The car pulled through the old pines and into the dappled light of the driveway. Daniel leaned forward eagerly, peering out at the wooden cabin and the lake beyond. The setting sun spilled orange fire out onto the lake.
"All right kids, we're here," his father Ron declared, putting the car into park. His little sister Olivia opened the door and screamed in triumph. She was only 9 years old and had chattered in excitement the whole trip down. His mother Emma opened her door last, putting a floppy sun hat on her head.
They were on their annual vacation with his Dad's brother Dale, out in the family vacation cabin his grandparents had built. The vacation had been a tradition for as long as Daniel could remember. Every spring break, they drove south to the cabin, to meet Uncle Dale and his family. Uncle Dale and Aunt June had three kids, all girls. The oldest, named Elizabeth, had always been his partner in crime. Really, she had been the instigator, sneaking him his first drinks and cigarettes. He had always felt like his bravest, most exciting self with her. But this year, she was a freshman in college, and she had informed the family that there was no way she was spending spring break with them when she could be with her friends instead. Daniel understood but felt sorry for himself. She hadn't even sent him a text.
Instead, he would have to make due with Mandy and Lucy. Mandy was 18, like he was, but she had always been completely unlike Elizabeth, or Liz as he had called her. Where Liz was adventurous, Mandy was timid. Where Liz was daring, Mandy was conventional. Where Liz was outspoken, Mandy was refrained. Apart from all that, Mandy still had braces and unflattering glasses. She tended to wear what Liz called "dumpy clothes," in contrast to what Liz wore. Liz might have been his cousin, but he had often caught himself daydreaming while staring at her breasts or legs. Mandy would never get that kind of attention.
"Oh my God I'm so excited!" Lucy screamed as she ran out of the house. Lucy was 11 and had not yet begun puberty, so she still had the unabashed energy of a child. She was wearing a pink tank-top with white shorts, and her hair was up in pigtails. His sister Olivia squealed in response and ran to hug Lucy. Daniel was just glad there would be someone to keep Olivia out of his hair.
As he helped with the bags in the trunk, Daniel turned to survey the rest of his Uncle's family, looking in vain for Liz. Maybe she had changed her mind, or her spring break plans had fallen through? But no, there was only Mandy, visible as a silhouette against the lake. He shook his head, barely looking at her.
When he reached the patio with his bags, he was startled by how different she looked. The braces and glasses were gone. She had also grown out her hair. It was the same blonde as Liz's hair, but Liz had cropped hers short her senior year of high school. Mandy had gone in the other direction, growing her hair out down to the middle of her back. Her hair fell in perfect cascades, flashing with highlights. She smiled brightly, her teeth perfect. He had never before noticed the piercing blue of her eyes.
"Hey there pilgrim," she said, imitating John Wayne. She reached her arms up and he stepped back in confusion, finally realizing she had meant to hug him. He laughed at himself and dropped the bags, making that an excuse for his hesitation. He hugged her tight and felt her breasts pressing into his chest. Her hair smelled fresh and feminine. He shivered involuntarily when her cheek brushed against his.
"Great to see you," he replied. Being out of Liz's shadow had done Mandy more good than he ever could have imagined. Maybe this vacation wouldn't be so miserable after all.
* * *
The rest of the night passed quickly. The fathers put on a big barbecue, and the little girls ran wild. Daniel caught up with his Aunt and Uncle, giving them the obligatory updates about school (honor roll) and dating (no one steady). He extricated himself after dinner and helped Mandy clean up in the kitchen. They exchanged banalities about school, but the house was so chaotic there was no real opportunity for them to talk. It wasn't long before his mother was putting his sister down and fussing at him to get ready for bed. The best thing about the cabin was that they all had their own rooms. It was hard to get the girls to settle down, and both sets of parents eventually had to come out of their rooms to yell threats. Then the girls passed out hard. Aunt June showed Daniel to his room and the nearby bathroom, and he soon lost himself in dreamless sleep.
He awoke to the aroma of a large pancake breakfast and the noise of frantic preparations to leave for the amusement park. This was another tradition. The first day they were all at the cabin, they left to spend the day riding roller coasters. Daniel did not understand why they didn't save the amusement park until later in the trip, but it had always been this way. On the ride down, Daniel had proclaimed himself too old for amusement parks, but his parents had dismissed that with a laugh. The truth was that he still looked forward to the rides, though he felt another pang when he thought of how Liz would not be with them.
In past years, Mandy had often disappeared while he and Liz raced from ride to ride. Liz had said she was sulking, but Daniel had always figured she was off finding some way to entertain herself, since Liz had made it clear she wasn't welcome. In fact, Daniel began to wonder if he had always been too hard on Mandy, if he had seen her through Liz's eyes. She really wasn't as clueless and hopeless as Liz had said. She wasn't ugly.
This year, she took her sister's place at his side as if it had always been her own. To his surprise, she was every bit as adventurous as her older sister had been. She screamed with delight every time a roller coaster plunged or spun. She sometimes raced him to the next ride, apparently just to tease him, since she was fast. As they waited in the lines for rides, they had plenty of opportunity to talk. She had a dry sense of humor about her parents and school, but her humor wasn't mean. She seemed to remain the obedient, studious girl he had always thought she was. But she had a mature confidence that was new, or if she had always had it, it had always been hidden from him. He hadn't even looked, preoccupied as he had been by Liz. This must have bothered Mandy but she had never said anything then. She didn't mention it now. She seemed to be enjoying his company without any resentment about being ignored in the past.
The sun's rays were beginning to lengthen as they stood in line for the last ride of the day. Mandy was ahead of him, both of her legs up on the railing. She was wearing a white blouse and blue soccer shorts, with a white baseball cap and sunglasses.
"Okay," she said, looking over at him mischievously. "Those three guys." She gestured discreetly toward three heavyset men. They were literally rednecks, with the permanent tans of men who worked outside. They had unkempt beards and curly brown hair and were a hundred pounds or more overweight. "You've got to fuck one, marry one, kill one."
"No way!" he declared. He was shocked she had used the F-word.
"Come on," she complained, "I'm bored of this line."
"But making me choose which one of those guys I would fuck is basically a war crime!"
"So I'm a war criminal," she replied, shrugging. "You can make me fuck a lesbian, but first you have to answer the question."
Again, he was shocked that she had spoken of "fucking" a lesbian. He suddenly imagined her touching another woman's breasts and felt his penis twitch. He looked back toward the men, willing himself to take in their ugliness to prevent an erection.
"Umm ..." He faltered. "Ummm ... I guess the guy in the middle there."