Copyright 2001 by The CityWolf
THE VICTIM
She had done this a few times before, and she had two sure-thing safeties' to prevent the unthinkable from actually happening. Thinking about the unthinkable, however, made her hornier than she had ever been before.
She was an investigative reporter for the FOX station in Chicago, but some of her stories had been broadcast nationally across the network. At 32, she was well know in Chicago and had a national reputation. The sky seemed the limit for the young reporter. Her work had been great, but she had made enemies. Her story had busted a big union kickback scandal, sending a few of their leaders to jail. She uncovered a rigged Fraternal Order of Police election. Her stories led to a clampdown on some organized crime related gambling operations.
She knew that her relentless fight to get to the top had rubbed a lot of people the wrong way, both at her station and in the news industry in Chicago. All of this just fed into her sexual fantasy.
She had a dark side. She did have occasional dates and sex partners, but she was downright compulsive about masturbating on her own. Maybe she did not want to need a man. Whatever the reason, she had done it as long as she could remember. Any free evening was spend with the shades drawn totally naked and pushing for greater and greater orgasms.
Occasionally, she engaged in self-bondage to get herself off. She did not really want to get caught, but her thoughts when she was naked, bound and helpless brought the greatest climaxes. She would project fantasies in which the most horrible things would happen to her while she was helpless. It never failed.
THE SETUP
Needless to say, she did not get to where she was by being careless. She always had a way out and a backup. Her favorite method was some sort of time-released means of escape, most often involving ice and a key. Her backup was usually a means of escape that would be failure-proof but would entail unwanted consequences. This most often employed a bucket of dirty motor oil that she kept in her garage.
Her latest fantasy involved her computer. She had discovered pornography on the Internet. A close second to the bondage porn in helping get her off were the sites in which some poor woman had her pictures posted, usually by some vindictive ex-boyfriend. She wondered how stupid these women could be to pose for a nude picture and then let it out of her hands. Maybe they deserved what they got.
She used to think about how mortified they would be to know that their most intimate picture was being posted again and again on the Internet. How their friends and family would see how much of a stupid slut they were. Even worse, how they would know that the people who hate them the most would get copies and do whatever they could to ruin them. A posting on the Internet is forever. Any stooge with a computer could make an exact copy of their picture again and again and again and it would never really go away.
She developed an extensive collection of pornography featuring: herself! Never, however, would she let it out of her grasp. She kept the pictures in the computer, but they were kept in a folder within a folder within a folder in a place and with a name that no one would look and a special security program ensured that even if found that they could not be opened.
As she had the pictures snapped by an automatic timer, though, she fanaticized of their being seen by others and falling into the wrong hands. The very thought caused her to shudder, both in her stomach and, more importantly, in her crotch. Actually looking at the photos on her computer caused more of the same. She was very careful, however, that after a "session" that no picture was ever left open on the monitor, on the off chance that she might forget and come home with a friend or someone would be in her house unexpectedly, be it a fireman or a burglar.
She had an array of photos. Almost all were of her totally nude. Totally nude made her feel most vulnerable. She posed for the typical "Playboy" shots. As she went along, that was not enough and "kink" set in. She took a lot of bondage pictures (and amassed a collection of bondage toys). She took some shots of her spreading her vagina and ass cheeks.
She had a camera secretly snap a few of her with two different men who she dated. Her favorite of those was one of her totally nude kneeling before one performing oral sex. She thought about what it would be like if others were looking at that picture. She also had one 45 minute video of her masturbating and one of a lovemaking session with a one night stand when she was out of town, filled with her performing oral sex, having anal sex, licking his ass and sucking his toes.
She had pictures of herself crawling around nude and standing outside her house at night (where no one could have seen her). She even had a few pictures of her and a dog she was taking care of for a friend. While she never actually did anything with the dog, the pictures looked like she had performed a number of perverse sex acts with him. She also took some pictures with her naked and locked in the dog's cage and lapping out of his bowl. In all, her collection contained about 150 pictures.
Tonight would be the fifth time she had done self bondage using her computer as her "risk" factor, with refinements each time. The basic idea was that she chained herself up in the room with her computer. If she did not free herself in time, the computer would do its dirty work. What was this "dirty work?" The basic idea was that it would proceed to post things on the Internet as well as email and fax things that would embarrass her. Well, embarrass her like no other human being in history had ever been embarrassed. It would ruin her.
Each time, she cuffed each of her legs to the pillars on either side of the fireplace and cuffed her hands in front of her. She could sit up and could reach herself to pleasure herself, but her legs were spread too wide to stand up. On the mantle she hung the key to the cuffs, attached to an ice cube. As a fail-safe she also taped the spare key to the bottom of a metal bucket filled with motor oil set across the room. A string attached to the handle was tied to her handcuffs. If for some reason the key on the ice cube did not drop, she could always pull the bucket to her, ruining her $1700 oriental rug, and escape. The situation would have to be dire before she would take that escape route, but at least it was there.
EARLY EFFORTS
The first time, she started with one picture of herself completely nude sprawled out on her bed. Actually it was pretty tame and to some degree tasteful. It would be posted at a few porno sites and although it was her, she did not attach her name to the photos. She had from 9PM until 12 Midnight before the computer would start. She did not need the time. The key fell in a little more than an hour and she ran to turn off the computer. She had never experienced the earth-shattering climax she gave herself that time. The thought of someone recognizing her was both terrifying and stimulating like she had never experienced.
She could not wait to do it again, but her schedule was crazy and weeks intervened. She did the exact same scenario, but it was different. She still got off, but not as much. She thought about it. It was late at night. She stepped out into her suburban yard and snuck to a dark corner. She began to masturbate and quickly came much closer to her previous experience. As she lie there, it came to her: She needed more risk to get off on! She then realized that she was laying nude in her back yard and scurried into her house.