For my lovers both material and cerebral
I watch until she logs off and then do the same shutting down my PC at the same time. I reach for my discarded boxers and wipe the cum from my stomach then loosely do up my bathrobe. My fingers I lick clean. Going into the kitchen I take a glass, open the freezer and get out a bottle of vodka from which I pour myself a drink. Downing it in one I refill with water then wander slowly upstairs. I know which floorboards creak and avoid them as I head for the bedroom in which my girlfriend is already asleep. It's inspection time at her school and she spent this Sunday working away on her laptop, piles of paper spread on the table. I don't want to wake her. I know she is truly tired when she doesn't start to tease me after we have been in the bath. It's nearly a tradition, one that hasn't grown boring over the years, but earlier tonight she looked so tired I was glad when she fell asleep. After covering her I went downstairs and logged on hoping to find an online lover. She knows I do this and doesn't mind. Amongst our pillow talk she told me she thinks of it as being like when she is lying in her bed alone reading Anais Nin while her vibrator is inside her.
Pulling back the duvet I get into bed noticing her body as I do. She's wearing an oversized tank top and I look at the side of her breast, then at her naked ass and a peak of pubic hair where the hem has ridden up. I love her body and find myself as enthralled as the first time I saw her naked. I start to get hard as I lie next to her remembering how she lifted her hips and let me pull her panties off as she lay on the sofa that first time. She notices me settling down but doesn't wake up. Even so she instinctively pushes her self against me. My mind drifts back to earlier and as I run my hand over my cock I think on how arousing shared words and thoughts can be if you just let your mind go with it. Though she's adventurous with me I know that she's shy of that sort of thing. This is odd in a way, as she can be quite an exhibitionist when the mood takes her. I suppose it's about sex involving other people than just us.
I sigh under my breath becoming harder as I think of ********'s online description of her pussy with a glass dildo teasing it then changing to watching my lover fondling her breasts as looking over her mound and dark pubic hair I lick her clit. After running a hand over my balls I take my cock more firmly in my hand and start to play. I bring one knee up making a sort of tent so the covers don't get in the way. I remember how horny I was earlier online, how hard I came and then I'm thinking of when I was on a bus in Thailand travelling through the night. It's a perfect example of the contradiction in saying my girlfriend is shy.