I held him off for three years. He would show me porn where girls got it in the ass and say "See how much she likes it? Look at her cunt throbbing!"
I knew that her cunt wasn't throbbing it was just moving cause a 10 inch dildo, strapped to another girls knee was being shoved in and out of her ass.
Then he'd show me others and say "Look at her face, isn't that hot? She loves it." The girl looked terrified and shocked. A look that I perfected and used during sex so that Jed would get really turned on and have to stop fucking me and eat me out for a while so he wouldn't cum too fast. I love getting munched on.
Anyway, when our relationship was in trouble, I panicked. He was never going to marry me but I liked to fuck him and didn't want that to stop. So I bought a butt plug.
Jed often suggested that I start out with a small plug, walk around with it in for a while, then put a larger plug in and walk around with that in for a while. He said then I should be stretched out enough for some anal action. I put it in and tried to walk.
It kept coming out and it was uncomfortable. I kept trying, but the damn thing kept falling out onto the floor and I had to pick it up and wash it then re-lube it, what a pain. I tried it with panties on and it just got my panties full of lube. So I abandoned this idea.
I watched some more videos and finally told Jed "Ok Yes, I'll do it." I made sure Jed was just back from the coke dealers house when I called. It was the easiest way to get him to come over. Overjoyed, he told me he was coming to Chicago (he lived in Indiana) in a couple of days.
I panicked. I didn't eat for a whole day and bought an enema. I wanted to be clean and thought it was like a douche. I had no shit to shit out from not eating, so the enema liquid just trickled out for a while. Pretty gross.
I washed and shaved like ten times before his arrival. I had to shave my asshole. I have no idea if there is hair there, but since I have tons of it everywhere else, I must have it there, so I shaved it. I don't stare at my asshole in a mirror like some people do.
So Jed arrived. And I thought "Oh shit!" He bought some stupid toys on the way and showed them to me. He was pretty high on coke. That's what he does when anything having to do with the ass is involved. Actually that's what he does when anything having to do with sex is involved.
I got stoned on weed (I had stopped using coke during sex because all I want to do is talk and all he wants to do is shove his dick in my mouth to shut me up) and we began.
He played with my ass and used the butt plug a few times. He was giddy-almost childish. I faked a few moans-I was stoned it wasn't that unpleasant. Then it was time. He put so much lube on his dick I think he used the whole bottle.
"Don't worry babe, I bought a few more bottles." He was smug and had this dominator look on his face that I always found so hot. But then, I didn't think it was so hot cause he was about to enter my pooper.
He slid it in, really, really slow. I made my shocked and surprised face and gasped and he came instantly. What the fuck? I had to go sit on the toilet and experience the whole enema trickle again.
He apologized. "This never happens when I do a lot of coke, you know? But the look on your face was so hot!"
I was stoned so I just giggled and said it was ok. He then told me he should be back up and running in about five minutes for another go.
Another go? No way! He got his ass fuck and blew it-no more! That's what my head said, but since the relationship was in trouble what came out of my mouth was: "OK, That was kinda nice."
What a liar! So he poured another bottle of lube on his dick and slid it in again. This time he lasted about ten minutes. It still felt like I was taking a shit but I kept telling myself I wasn't because I hadn't eaten in like 48 hours and I was starving.
After five minutes of this I increased my moans and screamed a little to speed up the process. Then he was done.
"So did you like it?" he asked. I was in the bathroom on the toilet letting the cum ooze out of my ass and he was laying happily on the bed.
"Yeah, it wasn't bad but I didn't cum and I really prefer it the regular way."
He laughed' "Okay, no more of that. I'll take care of you like you like it for the rest of my visit." And he did. Then we broke up a few weeks later.
So, all in all, Ass fucking isn't that bad. But I don't have a prostate. So as good as it feels to men it really doesn't do much for me. And I have a hard time believing that other girls like it.
Maybe next time I'll try reading during anal sex. I've always wanted to revisit Jane Eyre.