Abby sat looking at a blank screen, trying her best to work on her most recent novel, but finding herself very distracted. Thoughts of him filled her head and she simply couldn't focus on her work at hand. An image of him, the last time she saw him, came to mind. Her heart began racing just thinking about him. Closing her eyes, she could see his piercing blue eyes staring down at her, feeling his warm breath against her cheek as his lips pressed against hers, and his strong arms wrapping around her β his warm calloused hands against exploring her soft pale skin.
She thought about the last time she had seen him, how they had joked around, his deep voice piercing her heart as she realized how badly she missed his touch, his taste, and the feeling of his body naked, pressed against hers. Her clit began to throb as she thought about him kissing her, his warm soft lips pressed against hers, is tongue probing into her mouth, searching for hers. Her body ached for his touch, her heart yearned to hear him telling her how good she felt to him. She could almost feel him pulling her shirt over her head, his mouth quickly sucking on her nipples, one β and then the other β him reaching down and rubbing against her clit over her clothes.
She could almost feel his touch as her mind wandered further, her body aching in desperate need for his touch. She wanted him so badly, she needed him. It was only Nick; he was the only man that could ever touch her the way she liked to be touched. He knew her body and her desires without her having to day a word, he always knew just what she needed, and, what she wanted.
Frustrated with her inability to concentrate, she got up from the computer and walked around the room. It didn't help; the thoughts of him still filled her mind. She knew she was going to have to do something about this problem; however, he wasn't speaking to her at that moment. She'd been a real bitch to him during their last conversation and she couldn't even remember what he had said that made her so angry. She wanted to reach out to him, but she knew she couldn't, she had to wait for him to come to her and pray that he would.
As she continued to pace the house, she started cleaning. She had to do something to keep her mind off of him and how desperately she wanted his touch. The more she tried not to think about him, the more he became her focus. Abby opened the front door and stepped outside into the cool, crisp evening air, hoping that would ease her frustration. There had been so much stress, drama, and emotional turmoil of late in her life to last a lifetime, she didn't just want his touch, and she felt that she needed it. His touch always fixed her when she felt that the world had broken her.
Abby paced in her yard, trying to convince herself to go into the house and call him, the same routine she had done for many nights in a row now, but couldn't muster the courage to pick up the phone and dial his number. She took a deep breath and sat back down at her desk and pulled out a pen and piece of paper.
Dear Nick:
I know our parting words were said in anger, the way I treated you, well there is no excuse for me jumping off the handle like I did. I can't say much other than I am sorry. I miss you, I miss your touch, your scent, I miss your lips on mine, but most of all, I miss my best friend. I don't know if you can ever forgive me for the way I treated you, but I am β from the bottom of my heart β sorry.
Please, call me. I miss you.
Abby
She wrote the note carefully, hoping he'd even be able to read her penmanship. She'd grown so accustom to typing everything, but knew that this appeal had to come from the heart, not just from the internet. She felt tears begin to well up in her eyes, and abruptly stood up and walked away from her desk. She walked into her kitchen and grabbed a soda from her refrigerator before sitting down in front of the TV. She hoped the TV would distract her from her racing thoughts of him.
She cracked open her soda and went to take a drink. As she had just gotten the can to her lips, her phone rang, causing her to drop her soda in surprise. The house phone so rarely rang that when it did, often times she was startled. She didn't check the caller ID as she usually did before answering, and as she said Hello, there was a very familiar voice on the other end of the line.
For a moment, she didn't know exactly what to say. Abby rattled on about an issue regarding the last few days, anything but the real issue at hand, her desperate need to see him, feel his touch, and have him take her in the way that only he knew how to. She knew she was babbling, but didn't really want him to know how desperately she missed him. She had just sat writing him a letter, but now confronted with him, her fears of dismissal weighed heavily on her heart and mind. He asked to see her the next day, and she agreed.
Abby arrived at her house before he did. Pulling her car into the driveway, she took a deep breath before opening the door and walking up to her front steps. She stood at the bottom of her steps for a moment, a smile coming to her face, knowing he was coming to see her. She closed her eyes and thought of him, his piercing blue eyes, his deep dark tan, his tall frame towering over her. Just closing her eyes and thinking of him made her body respond with a tingling in her stomach, almost a nervous tension. It was almost like this was their first time meeting, even though they'd been together on and off for a very long time.