An hour later, I called Meghan and told her I would be going with Jenn, I felt terrible, it took me a while to be up for calling Jenn and being happy about it.
Jenn was genuinely excited to hear she'd won and was talking much faster than at lunch. "Ok, so can we get started now?" was the main thrust of her end of the conversation.
"I'm starving, can we meet for dinner and then go back to my place and we'll get started then."
"Sure, I haven't eaten, what should I wear? I brought a nice dress because you okayed it for someone else in your email."
"Of course, and you brought your comfy sweats right?"
She giggled - it was so cute! "Of course, I love them."
"Yeah, wear your dress, any particular type of food you'd like?"
"No, this will be the last time you get to pick anything, so pick well."
I laughed, "Gotcha, I'll be there in an hour. And don't wear your hair back this time."
When I picked her up I was glad to see how nice she looked in a dark blue dress with her hair not pushed back in the headband. I couldn't help but think of what she'd look like tomorrow, what I'd look like as her slave.
"Are you going to be able to get a tan when you're here?" I asked.
"Yeah, I'm pretty pale naturally, but I'll darken up a bit, probably the first time ever I can do it without tan lines, your place is totally secluded right?"
"Completely, for a few miles."
"That sounds amazing, I'm excited to see it."
"Yeah, I love it."
We talked logistics for a bit, I told her I had all her toys, and she could go through Meghan's too. I got all the food and drinks she wanted, and she had recommended I get an expensive bed set, sheets, blanket, pillows and thick robes and towels. I liked that she asked for them, the other girls seemed almost sorry to ask for things when I told them to.
We talked about our lives for the most part, mostly about mine, but I got some stuff out of her, she was very philanthropic and a lot of her goals were focused on that.
She was pretty easy about answering my questions, but she just seems interested in how I got to where I was. That is where the conversation was mostly focused on.
After we finished eating she grabbed my hand as we walked out together, we drove the 40 minute drive to my place and when we pulled in I said, "OK, do you have a cellphone, camera, anything that I don't want you to have?"
"Nope, at the hotel with my friend."
"Ok, I planned on searching your bag, but I trust you totally."
"Thanks."
"OK, I'm ready, let's begin, if you'd like a tour of the place first-"
"It's a house, I'll figure it out quick, it's fine. Is the door locked?" she said rapidly, gesturing to the house.
I shook my head.
"OK, stay right here, I'll be back."
She went into the house and came back out 20 minutes later. "Grab my stuff and bring it into my bedroom."
She took her time getting to the bedroom and she then said "OK, clear out a space in your closet that has more than enough room for all my stuff, get you stuff out of here and put all my stuff away nicely."
She then lay on my bed and watched me empty out a bunch of closet space and drawers and put my clothes in the laundry room before I started hanging up her clothes away on the hanger and in the drawers, she wasn't kidding about hating underwear, she hadn't packed any. Near the end of this she had wandered off outside to check out the area.
She came back to find me waiting on the bed. "Get me a glass of the red I had you buy, I'm thirsty."
I complied, seeing her lay back on the bed in her blue dress and cheap flip flops, she looked totally relaxed. I actually felt good about it, to finally be started, and to have things go well in this short time. I was already pleased that she was pleased. I realized that I am much more nervous and eager to please Jenn, I think that's what made me pick her.
"Good," she said as I handed her the wine, "I guess since it's 9 pm here, it's actually 2 in the morning in Cincy, that explains why I'm so tired, that and the long ass flight here in the morning. I thought that maybe I should try to stay up to adjust to the time zone here, but I realized it's a trap. I don't have to adjust to anyone's schedule here, I can sleep whenever I want and I even have a man who will bend over backward to accommodate me, isn't that right my little pet?"
"Yes, it is."
"I have to be careful to remember I have total freedom and control here. Not taking full advantage would be an awful waste. And from now on, always call me "My Love" it sounds so pleasant to hear, try it now, and say it with feeling, like you do love me, like how you felt as you stared at my pictures, picked me over everyone else, dreamed of what I looked like naked, dreamed of me here on your bed right now, say it like that.."
"Anything you say, my love."
