's not. It's everything. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know why you're being so nice and helping me. Nobody has ever helped me before, not without wanting something in return." She sniffed. "Carl, he wouldn't have given a shit that I was cold, and even if he had stopped to let me warm up, he'd have done nothing but bitch the whole time. You hardly know me, but you apologized, and got me out of the rain as soon as you could, and bought me some clothes." She sobbed once, sniffed, and then gasped out a single wet laugh before sniffing again. "I'm one messed up chick, huh?"
Today she was wearing a long sleeve shirt and jeans, but I'd seen the scrape on her elbow and leg yesterday, when she was wearing shorts. I stood her up and brushed at the scrape on her face. "No. I think you've just forgotten that not everyone is as big a douche as Carl or is trying to get something from you."
She looked up and met my eyes. "That's what I don't get," she said softly. "You don't even know me and yet you took a day off from work to help me, a perfect stranger. Why?"
I shrugged. "Because you needed help. Because you helped us. Do I need another reason?"
"No," she said softly.
The bathroom door opened. A mother with her daughter in tow stopped in the door, looking at me in surprise before turning to the door to make sure she was in the right bathroom.