This is based on a real incident that happened earlier this year, so the characters and some places have been anonymised, and some minor details changed.
I was excited, and honestly, a bit nervous about meeting him after so long. Yes, we have chatted on and off online, but a face-to-face meeting is different. It has been about fifteen years since we graduated from high school and went our separate ways, and now we find ourselves this weekend at Seattle, on the other side of the world!
Part of my nervousness stemmed from the fact that I had a crush on for a long while in school, and I have a strong suspicion that he had one on me too. It was a time we were shy enough to not communicate such things to each other; being in a conservative country didn't help either. Anyway, that is a thing of the past -- he's now relatively newly married, while I had a couple of flings that didn't last.
We met for dinner at the hotel where he was staying. It didn't take long to get any potential awkwardness out of the way. We chatted and laughed, talked about our school days, how life has been for each other since then, how we settled in the same country after all, and so many other things. The evening was lovely, and since none of us were in a rush to go to bed on a Friday night, we decided to go to his room to keep the chat going.
Maybe it was the wine, or the bubbling up of old memories, but I could feel an urge building up inside me. I was determined not to bring up the topic of my crush on him, but I couldn't help it. I regretted the moment I said it, and expected him to get upset -- but he didn't! He confirmed that that he too had a crush on me. That kinda broke the dam for me I guess, and against my better judgement, my deepest thought came out loudly. I told him that most of my 10th grade year was spent dreaming that I would lose my virginity to him!
He blushed at this, and said that he was ahead of me on this -- it was actually 9th grade for him. I told him he was a naughty brat, and he asked whether it made him naughtier if he admitted that he had jacked off scores of times to the idea of making love to me.
Even after all this, I was getting a feeling that he was being somewhat hesitant to keep the discussion going. I understood that perfectly. After all, he was married, and talking about sex stuff with an old crush is a big no-no in a marriage, especially with the spouse not present. But my heart rate was already up, and I could feel my panty getting pretty wet; try as I may, I could not steer my mind from sex. We sat in silence for about a minute, finishing our wine, and then it happened.
The fantasy that had been steadily working its way up from the deepest recesses of my mind for the last few days suddenly seemed like a real possibility. In my rational mind I knew it wasn't to be, but somehow I couldn't suppress the thought. I suddenly held his hand tight, looked straight at him, and blurted out that I was still a virgin.