Again your fingers delve deep as you other hand reaches behind you and you slip a finger deep into you from behind. You eyes roll into your head as the pleasure washes through you over and over again. A scream escapes your lips a long sensual scream of the pleasures tat once again seem to be overwhelming you ad finally after what seems a eternity you collapse your body tingling even the touch of the soft bed silks sending fiery shocks of pleasure through you. Soon you are gasping again as still more pleasure overcomes you and your pussy contracts deep inside you sending you into a deep dark well as your pleasure totally overwhelms you.
As you lie there panting recovering you realize that there can be only one thing in life for you. Your place, your soul existence is to be mine be my slave my little one. Your body craves the touch the caresses of love and tenderness, your mind craves the discipline the control and your soul desires the totality of itself knowing now it is finally whole. Catching your breath you look around the room realizing the mess youβve made and become embarrassed ashamed at the loss of control. Then smile softly realizing that it is not loss of control but my control over you youβre truly experiencing but the control by me youβve surrendered to.
You get some towels from the washroom and clean things up a bit then go have a shower yourself letting the hot water cascade over you and relax you. Your body enjoying the sensations like tiny fingers massaging you and you lean back again the walls of the shower you hands move to your clit exposing it drawing it out to let it let you enjoy all the sensations of the shower. Your knees bend slightly as your legs spread and you are filled with the overpowering joy of another orgasm. Hips bucking thrusting you scream your please as you cum again and again your juices and pee mixing with the shower and flowing down the drain.
Grabbing the towel rack you support yourself never before have you ever had such an intense feeling of pleasure and you again catch your breath. Totally satiated you slowly step from the shower and dry yourself the large soft terry towel gently caressing your skin still electric from your shower. Finally you return to the bedroom and place everything in its place and taking the now packed bags move and gently open the door placing them outside in the main room. As you turn to return to your bed a picture slips from your fingers and you bend to pick it up.
Your two children the angels of your existance smile back at you and a complete flood of emotions overwhelm you as you realize the finality of your choice. Knowing there is no going back no return you steel yourself holding the picture to your lips kissing them one last time you let the picture now drop slipping from your fingers to lie on the floor. In a trance you move to the bed and curl up to sleep total spent. All emotions are gone there is nothing left you are no more. Making the choice you look at the door ajar and tremble wondering fearing what is next. Questioning yourself how you can choose your own self over your children your family your life. The door opens and a figure moves toward you as the hand reaches to touch you, you scream a high pitch yell of fear and you sit bolt upright.
You open your eyes and your siting in the room you look around and your bags are there still open the gifts still on the bed in your hands clutching the lovely collar Ive left for you. Suddenly the chime of the clock brings you out of your stunned silence and you notice the time. OMG. You realize it has all been just a dream and you scurry into the shower to wash quickly and dress waiting to place your new collar around your neck before gracefully exiting the room. Gliding down the hall toward your meeting, toward me a slight trembling in your soul wondering if your dream will become the nightmare in real life it was in your mind.