Dear Reader...this narrative is meant for those that appreciate the subtlety of a very delicate seduction.
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I stood in front of the living room window of the cabin we had rented for the weekend, wrapped in a fluffy white towel. I had just finished combing my hair, clean and damp from a refreshing shower. I looked out beyond our bicycles, still propped against the porch where we left them after our ride, to the copper glow of the sun fallen below a bank of clouds that cradled the mountains and cast shadows on the lake below. You stood directly behind me, watching with me, wearing nothing but faded blue jeans. Your left arm, wrapped around my neck, encircled my naked shoulders. Your right hand gently stroked up and down the side of my right arm. The contours of your torso against my shoulders felt extraordinary. My left arm hung at my side. My chin rested against your forearm. My right hand, beside it, held your wrist. My motion stilled, you knew I felt the fall to you coming. You were aware of the wish that your proximity made burn in me-namely, to have you inside of me, all around and in control of me. My pussy wept for the touch of your erection, so tantalizingly close to my sex, hard against my back. I felt flush after flush of desire. I was your woman and you were my Master, my loved man. My heart thumped in my chest. My mind and body were poised for an experience of passion and surrender. All of my senses were pregnant. I felt so alive.
You were like a force of nature upon me. I felt the diminishment of my thoughts like a cascade of water from a brook in the mountains to a gentle stream on a plateau below. I felt your breath like the descent of winter clouds in a deep valley, a very fine chainmail surrounding me, protecting me, and baffling all that was outside of us. I felt the touch of your skin like the warmth of a campfire on an October night, a focal point of energy, my circle of life. I felt your eyes like the stars, illuminating subtly, a sky I loved being under.
I was safe and I felt at home.
In a secret part of me I was uncomfortable as well. My mind wanted to go out, to be the giver, to escape the awareness that it was so in adept at being the recipient of love.
"I want to move."
You nuzzled your nose in my hair, and then whispered into my ear "No."
My stomach flopped. My eyes closed and I moaned silently. Moments passed. You very softly nibbled and sucked on my earlobe.
"Please."
"No Angel, you must stay still. I am going to make it real, give you what you have always deserved, and show you what you have always wanted."
My grip tightened around your wrist, my head rolled to the left and I immediately lost the fight not to choke up. "How do you know these things?" I whimpered, feeling ashamed that you could see my weakness.
You ran your right hand down the side of my face then through my damp hair. "Shh, it's OK, I just do."
With that, you moved a hand to each shoulder and turned me around. I didn't look at your face because I didn't want you to see me cry. You placed a hand on my chin and lifted it, and then you leaned forward and kissed away my tears. "Tracy..."
I felt compelled to look up.
"I am going to touch you."
I swallowed.
"Everywhere."
My eyes became large and a shiver ran through me.
"I am going to map your body with my fingers, my breath, and my tongue. It will bring me enormous pleasure if you will only be concerned with yourself. Will you try to do that for me?"
My God, permission in the form of a request, the perfect hand up. "Alright", deep breath, "Yes, I will." My tears forgotten, I smiled from the center of my heart.
You put your finger tips gently on my cheeks and crawled them, spider like, to the back of my jaw. You turned your hands over and drew a line back along your path then started again. You increased the pressure this time, pulling my face towards yours as you advanced your fingers into my hair. Your palms settled over my ears and you held me like that. The feeling was incredible. I was like a kitten picked up by the back of the neck. I totally relaxed. My lips parted in anticipation. I said "I am yours." Your cock throbbed against my belly as you settled your lips against mine in a soft, sweet kiss. Then you pulled your lips and cock away. I bounced my knees up and down trying to relieve the tension from the intensity and need instantly washing over me. I was overwhelmed from being handled so delicately.
"Be still."
I stopped. I closed my eyes again and leaned my head back. You ran your fingers down my neck, across my collar bones, then down to the top of the towel. With a simple tug it was undone and fell to the floor. I raised my head and leveled my penetrating eyes on yours. I felt like you were fucking me just by looking up and down my body, as if I was being cocooned by your stare and rescued from the world. You felt an intense sense of power at the site of my naked, prone body. Blood pumped furiously through your cock. Your jeans were much too tight, but you didn't open or take them down. You left them because it tormented me, and because it helped keep the desire to drop me to the floor and fuck us into oblivion right then in check. Your longing to cum inside of me presented itself in your mind for the umpteenth time. You caught your breath and willed yourself not to move. You took me with your eyes.
Your hands began. Slowly they descended over my large breasts, fingers spread. Every place they touched felt transformed, as if by alchemy. We both watched. When you got to my big pink nipples all of your fingers closed in and you pulled them, pinching.
I let out a long low moan. "I cannot stand." I didn't want to fight to stand.
"You must." The small inflection at the corners of your mouth, the way your eyelids dropped slightly, told me that you were in perfect control of yourself, and knew exactly what I could take. You leaned in and whisper in my ear "Spread your legs."
I moaned aloud. I took a deep breathe.... I spread my legs shoulder width apart, feeling that exquisite sense that I was no longer mine.
You drew your hands under my breasts from the outside, cupping them in your hands. You lifted them, feeling their weight, watching their shape change as you fondled them. You growled quietly, imagining running your cock back and forth between them. Pre-cum seeped into your pants.