Sitting here at the stoplight in rush hour 5 pm traffic, i realize just how much i do hate traffic. The idiots behind me are enough to make a priest suffer from a serious case of road rage. Thank goodness i only have a short distance more to drive before i will be home. You told me last night that i would not see You for a few days since You have some family things to do with hubby and son. So, i guess i will just go home, fix a light dinner, and just relax. Just not the same knowing You aren't coming over. i do so enjoy cooking dinner for You and giving You your long hot bubble baths, not to mention painting Your nails, doing Your shaving, and anything else that Milady should desire. But then again, sometimes You are a bit harsh on me and maybe a night or two of rest is good for me. However, i know tomorrow morning will not be the same as the past two mornings either...i will miss waking up snuggled close to Milady. Just another night with me and the dogs and snuggling up to the big sapphire blue bear. He sure isn't the same but he will have to do tonight.... Finally, a green light. Just a few more blocks and i will be home.
"Ahhh home sweet home" i think as i pull into the drive. Climbing out of the car and heading into the house. Unlocking the door, almost being knocked down by my two dogs as i enter. i first pet the boys and fill their food bowls and give them fresh water. Ok now to relax a bit. Seems odd not to have Daddy home tonight either, but i know He will be home in a few days. And i would never have done anything to keep Him from going to that bike rally with the boys...i do know how much it meant to Him. At least You were able to be here with me for a couple days in His absence.
Settling into my recliner, i realize the lamp in the living room is on...hmm strange, i didn't remember leaving it on...but who knows You were here this morning, and maybe You left it on. Oh well, it should be on anyway. Realizing the light is blinking on the answering machine, i press the play button...Knew the first would be my mom...just checking to make sure i don't need anything and am ok.... smiles as i listen to Daddy's voice...checking in to let me know He is safe and sound and having a good time. i can tell by His voice He does miss me, and there He goes telling me i HAVE to come with Him next year...lol.... Thatβs my Daddy..."Daddy loves His Baby girl" and then click...sigh...and there is Your sweet voice on my machine...telling me what a great couple of days You had spending time with me...and that You will talk to me as soon as You can...sigh...
i think i will go take a long hot shower and relax a bit, and then probably curl up with a book till i fall asleep. Not very hungry so will probably skip supper tonight. Could use the sleep anyway, lol...i get so wrapped up when W/we can be together that W/we do not sleep much. *Smiles*. Wandering into the bathroom and getting undressed, tossing my clothes into the clothes hamper and grabbing two towels from the closet. i turn on the shower and wait for the temperature to fully adjust and step in slowly...and pull the curtain.
The water feels great running over my body...just kind of enjoying the warmth for a few minutes...standing with my back against the side wall, my mind wanders back to this morning when W/we showered together...i do love giving You Your long hot bubble baths but this morning was so nice and cozy. Very intimate, how W/we stood close together hugging and snuggling for what seemed like an eternity, before having to hurry up and get done...Lathering my hair, i think back to last night and how much i enjoyed washing Your hair...and just how sexy You looked as the suds ran down from Your hair clinging to You in all the right spots...*smiles*. i rinse the shampoo from my hair and reach for the soap and my scrunchie...it seems everything i touch in here brings back memories from the past couple days...the soap, Your favorite.... the scrunchie and how You teased my tingling clit with it.... washing my body i begin to feel that same tingle building in my body....i spread my lips wide and slowly rub the scrunchie up and down my slit...then i stop. Knowing i am not allowed to do this without permission and especially not when You or Daddy is not here to give permission...i shake the thoughts from my head and hurriedly finish my shower so as not to get so distracted again. Turning off the water and reaching for my towel, i think i hear something in the house and then see Zip my pit bull galloping across the hallway...silly dog...lol. i wrap my hair in one towel...dry my body with the other and then wrap it around my body. i leave the bathroom and go into the kitchen. i pour a glass of tea and head for the bedroom.
i quickly towel-dry my hair and toss that towel into the towel basket and crawl up onto the bed. i get comfy and reach for my book. Ahhh Anne Rice, love her books...i smile as i think where this book came from...You Milady gave me this book a couple weeks ago...You always know how to make me smile...i remember how You apologized because it was a used book with a torn cover...i laughed at You and told You those were my favorites, showed character.
Arranging both pillows behind me, and pulling my bear close...i settle in and begin to read...sipping my tea from time to time, i keep finding it hard to concentrate on my reading...i keep thinking about You, wondering what You are doing, if You are ok...then as usual, my brain returns to the oh so familiar and beloved thoughts of You touching me, of me touching You...of the way You kiss me...of the way You lick me...and oooohhhhhh the wonderful ways You tease me. my mouth waters and the thought of tasting Your sweet pussy, dripping with desire.... and the feel of Your beautiful hard nipples in my mouth....
