I thank HKF999 for editing this story. Any mistakes remaining in the story are all mine.
This is the first part of a 3 part story. This is a slow starter.
Series Outline:
part-1: Carla and Robby learn about their secret lovers.
part-2: Robby brings Jason into fold.
part-3: Jason returns the favor.
Everything in this story is just a figment of my imagination. All characters are 18+. No scene depicting sex involves underage characters. The author strongly discourages any illegal sex in real life.
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Part-1: The Beginning
Monday, 14th February, 2011
On that wretched day, I was going through another round of depression as my feet led me to my place. My landlady, whom I had then known as only Mrs. Smith, was about to close the door as I finally reached my place. She saw me coming and was waiting for me to come in, so that she did not have to lock the door.
"Mr. Miller, are you OK?"
"Mrs. Smith, I am fine. Thank you."
Maybe it was the look on my face, or maybe it was my tone -- there was concern in her face. The less I talked with anyone, the better it was for me. I maintained a fair distance from her, always speaking formally.
"You don't look fine. Anyways, Jason has gone out with his friends. When he comes back, can you tell him that I will be late? Food is in the fridge. Help yourself."
"Okay."
She moved away, letting me inside. I was relieved to know that I was alone. I was still deep in my thoughts walking towards my room, when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I hadn't realized that I had reached the stairs, and forgot to close the door behind me. It definitely was not my day.
"Mr. Miller, if there is something bothering you, you can talk to me. It helps." Seeing no response from me, she continued, "If you are not going anywhere, then I'll lock the door." I heard her lock the door behind me.
It had been three years since I had moved in to Mrs. Smith's place. She was a relative of my boss. My boss had referred me to stay with them, when I had told him that I was looking for simple accommodation. I was somewhere between a tenant and a paying guest. I was unaware of the actual rent, as my boss promised me that he would pay it from my bonuses. We had a very simple deal. I got the entire second floor. Mrs. Smith would provide me food, if I asked for it. I could use the kitchen to make food for myself. I should help them whenever they needed it. And I had to teach Jason math. In return, I got complete privacy. I could bring anyone home, not that I needed to. I got the spare key to the home. I assured my boss that Mrs. Smith was well, and in return I got a place where I wouldn't be disturbed.
Our relationship had been pretty simple till then. If they needed something, they would call my cell phone and I took care of it. I did their shopping, and Mrs. Smith made food for me. The only thing Mrs. Smith was strict about was alcohol. She had a strict 'No alcohol in the home' policy. Jason and I had a simple deal: I gave him whatever he wanted, and he drove me to and from a bar whenever I felt like boozing. I kept myself aloof from their affairs, and they didn't disturb me in the second floor.
On that day, I desperately needed to drown myself in alcohol. I was hoping that Jason would drop me at the usual bar at the other end of the town. Unfortunately he was not here. I tried calling Jason. The phone was ringing, but he was not picking up.
Shit, there goes my booze plan.
I switched off my cell, and slumped on my bed. My hand went for the remote and TV was kept at full volume. I was really thinking of making myself busy somehow. I thought,
I need to see the day through. And porn is totally out of question today. It will only hurt me more.
I was immersed in my own thoughts when I heard the phone ringing downstairs. For want of a distraction, I thought I might as well answer it.
"Mr. Miller, thank God you picked up the phone. Can you check whether I turned off the stove?" It was Mrs. Smith.
"Hold on a sec." I went into the kitchen to check the stove. It was turned off. That woman had always had this fear of the stove, whenever she went out.
"Mrs. Smith, I checked. Everything is all right."
"Thank you. By the way, how are you feeling now? If you are sick or something, I can buy medicines for you. I am in front of a pharmacy right now."
"No thanks. I'm okay. I just need to rest for a while." I hung up and went back to my bed.
By the time I reached my bed, I heard the phone ringing again. The phone was diverting my attention from my dark feelings. I walked to the ground floor again, and picked up the phone.
"Hey buddy. What happened to your phone? I was trying to reach you for the past half an hour." Alan was concerned.
"Alan? Sorry man, I'd switched off the phone."
"I had called your office, and Mark told me that you left early today."
"Hmmm"
I heard his voice change a little, taking his fatherly tone.
"I know today's February 14th. That's why I called you. I just wanted to check out how you are feeling today."
"It's the same."
The silence that ensued reflected my mood.
"Come on, man. It's been a long time. It's what, seven years?"
"Eight."
I just kept the phone pressed to my ears. The pain was there. But Alan was there as well.
"I am not going to ask you to move on. I know how you feel."
I kept silent for a while. He never hung up. I could hear the background noise. He must be in traffic. Then I started to sob. The good thing about Alan is that he knows when to keep his mouth shut. Right then, all I needed was someone to be there with me. I was crying for another maybe ten minutes.
I got myself into some semblance of control and said, "Thanks for calling me."
"In friendship, there is no thanks. You told me that."
I was silent for a while thinking,
He knows my problem. Today, I'll do whatever he says.
"Bob, can I say something?"
"Yes."
He always knew what I needed. Even if I didn't know it, I was too numb to think about it.
"Why don't you to go out for dinner with someone?"
That was not what I was expecting. Before I could respond, he continued, "Not a date. Just go out with somebody for dinner. If somebody is sitting opposite you, at least you won't be thinking of it."
It made sense, but I was still silent.
"Listen... all you have to do is to ask someone to go out with you today. You can say beforehand that this is not a date. You just want to go out and have food. Mark and I had gone to this Chinese restaurant three blocks away from your office when I met you last time. It's a new one. The food is not bad. But they do serve shark fin soup."
I was still silent. But I started thinking of Chinese food. Alan knew my weaknesses. Shark fin soup was definitely a motivating agent.
"If you don't want to go with someone, at least walk to the restaurant, just eat and come back. You will at least kill some time with walking. And you can go for one more round, when you get back to your room."
His words were slowly motivating me. After thinking about things for a while, I agreed to his idea. We said our byes and I hung up.
My problem was that I didn't have any friends in town. In fact, the very reason I came was because no one knew me around this town. I only maintained a strict professional interaction with everyone in the office. Mark, my boss, was the only person with whom I had something akin to a personal relationship. He sends me wishes for my birthday. I visited his home for Christmas and New Years. The only reason why I did that was because he was a friend of Alan's. In fact, Alan had recommended me to Mark. And, if I didn't go to his home, Alan had told me that he wouldn't talk to me. I had lost too much; I could not lose my only friend as well. But on that day, I could not call Mark for food. He would find out. I myself would blurt it out to him. I didn't want anyone to know the reasons for my depression.
I was still thinking about my conversation with Alan when Mrs. Smith walked in.
"Mr. Miller, you don't have to stand near the stove. Once it's off, it can't burn on its own."