She could hear her brother getting back from his date and pull up into the parking lot across from their small apartment. They shared the place to save money during college. He was a senior, while she was a sophomore. They were two years apart, but still very close. The apartment was modest, although they could only afford a one-bedroom place.
She heard his keys jingling, and then the door opening as he walked into the room. She looked at his face and saw that his thin lips were smeared in red lipstick, and there was more lipstick stained on his chin and neck. She felt a rush of air fill her up, and then a simmer of heat inside of her chest. She controlled her breathing and looked back at the book in her lap before speaking.
"So did you have a good time?"
He chuckled, and flopped down on the couch next to her feet.
"It was... pretty good."
"Did you guys kiss?" she said, looking down at her feet avoiding his soft brown eyes.
"Oh." he mumbled, roughly wiping his lips, remembering that his date must have gotten lipstick on him during their rushed make out session.
"I don't know If I can do this right now Edwin, I thought that I could, but I'm not sure." She looked up, and he saw for the first time that her eyes were puffy and red.
"I thought this was what you wanted, you were the one who said I should try dating."
"I know, I just don't know if I can bear seeing you with someone else."
"You know, I didn't even want to go see this girl tonight, sure it was fun but I only did it for you, because I wanted to help you feel normal, you said that if I was with someone else it would keep us apart. Even though I never want to be part from you."
"God Edwin, don't you understand! We are sinners, abominations! There is nothing normal about us, I love you and you are my brother, and I don't want to love you. Our love never should have existed." She started to weep, and hid her face in her arms.
He leaned over and tried to pull her arms away from her gently.
"NO! get away from me! I hate you Edwin!" She choked out violently.
His eyes became fierce, and he grabbed both arms and pulled them away. She looked at him feeling defeated. Wet streaks damping her face. He nuzzled his face close to hers, and used his cheeks to dry her damp face.
"There is nothing evil about us, nothing at all. Its not your fault that we are like this, and it is not my fault either. We were born for each other; and coincidentally we were born brother and sister. That shouldn't stop us from being happy." He whispered into her ear.
"I can't bear to be without you, and I suffer so much with my guilt of being with you. It is my fault; none of this would have ever started if it weren't for me. I was the one who came into your room late that night, and willed myself on you. Please forgive me, I'm so sorry, this is my entire fault. My-fault." She choked out again.
"No, now you listen to me, I had wanted you for so long before that, and it would have happened eventually anyway." He said grabbing her arms and pushing her away from him so she could see his face. Some of her tears had gotten on his face, she was a part of him, and he a part of her. Just like all of the times that they had become one person. At first their lovemaking had been only every once in a while. He would come into her room, with his member hard and desperate for her. Sometimes they loved each other everyday, their apartment only had one bed, they tried their best to live like a couple, because If anyone found out that they were actually brother and sister, they wouldn't understand. No one seemed to question how similar he or she looked. With their matching golden brown hair, and similar almond shaped eyes.
He was lean and tall. His body athletic, with tight abs, and strong arms. His short flippy brown hair was always a tousled mess. His body moved in a way that was almost artistic, graceful and smooth. He always knew how to hold her, but he had never been rough on her, despite the strength she knew he had.
She had an average body type, not fat, but not skinny either. She had small but pouty lips, and very light but still brown eyes. Her hair was shoulder length, and layered, a style that could be funky or simply sweet. Her breasts were a decent B cup, small but very perky.
"I love you Ed, you know I do."
With that he carried her into the bedroom, her legs were wrapped around his waist. She pushed her body as close to him as she could. His erection was so hard, she could feel it pressing, pushing up against her through her panties. The feeling of his hardness pressing onto her womanhood was overwhelming. It gave her the feeling of urgency, and made her burn with desire.
When he stopped walking, she turned to face him and pushed her mouth against his. Her lips searching around, and his doing the same. He moaned under the kiss, turning her on even more. She slid her tongue into his mouth, and he gladly sucked on it with his lips. The idea came to her that he had just been kissing another woman, but she didn't care, he was hers and she knew that. She could tell by the way he was passionately kissing her. He took her and moved over to the wall, pressing her back onto it. He pushed her upwards, causing her to lose his mouth. She smiled.
"Get back here mister, I'm not done with you"
"Oh, you aren't?" he smiled, and lowered her so that she could kiss him some more.
"Oh honey you taste so good." She mumbled, and broke away from the kiss.