It is no use, i can't help it...i toss the book to the side...and unwrap my towel, letting it fall back onto the bed...besides, no one is here. No one will know...You are with Your family and Daddy is halfway across the United States.... i grab the remote control for the stereo and turn it on...i light the dark blue candle by the bed... the one i burn when You are not with me.... the one that reminds me of Your presence, Your guidance, but most of all Your passion.... i lean back on my pillows and partially spread my legs...i lean my head back...close my eyes.and let my hands wander my body slowly and my mind wanders to You...tugging at my nipple rings i think of how Your wonderful mouth feels when it is nipping and sucking at my nipples...
my hands then wander down my body to my thighs..oh how i love to feel You stroke my thighs..starting at the outside and then slowly moving to the inside...i spread my legs a little further...i slowly let my fingertips brush against my pussy lips...oh god how i wish You were here Milady...i desperately need to feel You, to smell You, to taste You, to make love to You...But i do not need to dwell on what i do not have but instead on the past couple of days W/we shared together....
Gingerly i begin to fondle my pussy...spreading my legs wider and sliding down on my pillows some...i suck the wetness from my fingers and then resume fingering myself...i reach over to the night stand and pull out the blue dildo You bought for me....i run it the length of my slit...and slowly slide it into my willing and waiting pussy...i then slide a middle finger into my asshole...ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...telling myself that i need this relief, i begin to slowly fuck myself with the dildo.... slowly twisting my finger in my asshole....half whimpering and half moaning as i think about how You fucked me so wonderfully last night with the double strap-on...how i screamed out Your name as i came until i passed out....speeding up my rhythm and closing my eyes tightly as i begin getting close to my cumming point....mmmmmmmmmmm.......Just as i am about to cum....i hear "MY PET!!! JUST WHAT IN THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?!!!!!!β
Startled, i jump, knocking my tea glass off into the floor...i was so lost in my own world i did not even notice You standing in the doorway...quickly i grab my towel and try to cover myself...part in shame and part to hide just how wet i really am...
"Mmmmmilady...how...when.... uhhhhhhh.... i am sooooo sorry...i⦠i⦠i know i am ammmm not supposed to pleasure myself without You or Daddy here or giving me permission.... ohhhhh Milady...please forgive me...."
You grin Your evil grin..."My pet, i had every intention of surprising you tonight with an unexpected visit. But what a surprise I have just witnessed."
i sit there in complete shock, knowing not whether to rush to You and hug You or to sit quietly and await whatever punishment my horrid selfish act merits. i am a bit relieved when a smile crosses Your beautiful lips and You begin to approach me. Clinging to my towel, i watch You approach with wide eyes.... i am so relieved when You get to me and You are smiling...You stroke my hair and smile at me with love...
"Did you forget I had a key my pet?"
"Uhmmmm no Milady...but thought...thought...."
"you thought I would not be here tonight...you thought no One would know if you pleasured yourself just this once without permission. And to think I thought you would be sitting here pining for your Daddy and I tonight."
i breathe a sigh of relief as You lean over and kiss me on the forehead. i think...whew, Milady is not upset at me. All is well.
"YOU thought wrong my pet", as You quickly and harshly yank my towel from my body the dildo You bought me hits the floor with a thud. i quickly close my legs tight trying to hide my self-induced pleasure.
"Oh but Milady i did not cum...i did not...i promise," i stutter.
"Oh I know very well You did not, I have been watching for quite some time. I have been here since before You came home. I was just quietly in the other room. I knew you would go to bed early and was going to slide quietly into bed beside of you tonight and make passionate love to you my pet. But since I have seen how disobedient you really are when you "think" you are alone, I think some punishment and further training is definitely due."
"But Milady, it will not happen again. Please forgive me, my most humble apologies. Oh Milady how can this unworthy sub make it up to You?"
"There is no such thing as "making up". The only thing to do is to make sure you are punished properly and continue to be trained. That is the only thing that will assure this does not happen again."
Every muscle in my body tight, my eyes wide, realizing the scariest part is not knowing what i am in for tonight but sure it will be a long night. You place Your hands on my knees and quickly force my legs wide apart...You see how wet i am and look up at me.
"This night my pet you will learn self control."
You walk over to the locked chest that only You and Daddy have a key to and unlock and open it, revealing the vast array of "toys" and "tools" that have been collected. First You take out a black silk blindfold and bring it over...You secure it firmly yet not too tight.
"Don't move," You say in a very harsh tone.
i hear the shackles and chains and know what comes next. You sit me upright and guide me to the side of the bed, letting my legs and feet dangle from the side. You walk around to the other side of the bed and secure one end of each chain to the pegs on the headboard and footboard.