8:55 p.m.
I glare at the clock, struggling not to squirm or fidget. Breathing deeply to try and calm my racing heart, I force my eyes away from the ticking hands.
I've always wondered whether you put that clock on the wall just for decoration, or because you knew it would slowly push me to the brink of insanity.
8:56 p.m.
You're going to come home at 9:00. I know you're going to come home at 9:00. Every day you message me the exact time you'll be home so I can be ready for you, only changing it if you have to stay late for work. Tonight, you went to dinner with your work friends and wanted me to be ready for your return. At 9 o'clock. Sharp. Not one minute before. Not one minute after.
8:57 p.m.
Waiting. Naked, open, and buzzing with desire. I need you so bad.
8:58 p.m.
I know you tell me the time so I can be ready for you when you arrive, but I don't think you expect me to be ready so early. I'm always ready at least half an hour before you come home.
I know I glare at the clock, but waiting for you truly calms my mind. It brings a special kind of peace. I open myself to you and wait for you to take me as I am.
8:59 p.m.
My eyes close, shutting out the clock. You're going to be home so soon! I just have to wait. Just a little longer. My mind always gets far too excited when you come home, so I'm very grateful that you gave me this simple task to follow before you arrive.
I kneel on the mat you laid out by the door, my legs spread wide and my ass resting on my heels. My hands lay gently against my thighs, palms up and open in offering to you. My hair has been brushed until it falls in shiny, soft waves down my back. I sit tall and proud for you, head held high while my eyes remain downcast.
The room's cool air brushes across my naked skin, creating a soft wave of goosebumps. My nipples are pebbled and aching, more from of my need for you and less because of the chill.
I breathe deeply, trying but failing to calm the excitement zipping through my veins. I can feel my excitement making my pussy slick.
I worry I might one day leave a mess for you to find when you come home. A mess I can't cover up. Can't shy away from. Some days I crave you so much I practically drip for you before you're even in the room.
Today is one of those days.
My body tenses when the lock clicks. Without looking up I know the time.
9:00 p.m.
You're home.
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The door unlocks and swings open, causing every muscle in my body to grow taut. In three long strides, you stand before me. Your black dress shoes shine within my line of sight along with your dark gray slacks. I smile softly and try my hardest not to look up. You always look so handsome after work, but the gray is my favorite.
You walk to my left, placing your bag below the coat rack and hanging your jacket. I feel your eyes roam every inch of my body as you remove your tie. The soft sound and movement makes me even more needy. Needy for you. A small sound leaves the back of my throat, muffled by my closed lips but still audible to your keen ear.
You chuckle, laughing at my desire as you reach down, letting one finger trace the edge of my face. My skin flushes but my head remains high, no matter how much I want to duck and hide. When you reach my chin, you apply pressure, bringing my face upwards as you step towards me. With your eyes clashing with mine, your right foot tucks underneath my open body, lifting up as you drag your foot backwards. With agonizing slowness, the top of your shoe drags through my need, in turn dragging out a whimper I wish I could contain. It tells too much. Far more than I can bear to say. You tell me to look down. See the mark of a dirty girl I left behind. See the sheen marring your once spotless shoe.