All characters in this story are over 18 years of age
Mum came back from Mrs Philpott's house looking flustered. I thought nothing of it -- mum had been visiting almost daily to help Mrs Philpott and her son Billy. Mr Philpott had died suddenly a week or so before this particular day, they were taking it pretty hard, and mum was showing the strain of being a good friend to Janice Philpott. I still called her "Mrs Philpott" even though I'm 'of age' now.
I was in the shed fixing the lawnmower for the tenth time. After a few minutes, mum came out there too, and I could tell she was conflicted by something. She was fidgety and intense, but I knew her well enough to let her say whatever she had come out here to say, in her own time. I was ready to try to start the pesky mower but I tinkered some more, waiting for mum. Finally, she said: "Tommy, I'm not sure how to talk about this, but you're the only one I trust since your father died. And I need to unburden. OK?"
"Of course, mum."
"Well, OK. Here goes. I went back to Janice's place because I forgot the casserole dish and I'm gonna make them another one. I usually only go in the mornings."
She paused. I said: "OK. Go on..."
"Well, obviously they weren't expecting me."
"Who?"
"Janice and... And Billy."
I put my screwdriver down and wiped my hands with a rag. "I don't get it. You're often there. What's the big deal?"
Mum looked at me, sizing up the atmosphere for her revelation. But she didn't hold my gaze, looked away, and said: "Well, um... OK. Here goes. They were in bed. Sort of. Understand?"
"No. What do you mean 'sort of'?"
"Oh hell. I mean, they were doing what a married couple might do in bed, but on the couch in the front room."
I gulped. I think I knew what she was trying to convey without actually saying it, but I needed to be sure I hadn't misunderstood so I spelt it out in plain language: "Wait. You mean Mrs Philpott and Billy were, well, having sex or something?"
She wrung her hands and just nodded.
"Shit! OK. Well, um..." (How was I supposed to react to my mother telling me she'd witnessed her best friend committing incest with her own son?)
"Jesus Tommy what should I do?"
"Did they see you?"
"No. At least they didn't stop."
"So if they didn't see you, how did you see them? How can you be sure of what they were doing?"
She looked me in the eye then looked away again. She took a deep breath and said: "I stopped in the doorway. Janice was bent over the arm of the couch facing away from me, Billy was behind her. Tommy, I'm in no doubt. His pants were around his ankles, I saw his butt and he was, well, grunting."
"Oh my god, mum. Was it... shit. Was it rape?"
She shook her head. "No. Janice was... um...
encouraging
him. What am I to
do,
Tommy?"
"Nothing."
"Huh?"
"They're adults. It was consensual. I know it's technically illegal, but..."
"
Technically illegal?
What the hell? He's her son, Tommy!"
"Yeah. And look what they're going through -- nobody understands that better than you. Each other is all they have left."
"Tommy, I'm not sure what to think or feel."
"Mum, just don't judge them or do anything at least not yet. Try to understand first."
She was still bewildered and went back inside. I started the mower successfully and got on with the overgrown lawns. Thoughts came into my head. Billy is a thin young man, Mrs Philpott is what they call a "full-figured" woman, meaning she's not thin. Hell, I've dreamed of those tits myself.
In my lawnmower-noisy cocoon of thought, I relived some of the grief when dad died. It was still raw two years later -- I'd just turned 18 then and hadn't even got my driving licence when the police knocked on our door. Industrial accident my ass...
In my mind I saw Billy thrusting into his mother, she was saying things like "Ooh yes baby" and "Fuck me son". Mum might not understand but I sure as hell did. Many a night I'd spent holding mum while we cried together. She might not remember those three or four times when she held me to her breasts. Or the night we spooned on -- and then