This story follows directly on from Part 1 – Nicky's Near Miss.
Naive, eighteen year-old Nicky has just been rescued by her older brother Mike her from being forced into sex by one of his rugby-playing friends, in an alleyway down by the waterfront.
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I don't know how long I clung to Mike in the darkness, trembling, crying with confusion, relief and shame.
Eventually I became aware that my jumper was under my armpits, my leggings were still around my ankles, my bottom and vulva naked and my boobs exposed. It was getting cold.
When my trembling had subsided a little, I released him, probably to his relief. Bending unsteadily over I tried to pull my leggings up to cover my nakedness but my hands were still shaking too much and my free foot caught in the shiny, tight material. Michael dropped to his knees in front of me and gently eased the leggings over my feet then pulled the tight sparkly material up to cover my exposed flesh.
Despite my confusion, I was aware that his face was merely inches from my vulva and that he could not have failed to notice the total absence of knickers and the wet, sticky evidence of arousal on my mound and upper thighs.
But to my relief he said nothing.
I lifted my top myself, unavoidably exposing my tiny boobs to his gaze once again as I re-fastened my bra. Again Michael said nothing, but when I was decently dressed again, he wrapped his jacket around my shoulders, followed it with his arm and we began the long unsteady, uphill walk back to his house, followed by two large, muscular friends from the rugby club.
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Half an hour later we were back in his bedroom.
"I'm so sorry..." I cried, sitting on his bed.
The journey home had passed in near silence, as had my showering and changing into my short night dress and a pair of panties. I didn't usually wear panties in bed but it seemed appropriate as I was sharing a room with Mike, who had changed into his pyjama trousers while I was in the shower.
Despite my modesty, I was acutely aware that my brother had not only just seen my boobs and private parts in extreme close up, he had also seen them in a highly aroused state.
"It's ok. But I did try to warn you about him..." He replied softly but a little sternly.
I sobbed. "I know. I'm sorry. He was just so nice, so..."
"I know..." Mike sat next to me and wrapped my shaking body in his strong arms, my head resting on his powerful shoulder. I could smell his familiar aroma and it reassured me. "But if you dress as sexily as that... well, boys can get the wrong idea." He paused.
"It was the wrong idea, wasn't it Nic? You weren't really trying to get laid, were you?" He asked in a deceptively measured tone.
"I feel so ashamed..." I sobbed, deliberately not answering him directly, still wondering the same thing myself. "I was so silly... so naive... I should have listened to you..."
"Shhh" He whispered, nuzzling my ear.
"But you're the last person in the world I want to see me... like that!" I cried. "You've seen me naked... all of me... all my private places... and like that! The things my body did when he... he... as if I wanted him to..."
"Shhh! It's ok... I promise... No-one will ever know..."
I slipped under the duvet, still holding his hand, not wanting to let it go.
"Would you... Cuddle me a while?" I asked tentatively. "Like you used to?"
Mike smiled and slipped under the duvet alongside me, snuggling up in the half darkness in the bedroom. His arms hugged me closely, the warmth of his strong body reassuring and comforting.
"There you are, Nic." He whispered in my ear. "You're safe now."
And indeed I did feel safe in his arms and finally began to relax a little though my exposure still made me feel ashamed.
"Do you hate me now?" I asked. "I've embarrassed you in front of your friends... And you've seen me...like that...!"
"Nah!" He laughed, interrupting. "My friends all really like you and they're all up in arms about Max. You're not the first sister he's tried to have his way with."
I felt a little better as he carried on. "And you mustn't ever worry about.. About the rest. There's nothing about you I would ever, ever find anything but beautiful."
He leaned over and kissed me comfortingly on the forehead, twice. I snuggled up closer, my forehead against his strong, reassuring muscular chest. His arms enfolded me and the tension finally began to release me from its grip.
After a while cuddling in silence, I rolled over and snuggled against his body, my bottom pressed against his midriff, my back now against his chest as if we were two spoons in a drawer. His arms were around me. I felt tiny tears running down my cheeks but I felt – safe, listening to his slow, deep breathing behind me.
Safe, but confused.
My head was spinning, and not just from the unaccustomed alcohol. For the first time in my inexperienced life I had felt my body behaving beyond my control and it frightened me.
Had I really wanted Max to have sex with me? To fuck me? It couldn't be thought of as making love?
Had I really waited until his cock was actually part way inside me before saying 'No'? And if so, what did that make me?
Max had called me a prick-teaser. Was that really what I was?
When it had come to the final penetration – I hadn't told Mike that Max had actually succeeded in getting his cock inside my vagina - my mind had finally taken back control and I had tried to stop him from taking me completely but up to that point, my body and my sexuality – lust even - had been in overwhelming control. This had simply not happened before, not even with David when we had 'gone all the way'.
My head told me I had just had a lucky escape – that I had been rescued from a fate worse than death in the nick of time but at the same time, my body had unquestionably been ready, willing, eager and, as Mike cannot fail to have noticed, obviously aroused and physically prepared for full-on sex.
It felt as if something deep within me was still prepared, still ready and eager; deeply unsatisfied as if my body had been taken all the way to the finishing line and then prevented from crossing; as if something was still missing.
I felt a strange tingling emptiness between my thighs. I carefully reached down with my fingers to find I was lubricating again!
It troubled me and for a long time I lay with my back pressed against Mike's chest and tummy, feeling the reassuring heat of his body against mine. I snuggled further into him strong body, pressing my bottom against his midriff.
I must eventually have dozed for a few minutes because the next thing I remember is Mike nuzzling the back of my neck and the strange, very pleasant feeling of his hot breath and soft lips on my upper back. His arm now rested lightly on my side and as I pressed backwards again into his warm body, my mind dimly registering the presence of a hard lump pressing against my lower buttocks. I wriggled against it and dozed a little longer.
A little later I stirred again in my sleep. The hard lump was still pressing against my bottom but now it was underneath my night dress, pressing against my panty-covered vulva which was tingling terribly now. Half asleep I didn't quite realise what it was or what was happening to me but it made me feel warm and slightly strange 'down there'. There was an arm around my waist too and fingers were lightly stroking up and down my side and just touching my left breast. I could feel my nipple hardening as the fingers gradually moved over my boob.
"Mmmm? What...?" I mumbled softly, surprised but not alarmed.
Mike's knees were gently rubbing the back of my thighs from behind. Then I felt a series of tiny, delicate kisses falling on the back of my neck.
"Mmmm... that feels nice..." I murmured in my doze then something finally registered as not quite right.
I turned my head slightly towards him, puzzled but before I could say anything he kissed me on the cheek, hugging me even more tightly. I felt the hard lump moving rhythmically very gently against the underside of my bottom. It felt really good... strange, but so, so good... My God!