CONTINUED FROM PART 1
As soon as I walked back into my apartment, I went straight to bed and lay down. I was still very fucked up from the weed brownie and probably would be for about another hour. And my hard on was already back.
This was the first time I'd ever been so simultaneously consumed by two women, and I loved it. I wanted to continue to worship Anita's soles, as well as she and I get fucked up and completely explore our sexuality together. I hoped that she would eventually let all those things happen, and I thought the chance of that was good, and I equally wanted all those things with Jenola.
At this moment, however, I decided to masturbate while thinking about Anita, for two reasons - I'd been masturbating while thinking about Jenola several times a day for the last 13 days, and I had seen Anita's full body, particularly her soles, which brought a fantasy to my mind, and one that I was determined would come true - I set her down on all fours and fuck her while starting at her soles.
As that fantasy played in my mind, I slowly fucked myself with my fleshlight, bringing myself to not just one but two phenomenal orgasms, and only imagined how amazing it would feel to fuck her while staring at her soles.
But when I woke up late the next morning, after almost nine hours of sleep, my attention returned to that fucking hot slab of chocolate, who had been cock deprived in a Nebraska women's prison for over half a decade.
I sat down at the computer, lit a joint, put on Missy Elliott, and began typing my response to Jenola's most recent letter, which I received the day before. I wrote:
My amazing black BBW queen Jenola:
Thank you so much for another awesome letter. Keeping up that frequent high quality communication will get us through these two years and three months until we're finally together in person!
I'm so happy that you see the differences between me and your exes. And I see lots of differences between you and my exes as well. It's great that we understand what went wrong with our past relationships and know what it takes to make a relationship work, and are willing to do it. That gives us a great chance to make things work out between us.
I'm glad that you played basketball and had a lot of success with it, and thankful that you got something much greater than a career in basketball - your precious daughter. And yes, it's awesome that you became a black BBW - that "one fucking hot slab of chocolate" that I talked about!
I'm so happy to see your enthusiasm for my invitation to take you to as many WNBA games as you want. And I'd love it if you moved out here! I'd not only take you to every game and a hookah lounge afterward, we'd find cool stuff to do together every day! There would never be a dull moment with us!
It'll also be a blast sharing our WNBA crushes together, and yes, lots more hotties have joined the league since you've been locked up, and I look forward to sharing them with you!
I'm glad you'll enjoy teaching me your hobbies! I'm glad you feel sexy when you dance, and I know I'll always think you're sexy no matter what you're doing!
I'm also very happy that you like my compliment that you're "one fucking hot slab of chocolate" like Missy Elliott! And your idolizing Missy says a lot of awesome things about you! Please be assured, you will always live up to my expectations, as long as you just keep being yourself!
I understand your concern, but I have no doubt that your and your daughter's relationship will be just fine, especially as she sees all the positive changes you've made in your life. I think that the day you get released, you should simply sit down and tell her the whole story, why you did it, and that you'll never do it again. After you do that, everything will be fine, I promise!
I figured you'd be glad to know that I already know about your crime and still accept you. I'm happy that you're relieved and more confident in our relationship as a result, both exactly as I hoped!
Thanks for explaining the circumstances around your decision to participate in that crime, and what you learned through your counseling. That helps me understand you a lot better, which is very important for our relationship.
And it's awesome that you now realize exactly who matters in your life, and that you're free from the prison of peer pressure! All those four people want you to do is just be yourself! I'm so proud honored to be part of that elite group of four people!
Yes, smoke is sexy! What a shame that it's bad for you! A hookah every few weeks isn't too bad, though! And I'm glad we'll think it's sexy to watch each other do it!
I'm so thankful about our complete honesty and openness with each other. Ours is the first relationship I've had that was perfect in those areas, and as long as we keep that up, we'll do great!
Hey, we all have our own tastes and there's nothing wrong with that! I love watching two black girls together, and also a black and a white girl together! As long as you're into older white guys, whatever else you're into is fine with me!
I should be a counselor?! Wow, thanks, that's a great compliment! Maybe I went into the wrong field! But at least I can counsel you, and I promise to do my best at that, as well as everything else I do to you! And your mom, Britney, and Kim are cheering for you as much as I am! We're all going to do our best to help you be your best! And together, we'll get you there!
Thanks for your confidence in me being a great conversationalist, and I know that you'll be as well! And I got a huge grin when I saw your reaction to my comment about us kissing! Every day I fantasize about what it will be like - my vanilla lips meet your chocolate lips and our tongues make passionate love to each other - slowly, as if we'd love to go on doing it forever.
Yes, kissing can be as great as sex, but sex between a white man and a much younger black BBW can be extremely fucking awesome as well! I'm so excited that you think I'll be the best kisser you've ever had, and I'll do my best to live up to your expectations! And I'm sure that you'll be the best kisser I've ever had, too!
It's important that we encourage each other, about having kids and all other areas of our lives. That's a great help to both of us. And wow, thanks so much for your amazing offer to be the mother of my kids! That's something I'd love and I very much look forward to discussing it further with you!
Thanks so much for your nice words and encouragement about my sister, Melissa. I so much would love for her and me to share a home together again, but this time each with a happy family.
Yes, the Missy Elliott lyrics that we quote to each other should always be the explicit versions! I can hardly wait to find out which ones you have in mind for me! I have lots in mind for you, as well as several that I've already fantasized about you singing/rapping to me!
I had a thought. I'd love to hear your voice and also be able to communicate with you instantly, rather than waiting several days for a response. In case you're allowed to make collect calls, I'm listing my phone number below and you have my permission to call me anytime and as often as you want!
Finally, I'm glad you agree with me on every aspect of our relationship, especially being willing to hold on until we finally meet in person, making sure that we reach our full potential, and always at least being close friends even if our romance doesn't work out. And remember, every day is one day closer to us being in each other's arms and our tongues in each other's mouths!
Love always,
Steven
I set my joint in the ash tray, put on a long T shirt, walked over to the mailbox, dropped in the letter, went back to my apartment, took off the shirt, and resumed smoking.
After a couple of minutes, I realized that I hadn't yet checked my phone since I woke up. I grabbed it off my nightstand and saw that I had a text from a number I didn't recognize.
I opened it and realized much to my excitement that it was from Anita. It read:
"Thanks for last night. Call me and let me know when you're ready for our next session. I'll be waiting and so will these two things."