She missed him so much it physically ached. She missed everything about him. His eyes, his smile, the way he made her feel. But more than that, she wanted him. There was no other way to say it. She wanted him more than she'd ever wanted a man in her life. Just the thought of him made her stomach flip and her insides quiver. And the more she thought about it, the shorter her breath became. Every fiber of her being longed to be near him, to feel him pull her into his arms the way only he could, making her feel safe, needed, and desired all at once. She needed to look into his clear blue eyes, feel his strong lips pressed against hers, feel them on her neck...his breath on her cheek and in her ear...there were the quivers again.
Lucky for her she'd be seeing him again soon...
She opened the door. Well, really she practically tore it off the hinges. He noticed. He'd been gone for months. It seemed like a lifetime. He began moving toward her, almost as if in a dream, knowing he was walking, but feeling like he was floating. Or maybe that was his heart at the sight of her. Before he made it more than a few steps, she was running into his arms. He knew then that she had missed him just as much. He could feel it in her embrace, so tight it seemed as if she was trying to pull him into her.
He hugged her back with as much ferocity. He buried his face in her neck and breathed in the scent of her, like some sort of flower he couldn't name. And he didn't care if he could place it. All that mattered was that she smelled like home. She began kissing his neck and cheek, sending shivers down his spine. He turned his head and captured her mouth with his own. They kissed passionately, devouring each other. Any breath that wasn't taken by the way they were holding on to the other was exchanged in soul consuming kisses. He realized that this was the first time he'd felt like himself, felt whole even, since he'd left.
The realization made him pause inside. He'd never felt that way about another woman. He'd never honestly felt like there was someone that was his "other half". God, he hated that phrase. He hated when other people would use it. It seemed so weak, so unmanly, to think that you couldn't sustain yourself. But he couldn't. Not without her. He'd learned that while he was gone. He'd been a shell of a man and hadn't even realized it. Until now. Having her back in his arms was like completing a puzzle within himself. She was the missing piece. She completed the picture. He thought to himself that he'd be damned if he ever left her again, at the same time, knowing he'd have to. It was his job, for now.
Feeling his strong arms wrap around her as she clung to him was invigorating. The way their bodies fit into that embrace was, in a word, perfection. She knew she'd missed him. She'd been restless without him near. But it wasn't until she saw him standing in front of her, saw the look in his eyes, the way he stood silhouetted in the setting sun, his uniform making him look more handsome than she remembered, that she realized just how alone she had felt when he was away.
She smiled. Her first thought was that he was her own Adonis, but it was more than that. He was Ares. He was her soldier, her warrior. And even more than his sensuality, she saw him. Standing in front of her, she saw his walls crumble. And in that moment she knew they'd been apart too long. And now, having him in her arms, and feeling him holding her so tightly, she knew she was truly home. She was where she was meant to be. She couldn't think about how little time they had together.
She began kissing any part of him she could get to. Kissing through his shirt to his shoulders, up his neck to his cheek, and finally his lips. She couldn't get enough. If she'd been an addict, he would have been her substance. She couldn't stop. Each kiss sent jolts of electricity down her spine to her toes. It was exhilarating. She thought she loved him when he left, knew she did, but it wasn't until that moment that she knew that it was more than love. It was a need. A requirement. She needed him like she needed air. She knew at that moment that she needed him to survive.