Okay, really, how much evidence does it take before the reality sets in? In my case, the evidence mounted every day for 18 years; however I was blinded to it because of my twin sister. Maybe, being honest with myself, I'm blinded by my twin sister.
We have many of the same friends and occasionally I date one of her friends and she one of mine. The friends my sister dates don't kiss and tell because they know I rip them new ass holes if they did anything she didn't want them doing. I only presume her friends don't kiss and tell as well.
Last weekend I dated Jackie, one of my sister's closest friends. Jackie is a lovely sandy blond about five feet six inches tall with a striking figure and well toned firm body. In some ways, Jackie is similar to my sister in appearance.
Jackie is very amorous with her affections and on our date she made sure I released my tensions three times that night; it might have been four except the night was getting late. After the date and reaching home, I fell into a very deep satisfied sleep. It was nearly noon Saturday when I finally started moving. Jackie's car was outside when I looked out and I heard her and my sister talking and giggling like they usually do.
"Keep it down, I'm trying to rest," I yelled through our adjoining wall as I banged on it.
"Well you wanted to keep it up all night last night," Jackie yelled back.
The talk and giggling died abruptly and Jackie left within seconds. In even fewer seconds, my sister stormed into my room. "You fucked Jackie!" Maybe it was supposed to be a question but it sure sounded like an exclamation.
Not much sense avoiding the answer so I took the direct route, "Yes."
My sister stormed out, stomped to her room, and slammed her door. Her reaction surprised me even though I can honestly understand. Maybe it made her feel betrayed by Jackie and by me. I wondered where this could possibly end and how. I took a shower, dressed, and headed for the kitchen for some breakfast and lunch; I was hungry.
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My sister, Sammie, is just moments older than me. Well, aren't we taught at young ages, ladies first? Until today, Sammie and I have had an open bond that nothing could shake. I already described Jackie having similar features to Sammie. And, most of the girls I date have many the same attributes. Sammie is the yardstick measure of what I want in a girlfriend and maybe life partner. You know the drill, if not my twin, if not my sister.
I spent a couple hours outside in the backyard where we have a nice lawn, patio, raised deck, and a small above ground pool. One of my chores is keeping the back neat, mowed, and the pool clean. Sammie and I enjoy the yard and have friends around most all weekend. I think Sammie and Jackie planned to use the pool this afternoon, until the incident earlier.
With all the cleaning up completed and tools put away, I shed my shirt. I already had my swimming shorts on; I jumped into the pool for a refreshing swim. I noticed Sammie at her window looking out toward me and gestured for her to come join me.
I heard the sliding door open and glanced to see Sammie stepping onto the deck. My glance became a stare immediately. Sammie wore a bikini in a tone that matched her tanned skin color; she looked naked. It didn't help that Sammie's nipples stretched the fabric giving a perfect outline of them. Worse, the bikini bottoms were tight enough to outline a cute camel-toe that had to be completely hairless.
My jaw dropped and I was in surrender mode to my sister's almost perfect body. "Sammie," I seemed to gasp, "that bikini, you in it, WOW!"
"So, you think I'm pretty or you think I'm a tease." Sammie slowly sank into the pool opposite me making sure she bent and twisted giving me several views of her pure woman form.
My stare did not end, my gaze remained riveted on my sister. "A pretty tease is more like it."
We began making slow circles around the pool swimming with no true intent but to swim and enjoy the refreshing feel of the water.
"Seth, why did you have sex with Jackie? She is my closest friend and now, well, I don't know."
"Jackie offered herself to me. You, of all people, have to know Jackie is a sex nymph."
"Yeah, and you are, or were anyway, a horny boy with an everlasting hard on." Even through Sammie's smile, I heard pain in her voice.
I stopped swimming and ventured toward the center of the pool. "Sammie, this isn't truth or dare. Tell me why you are in such emotional pain knowing I had sex with Jackie. I didn't do it to hurt you. I love you, my sister, too much to hurt you."
Sammie stopped swimming then and began venturing toward me. In a voice soft and low, with her head bowed slightly, Sammie answered, "Because I love you too, Seth."
Every light in the dark stadium of my mind turned on in an instant. In that instant moment of realization it dawned on me, my sister is in love with me, not her brother me, but me. I tried to reach my hand to her but she spun away avoiding my touch. Swiftly, with determination, Sammie leapt from the pool and ran inside. I stayed out to give her space while we both worked out the implications of what we said.
The difference in what was said was obvious, I said I love my sister and she said she loves me. I left the pool, dried, and went inside following the puddles left by Sammie. The puddles left a clear trail to her bedroom door and through the door I heard Sammie sobbing. Whenever Sammie cries, I am always there to hold her and comfort her. Now, I caused the tears.
Cautiously, I tried the knob of her door, it turned, unlatched, and I open it. Sammie lay on her bed in a heap of emotion crying heavily. I noticed the discarded bikini on the floor suddenly realizing that Sammie lay on the bed naked. I tried to retreat hoping she hadn't heard me.
"Stay, Seth."
Just as cautiously, I closed her door. I could have made my exit although Sammie wanted me to stay; I did.
Trepidation set in. I wanted to go to Sammie with hugs and comfort to ease her pain but I feared the naked woman lying on the bed. No, I didn't fear her as much as I feared myself.
"Seth, comfort me," Sammie said through more sobs.
"I am here, Sammie, but you're naked. I can't touch your naked body. It just isn't right, its like incest or something." However, my legs did begin finding motion and I ventured closer until I stood at the edge of the bed seeing Sammie on her stomach crying. Her smooth back exposed to me was broader at the shoulders and tapered to her narrow waist before flaring out at her hips. Sammie's naked butt was firm and full. Sammie's thighs were toned and taught below her butt. Her calf muscles formed two perfectly matched ellipticals.
Sammie sensed I was near and rolled over onto her back. When she looked at me, I went completely weak. Through her tear stained and red blood shot eyes, I saw the look of a woman with love in her eyes. Maybe there was some lust as well.
Sammie's face was adorable even through the tears. Her lips quivered some as she sobbed albeit less deeply now. Her breasts formed perfect 36A cones on her chest and her stomach was flat and smooth with the cutest little bellybutton any one girl could have. I was right about a hairless mound and her labia puffed full and inviting. I had no idea what she might be scheming although sure I was falling into her trap at terminal velocity.
"Yes you can touch me, Seth. I want you to touch me." Her words were clear, no sobs.