"Great, that was amazing, you say it with such longing, I love it, I want you to focus on how much you desire me every time you answer me. Pretend like you're feeling my soft, warm, naked body pressed tightly against you to warm you up, every time you speak."
"Mmmm," I began, involuntarily, letting that great scene play in my head, "Yes, my love."
"I adore the way you say it, make sure to say it like that always. You on the other hand, little servant, will have many names, depending on the situation, but I like to think of you as my little pet, who will cherish the ground I walk on unconditionally, who will sit, stay, do a flip for my attention and approval, without any regard for your own opinions, self respect and basic human dignity, much like a little puppy. Let's try: Sit Sparky."
I hesitated, feeling ridiculous and humiliated, but sat on the ground.
"Good boy, now lie down. I leaned back and lay on my back. Good boy, sit again Sparky."
"Ok, now speak Sparky," she said, lying back with an amused smile on her face, speaking as if to a dog, "Bark for Jenn."
I looked at her as I debated doing such a ridiculous, degrading thing for a woman.
She saw this and said, in a voice she'd actually use to talk to a dog still: "Scruffy, you have to be a good boy or else I won't give you attention or rewards. Bark."
I still couldn't bring myself to do it, and made defiant eye contact with her. "Lassie, bark for me and I'll give you a treat. You want my attention and I'm sure you want a treat don't you my pet?"
I looked over her body as I remembered to picture it naked against mine, I closed my eyes to see it vividly as I said "yes, my love" in a dreamy voice.
"Then bark right now, I won't ask again."
I did it, feeling defeated more than anything. "Woof!"
"Oh, that's not a good bark, do it louder."
"WOOF!" I said loudly.
"There, that's good, see that was easy." she finally dropped the exaggerated emotion and dog voice and said, trying to keep her amusement in check "Go fetch your love another glass of wine, Sparky, then come back for your treat."
I came back to see her watching me with amusement as I entered carrying her wine glass and handed it to her, "Here you go, my love."
"My god, just you saying it like that, it makes me feel so good. It washes over me like a warm breeze," she said as she leaned up against the headboard to sip her wine. "Now for your treat, you may massage my feet while I enjoy this delightful wine, remove my sandals..with your mouth."
I bit the edge of the shoe on her right foot, just above her toes and pulled it off, the second slid off easily as well.
"Good, hop up on the bed so you can do a good job," Jenn asked, "Are you a good foot rubber?"
"I've never really tried...my love."
"Mmm, we'll see what happens, go ahead."
I took one foot tentatively in my hands and started to rub her sole. "Are you disappointed with your reward, my servant? You don't think me letting you take care of my precious feet is an honor?"
"No, I'm eager to massage your feet...well, I was just expecting a more...intimate treat."
She laughed, "Please, how bold! You are nowhere near proving you are deserving of that yet. Circle both your thumbs on my soles, more pressure, there you go."
She gave me more directions as we went along and I started to understand how she wanted it done, even though she seemed to have lost her patience somewhat before I was doing it how she wanted me to. Her attitude was one of disappointment, but not surprised, like she expected it. I didn't like that she doubted me and even worse was proved right.
After 15 more minutes of me rubbing her foot in silence she seemed to finally become relaxed and happy.
"You know, not barking when I asked you, not doing anything right away, I can't have that. I need you to understand and do anything I say right when I say it. I warn you that it's a much better road for you to just do it, then disobey and face the repercussions after, they will always be worse."
"Yes, my love, I'm sorry, I'm still new to this."
"It's very evident you are new, remember that I may take to physical punishment from time to time for any infraction of our rules, remember that when you don't want to do what I say. If you had just barked right away this would have been so much easier on you, now I need to break you out of it, to make sure you'll obey me, I need to give you even more difficult tasks until I am sure you will listen unquestioningly. Your first few days got much less pleasant. You aren't allowed to ask yourself if its ok before you do it. You don't make the decisions anymore. I suppose some of that is time, you will have to learn to trust what I say unconditionally, as if it's your own reflex."
"Yes, my love."
"Good, switch feet."
"My love?" she could tell every time I was going to say something because I paused to visible picture her beautiful body naked against me.