(This is the twenty-third story in a series about the sexual journey of a woman with near insatiable needs. Some of the previous stories are referred to in this one. Enjoy.)
I slowly swim up to consciousness out of a deep, dreamless sleep. Morning light filters through the window opposite the bed. I am barely awake, but my body is already aroused. I look down at the top of my husband's head between my legs and smile.
He is licking my pussy juices, up and down, and my excitement builds. I raise my knees to give him better access to my sex. He pushes his tongue deep into my moist hole, and I push my hips up to meet him. God, it feels good. I put my hand lightly on top of his head, guiding him, and he responds by nibbling on my swollen bud. My other hand goes to my breast and I play with my erect nipple, twisting and pulling. My hips are moving without conscious thought. When he licks and sucks my clit, I arch my back and push down on his head. Fuck, fuck, I'm not even fully awake and I am about to cum. When I moan, he pushes my thighs farther apart and circles my engorged bud with his tongue, and I am quickly over the edge. I cry out and thrash and shake and wonder how I am so lucky to have this man in my bed.
I want to take him in my arms in a long, loving hug, but he quickly flips me over on my front and pushes my torso down to the bed. He pulls my hips up, keeping my legs spread and my ass in the air. He pushes his thick cock into my wet hole and starts to pump. He usually starts with slow, steady strokes, but now he is thrusting deep into me, hard and fast. He keeps me pinned to the bed with one hand while reaching around under me with his other hand to finger my slippery clit. I feel another orgasm building, and I try and push back onto his cock. He keeps fucking me with a fury, taking me from behind, and I surrender to his need. He cums with a roar, his cock thrusting into my creamy cunt, his fingers a blur on my clit, and I groan and cum again, my body trembling as the heat and fire pulses inside me.
Finally my husband pulls out of me and flops on the bed beside me.
"Rise and shine, my love." He looks at me with a wolfish grin.
I look down at his still swollen shaft and smile. That is exactly what his cock has done, and he laughs, knowing what I am thinking. He strokes my clit gently, then climbs off the bed and heads for the bathroom. I lie on the bed for a few moments in the afterglow of orgasm, and then follow him. When we are finished, he heads for the door.
"I need coffee," he says, then turns to me and adds, "Don't put anything on."
I go back into the bedroom and look at myself in the full-length mirror. The marks on my legs and ass and breasts from my session with the dominatrix in the oceanfront house several weeks ago have long since disappeared. But I can't help but wonder if my husband's performance this morning is a result of his lingering resentment at my occasional need to be dominated by strangers. We haven't really spoken of it since that last time, but perhaps we should. I turn and head down the stairs to the kitchen.
When I get there, a mug of steaming hot coffee is waiting for me on counter. I pick it up and glance out to the covered porch in the back, where I see my husband. I walk out the sliding glass door into the warm morning air and join him at the table. Our back yard is totally private and not visible from the neighboring houses, and in fact we have made love out here a number of times. Once I even tied him to hooks in the ceiling and teased him at length before allowing him to fuck me repeatedly on the chaise. I smile at the memory as I sit down.
"God I love sex in the morning!" He leers at my naked body as I take my first sip of coffee.
"Apparently," I respond, a touch of sarcasm in my voice. "You've never woken me up like that before."
"I know. Did you enjoy it?"
"Of course. It's just..." I hesitate, and his look turns serious.
"What?"
"I detected a note of...what, maybe anger? In the way you took me."
He looks away from me and out to the backyard.
"Yeah, maybe a little," he says softly.
"Maybe we should talk about it." I look at him closely. There is a long pause before he turns back to me and responds.
"Why do you still do it?"
Now it is my turn to gaze into the backyard.
"I'm not sure." I pause to think. "It's like a drug. I can't shake the addiction. It doesn't happen often, but sometimes the need...just overwhelms me and I can't resist the urge."
"But why?"
I take another sip of coffee and continue to look out to the back.
"I think it goes back to the first time I was ever bound. A woman I had never met tied me to my bed and teased and edged me without end. Then a man I never saw fucked me until I came. It was scary and strange and unbelievably thrilling. It made a lasting imprint on my sexuality. For awhile I couldn't get enough."
I look back at my husband, searching his face for a reaction, but he remains quiet.
"That awakening was why I became a submissive. And then a domme. I gave up the profession when I fell in love with you and we married, but the seed of that need to be dominated by strangers never went away."
He gazes back at me, his eyes traveling up and down my body. Then he looks into my eyes with concern.
"I wish you wouldn't do it anymore," his voice barely more than a whisper. "I don't want you to get hurt."
And I am suddenly overwhelmed by my profound feelings for this man whom I cherish and adore more than anyone else in the world. I lean forward and touch his leg.
"I know," I say softly. "I want to stop."
I can't bring myself to make a promise I'm not sure I can keep, but my sentiment is genuine. I do want to stop. I look at him with a love so deep and intense that tears form at the corner of my eyes. He returns the look, but there is a touch of lust there as well.
"Let's go take a shower," he says, a big smile on his face. I return his smile, pretty sure that he has more than cleanliness in mind.
We get up and go back into the kitchen, putting our mugs on the counter. He turns to me, his look of lust unabated.
"I want you to do everything I say." His voice is low and demanding. He nods toward the stairs.
"Yes, darling." I give him my most demure look, then glance down at his cock. When I reach out to touch it, he pushes my hand away.
"Not yet. Upstairs, now. And put your hands behind your head."
I do what he says. As I climb the stairs to our bedroom, I can feel his eyes boring into my backside. I am sure he is ogling my ass and legs, and I wiggle my hips in acknowledgement, a small smile playing across my lips.