i can feel the damp silk of my panties sliding down the insides of my thighs, my fingers lightly hooked in the outside band as i draw them down.
i'm doing this. i'm really doing this.
my eyes want to shift, to look to see if anyone has seen what i just did, but i find i can't take my eyes off of His.
He watches me, calm and collected. He'd almost be emotionless if it wasn't for the trace of amusement i can see on the corners of His lips.
i shiver.
my face grows hot.
Sitting up straight, i use my leg to draw my now discarded panties up to my hand. Taking a deep breath i do as i had been told and lay my panties down on the surface of the table. Surely someone has seen. i can only imagine what they must be thinking.
Trust me.
There He is again, speaking to me in that way He does which requires not a single word spoken.
"Sir, may i readjust myself?" The voice which leaves my lips barely sounds like my own, yet i know it is.
"You may," He replies simply.
i swallow hard. i know what He expects of me and for as much as the thought terrifies me, it thrills me as well.
i obey.
Standing just slightly, i raise the hem of my skirt just enough to where i can feel the cool leather of the upholstery upon my bare ass when i sit back down.
The pink in my cheeks darkens.
my lips move, forming a gentle smile for Him as i sit there.
"Good girl."
A flush of pride rushes through me, settling with a tingle at the apex of my thighs. Damn Him! He knew the affect He'd have on me with that. He wants me to be aroused. Here. Now.
The pink quickly turns to a red. Is someone turning on the heat in here?
i look around the restaurant, desiring to be looking anywhere else but at Him.
The waitress comes over and looks to us both. Oh god, she's seen the panties, hasn't she? i know she has. We're going to be kicked out. Isn't this a violation of health codes? Within seconds my mind is already turning and churning with the stress and embarrassment of what i've done. i look to Him.
Trust me.
i take a deep breath and focus on Him. i obey His silent command and let the stressful thoughts flow away. Yet still the embarrassment is there.
He orders our food and drink. i remain silent, not even looking at the waitress.
i know i should be paying attention but at this moment i am far too preoccupied with the fact that my panties are on the table, no doubt with a neon pink sign flashing, "Wet Slut Right Here!" Also, not to mention, the fact that just a glance from Him has me wet and i can only imagine how wrong in so many ways it is for me to sit here, panty-less with my bare ass on this seat, being wet.
my cheeks turn rosier.
i shift a bit from side to side and the waitress nods to us, quickly departing. Does she know? How could she not know?
i squirm.
Poor leather upholstery.
"Here. i brought something for you." His words snap me out of my thoughts and my green eyes move to His. Suddenly, all my stresses and worries fade looking to Him. 'Trust me' He said, and i do. i know i am safe in His hands.
That is, until He draws out the silken pouch He'd slipped into my purse. The pouch i was not to touch nor look into.
i swallow.
He beckons for me.
Very grateful for the half-moon shape of the booth, i sit up and slide over to Him. Oh no, what if i've left a damp spot where i was sitting? The waitress is surely going to see it.
i blush crimson at the thought.
Settling beside Him, He pats His leg and i know i am to raise one leg to drape over His. He wants my legs spread. He wants them open.
Again i start to panic slightly. Open? But what if someone looks over here? What if they see...well...me?