Hi, it's Alex here again. Thank you so much for the comments on the previous chapter of what is rather a personal story and quite different from my previous ones. The first chapter was actually a resubmitted one based on feedback and I hope I have learnt from it. If you haven't read the first chapter please do, as I feel it is an important set up for the rest of the story.
I have written some of this chapter from my mum's point of view based on what she told me later on.
Chapter 2 is when I was 19 and my mum Sarah was 43. I hope you take as much pleasure in reading it as I did in writing it.
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My mum Sarah lay in bed thinking about what she'd just done. She had just been laying there rubbing her swollen clit with her fingers and bringing herself to a powerful orgasm, covering her fingers with so much liquid as they ran along her sensitive lips as she came.
However she had been thinking about me while playing.
Earlier that night, after our shared hot tub incident, she had purposely stood naked for me to see in the kitchen bathed in the light of the fridge, after I told her about how I'd seen her in a similar pose a year before by chance.
Both her orgasms, in the hot tub and on her bed, had been 2 of the best she'd ever given herself. Both times she was thinking of her son's fingers, tongue and cock entering her, instead of her own slippery wet digits.
She thought about what she was going to do next but then realised there was nothing she could do. She'd already gone too far and it needed to stop. She then decided quickly that she would act as normal as possible with me and soon she knew it would be just one of those fantastic memories that would never be forgotten but also never be re-enacted.
She fell asleep naked and on her wet sheets and had very sweet dreams.
I also thought about what had happened in the hot tub as I came for the second time that night. I wished it had been my mum's hand, mouth or pussy over my cock instead of my own hand wrapped around it but my imagination was still enough to get me off. For me though, I had different ideas about the days ahead. I couldn't help but wonder how I could get more from her. I didn't know at that moment if I could, but I did know I was certainly going to try.
The next morning was odd. I came downstairs and mum and I had breakfast as usual at the kitchen table. She was dressed in jeans and a white shirt and sat opposite me. I was wearing khaki shorts and a t-shirt. We talked a little about the weather, how it was meant to be another nice day, about my sister coming home from university next week, but she never once brought up what had happened the previous night.
After breakfast she went to the living room and sat on the sofa. She made some calls and worked on her laptop. I left her to it and went upstairs and played on my PlayStation. I felt so hot in the house and after a while I had to go downstairs and speak to her as my brain seemed to be going. I went into the living room and saw mum still working on her laptop but clearly she was hot and uncomfortable too. Thankfully it wasn't just me I realised and perhaps it was just genuinely hot in the house.
"Hey"
, I said.
"Oh hey Alex, you OK?"
"Not too bad, just hot in the house. How's work going?"
"Yeh OK I guess. I'm hot too and it's hard to work."
"Why don't you just lose the clothes?"
I couldn't believe I'd said that. It just came out. Mum looked equally shocked at what I'd said and I tried to backtrack.
"I just meant, erm, sorry."
"It's OK darling. I didn't mean to make you feel awkward. I might stop working for a bit and have a cold drink."
"Sounds good Mum. I might join you in that."
We walked into the kitchen and mum poured out a couple of glasses of ice cold water. I think we both felt better after that and I even think the tension that had been there this morning had lifted.
"You know Mum, we're both hot and bothered. I could turn the hot tub on, make it cool. What do you think?"
Mum didn't know what to think. She was about to say no when she realised that this was a chance for her to show me that things could go back to being normal between us.
"OK."
I couldn't believe that she'd actually agreed to it. I was so excited by the thought.
"OK, I'll get it started and how about you meet me there in 10 minutes?"
"OK darling, I'll see you out there."
I quickly went up to my room and changed into a pair of swimming shorts, grabbed a towel and went out to get the hot tub started and get into it. After a little while my mum came outside wearing a red all-in-one swimming costume. I have to admit I was slightly disappointed but tried not to let it show.
"How's the water?"
"It's good Mum, really refreshing."
"Good. I'd better get in then!"
She then slipped into the hot tube opposite me. We then sat there in silence for what seemed like ages. Then after waiting a while typically we both spoke at the same time.
"Mum I, err.."
"Alex, erm.."
We both then looked at each other and laughed. I then managed to speak first.
"Mum about last night. I didn't mean to make things awkward between us."
"It's OK darling, it is my fault. I love you. Things needn't be awkward."
"But they are! I mean, erm.."
"Go on..."
I didn't know what to say. I wanted to ask why she wasn't mentioning about what had happened yesterday, why she was now wearing a one-piece swimming costume when she wore a bikini last night and why she would purposely pose for me naked one night and then the next day pretend nothing was different between us.
I closed my eyes and choose my question.
"If we love each other, why can't we bring each other pleasure?"
I don't think she was expecting that. She was quiet for a little while, clearly mulling over what I had just said.
"We love each other as mum and son. There's a difference between that sort of love and the love between a couple", she replied.
"What's the difference?"
"Erm, well for a start incest is illegal."
"So is going 75 on a motorway but you still do it."
"Don't be flippant Alex."
"Look we didn't have sex. We didn't even touch each other even though I wanted to. You were the one who let me see you naked anyway!"
"I know and I'm sorry. It was poor judgement and came after I was still on a high from, well you know.."
"From me being turned on by you, kissing you and telling you what I really thought."
"Yes".
Mum was blushing now so much. It was cute on her and to be honest I'd never really seen this side of her. She'd always been so confident and professional. It was a refreshing change. I decided to move round the hot tub to sit next to her.
"It's OK mum. You shouldn't be ashamed at what happened. I'm your son and I love you. I'm not some random guy and I'll prove it."
I then stood up in the hot tub and slid my shorts down my thighs releasing my fully erect cock. In truth it had been a little painful held in by my swimming shorts. I waited a few seconds and then pulled my shorts back up and over it. My mum just watched me and didn't say a word.
"That is for showing me you last night. I don't ask for anything in return but you know how I feel about you and this doesn't mean I wouldn't ever want anything. Clearly you saw how turned on I was feeling right now."
"But Alex we can't..."
"Mum we can do what we want, but if you don't want to do anything then that's also fine. That's the difference between some random guy and me."
My mum just smiled at me and then hugged me, her wet swimming costume surrounding her breasts pushing against me.
"I love you Alex"
, she whispered to me.
"I love you too Mum."
We held one another for about a minute before she pulled away.