So now I knew Dena for sure wasn't disgusted by what I was doing. I still didn't know if she was turned on by it or just curious but I don't think she would be watching that type of porn if it disgusted her.
I was addicted however. This was a powerful turn on for me. I guess I had always liked the idea of voyeurism because I used to visit voyeur porn sites. That was just looking at what somebody else had voyuered though. I had no idea how exciting doing it myself would be and now I understood.
I think also the fact that it was my stepdaughter was a factor in the excitement. This was taboo territory and I was breaking it. Don't we all get a little rush from breaking the rules.
I had never looked at Dena as a sexual object. I still don't look at her that way. I would never want to hurt her physically. I didn't want to hurt her emotionally either. I guess one could argue that what I was doing, invading her privacy, could be emotional abuse. I mean, if she never found out though she couldn't be hurt, right?
These were the mental arguments I had with myself the times I felt bad about watching Dena in her private moments. This happened seldom as most of the time watching her made me horny and put images of debauchery in my head.
Dena had started back to college for the spring semester just recently. During the Christmas break my wife had been off work for a couple weeks vacation and we had some family over so I hadn't had a chance to do my thing for quite a while. Now things went back to the normal routine.
As I said Dena had started back to college. I was glad she chose the local community college and stayed living at home. I would have been devistated if she had gone away to school. Not just because I wouldn't get to watch her but I also had become closer to Dena over the past year and I really enjoyed our time spent together. She had made a few new friends and occasionally they would visit Dena at home. This worked great for me because now I had the chance to watch other women. Most of them were Dena's age but a few times she had some older friends over. When I say older I'm talking like early thirties at the most. When her friends were over they would spend most of their time in the den or garage to work on projects or just socialize.
One of her friends in particular I took special interest in. Nikki was one of the older friends, I think she was 32 at the time. She was much like Dena, happy and outgoing type. She was always smiling and laughing. She was very smart and I liked that. She always made it a point to talk to me and it was nice to have intellectual conversations with Dena's friends. Dena and I have a lot of conversations as well and I enjoy them very much because she too is on a higher intellectual level. Her other friends, however, not so much.
Nikki as I said was 32. She was short of stature, maybe 5' and 120lbs or so......I never measured her. She had a really nice body. Just ever so slightly curvy and what looked like large-ish tits for her frame. I was beginning to have a taste for extra weight. Nikki had dark tan skin, I believe her mother was from India. Her hair was long, silky and coal black and she had very sexy big brown eyes with naturally full eyelashes. Another reason for the draw to her was that she wore some pretty damn sexy outfits. She liked to wear the yoga pants. I was very into yoga pants at that time. You could see every shape and curve without actually seeing the skin. That was a turn on like teasing. I am sure teasing never crossed a girls mind that wore yoga pants! Nikki also liked to wear low cut tight tops and occasionally belly shirts. Her belly was just perfect for that. She didn't have defined abs, just a soft belly that was a little thick but not fat. It was definitely a tasteful look on her. The low cut tops she wore showed a lot of cleavage but unfortunately she liked tight tops. So although I got to see her nipples poking out occasionally, I wasn't able to get any shots down her shirt when she bent over.
Every chance I got I would watch the camera when Nikki went to the bathroom. Most of the time I didn't see anything due to the camera's location above the toilet. I was ok with this as I have said before, watching someone pee or poop was not a turn on and I wouldn't do it. Occasionally she would primp herself at the mirror but never anything more.
One day Nikki was at the house and her and Dena were in the den working on a project. It was a biology project involving bacteria. They were growing bacteria in petri dishes. It was the weekend and it was a project they had to observe continuously for data. They were trying to figure out how they would monitor it through the night. Dena said she could watch it all night if Nikki came over real early. I saw my chance and stepped in with a solution. I suggested Nikki just spend the night here. This way they could both keep an eye on the project without one of them having to stay awake all night. I said Nikki could stay in the den on the couch which has a hideaway bed. They agreed it was a great idea. I nearly broke my arm as I walked away patting myself on the back.
It was about 6pm and thank god my wife worked on weekend nights. It was four hours before she would leave for work and it seemed an eternity. I spent some of the time with the girls, helping them some but mostly watching, especially watching Nikki's ass. She was kind enough to be wearing yoga pants tonight. She left for 45 minutes or so to go back to her apartment and get some things for her overnight stay. While she was gone I whipped up a dinner for us all and when she got back we all sat down and ate.
After dinner my wife went to get ready for work. I left the den and went to the garage to "tinker." What I was tinkering with was the cam app on my phone. I was watching my wife get ready for work. I could see my wife naked any time I wanted to but it wasn't the same as watching her in her privacy. I did this often but it wasn't as good as watching Dena. For one, I couldn't jerk off while watching my wife. Unlike Dena, I don't think my wife would like it if she caught me jacking off, she wasn't into that kind of thing. She apparently thought that since I had married her I just quit masturbating. And two, I was allowed to see my wife naked anyway. The taboo is what makes watching exciting.
I went back inside after watching her get dressed. I went to the den and saw how the girls were coming along with their project. They had decided Nikki would take the first shift and stay up till midnight and then wake Dena. As they were discussing this my wife stepped in the den and told everyone goodnight and she left for work. I told the girls goodnight too and went to my bedroom. I was already excited. I was hoping to catch Dena doodling herself but mostly wanted to see Nikki in the shower. I realized also that Dena hadn't showered yet and got excited in anticipation of a twofer. Just as I was thinking this I heard someone coming down the hall and sure enough it was Dena, towel in hand.
Dena walked past my bedroom and stopped at my door. I didn't have my cock out, I was fully covered. Dena was just standing there looking like she was deciding what to do. Suddenly she poked her head into my room and said "goodnight dad." I said goodnight back and she went on to the bathroom. That was odd, she had never done that before. We always exchange our goodnights in other parts of the house and she never disturbs me in my room. I thought about it for a bit and the only thing different about tonight is that Nikki is here. Ohhhh, did she do that because she was afraid I might get caught jerking by Nikki? Maybe that was her way of making sure I won't be jerking off tonight. I had to keep in mind that, at this point, Dena doesn't know I know she watches me. She thinks that I don't know she can see me doing what I do. Its not like she could give me a subtle hint or anything. She thinks she is the one doing the voyeuring. That must have been what it was. Well I hadn't planned on it anyway. I wasn't bold enough to do that for Nikki. She might see it and tell Dena she's got a pervert stepdad and never come over again. No I had no plans to get caught tonight. Oh I'd still jack off but not in plain sight.
By the time I figured all that out Dena had finished at the sink and began undressing. This was one of my favorite moments. As many times now that I've seen Dena naked, it always still feels like the first. I loved the way her tits jiggled when she pulled her shirt off. She always wears low cut bras and it squeezes the bottom of her tits tight while allowing her upper tits to overflow the bra a bit and they jiggle like jellow. That is very sexy to me. When she takes her pants off she always bends at the waist. This is great when she is turned away from the camera so I get a great view of her ass. She wears fairly tight bottoms so when she pulls them down her panties usually roll partway down with them and sometimes all the way down. I love when they stop just below her knees. I fantasize about yanking her panties down to her knees and bending her over the sink/bed/couch and fucking her from behind. I would love to feel her chubby ass cheeks gripped in my hands with her tight pussy wrapped around my cock.
