Abby sat looking at a blank screen, trying her best to work on her most recent novel, but finding herself very distracted. Thoughts of him filled her head and she simply couldn't focus on her work at hand. An image of him, the last time she saw him, came to mind. Her heart began racing just thinking about him. Closing her eyes, she could see his piercing blue eyes staring down at her, feeling his warm breath against her cheek as his lips pressed against hers, and his strong arms wrapping around her – his warm calloused hands against exploring her soft pale skin.
She thought about the last time she had seen him, how they had joked around, his deep voice piercing her heart as she realized how badly she missed his touch, his taste, and the feeling of his body naked, pressed against hers. Her clit began to throb as she thought about him kissing her, his warm soft lips pressed against hers, is tongue probing into her mouth, searching for hers. Her body ached for his touch, her heart yearned to hear him telling her how good she felt to him. She could almost feel him pulling her shirt over her head, his mouth quickly sucking on her nipples, one – and then the other – him reaching down and rubbing against her clit over her clothes.
She could almost feel his touch as her mind wandered further, her body aching in desperate need for his touch. She wanted him so badly, she needed him. It was only Nick; he was the only man that could ever touch her the way she liked to be touched. He knew her body and her desires without her having to day a word, he always knew just what she needed, and, what she wanted.
Frustrated with her inability to concentrate, she got up from the computer and walked around the room. It didn't help; the thoughts of him still filled her mind. She knew she was going to have to do something about this problem; however, he wasn't speaking to her at that moment. She'd been a real bitch to him during their last conversation and she couldn't even remember what he had said that made her so angry. She wanted to reach out to him, but she knew she couldn't, she had to wait for him to come to her and pray that he would.
As she continued to pace the house, she started cleaning. She had to do something to keep her mind off of him and how desperately she wanted his touch. The more she tried not to think about him, the more he became her focus. Abby opened the front door and stepped outside into the cool, crisp evening air, hoping that would ease her frustration. There had been so much stress, drama, and emotional turmoil of late in her life to last a lifetime, she didn't just want his touch, and she felt that she needed it. His touch always fixed her when she felt that the world had broken her.
Abby paced in her yard, trying to convince herself to go into the house and call him, the same routine she had done for many nights in a row now, but couldn't muster the courage to pick up the phone and dial his number. She took a deep breath and sat back down at her desk and pulled out a pen and piece of paper.
Dear Nick:
I know our parting words were said in anger, the way I treated you, well there is no excuse for me jumping off the handle like I did. I can't say much other than I am sorry. I miss you, I miss your touch, your scent, I miss your lips on mine, but most of all, I miss my best friend. I don't know if you can ever forgive me for the way I treated you, but I am – from the bottom of my heart – sorry.
Please, call me. I miss you.
Abby
She wrote the note carefully, hoping he'd even be able to read her penmanship. She'd grown so accustom to typing everything, but knew that this appeal had to come from the heart, not just from the internet. She felt tears begin to well up in her eyes, and abruptly stood up and walked away from her desk. She walked into her kitchen and grabbed a soda from her refrigerator before sitting down in front of the TV. She hoped the TV would distract her from her racing thoughts of him.
She cracked open her soda and went to take a drink. As she had just gotten the can to her lips, her phone rang, causing her to drop her soda in surprise. The house phone so rarely rang that when it did, often times she was startled. She didn't check the caller ID as she usually did before answering, and as she said Hello, there was a very familiar voice on the other end of the line.
For a moment, she didn't know exactly what to say. Abby rattled on about an issue regarding the last few days, anything but the real issue at hand, her desperate need to see him, feel his touch, and have him take her in the way that only he knew how to. She knew she was babbling, but didn't really want him to know how desperately she missed him. She had just sat writing him a letter, but now confronted with him, her fears of dismissal weighed heavily on her heart and mind. He asked to see her the next day, and she agreed.
Abby arrived at her house before he did. Pulling her car into the driveway, she took a deep breath before opening the door and walking up to her front steps. She stood at the bottom of her steps for a moment, a smile coming to her face, knowing he was coming to see her. She closed her eyes and thought of him, his piercing blue eyes, his deep dark tan, his tall frame towering over her. Just closing her eyes and thinking of him made her body respond with a tingling in her stomach, almost a nervous tension. It was almost like this was their first time meeting, even though they'd been together on and off for a very long time.
She walked up the steps and began to unlock the door; a smile came to her face as she recognized the sound of his vehicle coming up the drive. She paused for a moment, then unlocked the door and turned to face where he was parking his car. She giggled just a little when she saw him look over at her as he shut the car off. Without realizing it, she bit her lower lip knowing what was to follow.
He stepped out of the car and strode over to her in what seemed like no more than a step or two. Before she could muster a hello, he grabbed her wrists and pushed her against the wall of the house, his lips pressing on hers. He slid her hands up the wall, holding them above her head, and arranging them so he held them in one hand as he reached down and rubbed against her clit, through her thin yoga pants. Her body responded immediately, arching to push her hips against his hand so he put harder pressure on her clit.
His kiss started gently, his tongue pressing slightly against her lips to part them, his warm breath on her cheek. She whimpered slightly, which caused him to become more aggressive in his kiss, his lips pressed harder against hers, his grip on her wrists tightening. He let out a small moan of pleasure as he let go of her wrists and she reached down with one hand and rubbed against his cock through his jeans.
His kiss broke off and they moved instinctively through the door. He'd never been there before, so followed her into her bedroom. He stepped close to her and kissed her gently before reaching down and grasping the bottom of her shirt, pulling it over her head and dropping it on the floor next to them. They kissed again as he reached around and unclasped her bra, sliding the straps off her shoulders and down her arms, exposing her already erect nipples to him. He pushed her backwards onto the bed, and made quick work of removing her pants and panties, exposing her naked body to him.
He smiled down on her as he pulled his own shirt over his head, then unbuttoned his jeans and slid his jeans and underwear off and threw it to the side. He stepped closer to the bed, as she sat up to meet him. As he stood by the edge of the bed, she looked up at him, before he could tell her what he wanted, she knew. She grasped his cock in one hand and began stroking it as she ran her tongue around the head. The feeling his soft skin against her tongue caused her to reach around with her other hand and grasp his ass, pulling him closer into her as she slid his cock into her mouth.
She took his cock just a few inches into her mouth, tightening her lips around it, her hand continuing to stroke him as she began sucking on him. The taste of his salty pre-cum in her mouth turned her on more and she began stroking him harder, her mouth going further and further down on his cock until she felt it begin to hit the back of her throat. He reached down and grabbed her hair, tightening his grip on it as he pulled it out of her face to watch her suck him.
Abby looked up at him as she slid his cock out of her mouth and ran her tongue around the head again, watching his face as he looked down watching her. She smiled when he groaned in pleasure at the way she knew just how to suck him, just the way he liked it. She slid his cock back into her mouth, pulling his hips towards her, as she let his cock tap the back of her throat. She kept this up, sucking his cock, licking the head, stroking him, deriving pleasure from his pleasure. She knew he would cum soon if she kept this up and part of her wanted to feel him blow in her mouth. It had been so long since she'd let him, that she wanted him to have that pleasure.