I pull over on the side of the road right in front of Your house. I don't know why I'm so nervous. Maybe it's because it's my birthday. Maybe it's because so much has grown between us. Maybe it's because You are going to let me have my way. Not full control, but enough control for me to play. To let a side of me out for my birthday. A side of myself that I have always struggled to understand and be able to release. I turn off the car and grab my bag from the front seat. In my bag I have a few things. Toys, cuffs, blindfold, candles, rope and a tens unit. I have no idea where our play tonight will lead to, but I brought things so that I was prepared.
My walk up to Your front door seems slower than expected and my body is buzzing with excitement and anticipation. It's not often that I am in control and the primal side of me wants out. My primal side is my very essence tonight. From my cute spunky ponytail all the way down to my toes which are painted such a dark red that they look almost black. Anyone looking at me from the street would have no clue what was about to go down. Wearing cute mid-calf boots with jeggings and a flannel shirt with the sleeves rolled up was the style of comfort mixed with confidence. The kind of comfort and confidence that I know You find most sexy.
I knock once on Your door and enter. I know You are expecting me, but it's such a habit to knock first before entering. "Hello?" I call out as I walk through the door. Dropping my keys into my bag and letting the bag fall to the floor. "I'm in the living room." Your reply distant. I round the corner and see You sitting on the couch, working hard on Your computer, completely unfocused. I walk towards You and kneel at Your side, resting my head on Your thigh, waiting for You to be finished with whatever has distracted You from tonight.
After several moments You starting closing down the programs and shut down the evil, time-stealing machine down. You lean back to relax on the couch, resting, Your hand finding its way to my ponytail which You start to run Your fingers through. We stay like this for a few more moments, me kneeling by your side, my head on Your thigh, Your fingers playing with my hair. I hear You sigh, and it's one of those sighs where You are tired. I turn my head to look up at You. "You know Sir, I could help You relax..." I tempt You quietly. You grab my ponytail lifting me up to standing as You stand up from the couch. You pull me close and whisper, "well let's get it then little pixie."
I follow You to the bedroom, grabbing my bag along the way. You look over Your shoulder and grab my hand, locking our fingers together. My excitement now mixing with anxiousness. Once inside the bedroom, You take my bag and place it on the bed, off to the side. You clear things move around, "how much stuff did you bring Mary Poppins?" You joke. I tell You nothing, that would ruin the surprise and You know it. You stand in front of me, so close that I can smell and feel Your excitement pour over me. You grab the back of my neck and my hip and push into me with mouth and body until we slam up against a wall. My hands braced up against the wall, flexing with strength and desire. Our primal energy desperately overtaking the moment. Our primal energy and connection creating heat and passion.
You break away from our embrace, both of us panting, Your eyes dark and body wanting more. I bite my lower lip waiting for You to say or do something. You walk over to the bed leaving me standing there. I know You are waiting for me to take over, but my head is just so fuzzy, still spinning from our energy. You go to reach for my bag to trifle through it... "NO!" I reach out to You, grabbing Your wrists and stop You. It was so bold that I didn't even realize that I had done it. You look at me so shocked and You are so distracted by the boldness in my action that You didn't even see me grab the handcuffs from my bag. The metal snapping around Your wrists bring You to realize that I have found my desire and confidence to play. "To the bed Sir." I instruct as I tug You along, laying You down on Your back. I raise Your cuffed wrists above your head, attaching them to the headboard.
I get up from the bed, leaving You laying there cuffed and stare at You for a moment, enjoying the site that You are stuck. And then the realization hits, I left all Your clothes on. I grab my bag and place it on the floor at the foot of the bed, so that You can't see what I'm grabbing out of my bag. After a few clinking and clanking of items I put out my knife. Such a pretty knife, all shiny. "I'm sorry Sir, but those clothes have to go." I take my knife and lightly drag the tip against Your jeans, starting at Your ankles and slowly gliding it up to your groin. You squirm a little, not something I'm used to seeing from You, but it makes me smirk as I try to hold back a giggle.
I climb onto the bed and straddle Your hips, looking down at You with the knife still in my hand. I hook the knife underneath the bottom of Your shirt and pull upwards, creating a small rip in Your shirt. I lay the knife on the bed, grabbing handfuls of Your shirt and just pull...RIPPPPP! I rip Your shirt slowly, enjoying the rush of power it is giving me in this small moment. I continue to rip Your shirt until the shirt is exposing Your torso completely. I lean forward, rubbing my face all over Your torso, rubbing Your scent all over me. I lick and nip randomly over Your torso causing You to squirm and moan. You lightly whisper "more..." But just barely loud enough for me to hear. I lean forward and whisper in Your war, "as You wish..."
I climb off of You and leave the bedroom for a minute. You hear me run to the kitchen and start rustling around. I return back to You with a cup full of ice and the biggest grin on my face. I walk over to You and put the cup on the floor, reaching into my back pocket I pull out a blindfold. "Sorry Sir, lights out for You..." Total darkness becomes envelopes Your vision.